its the last day of 2008

... my new year entry... due to some technical error... here it is

well.. its those time of year when we look back to all the good and bad things (ehem) that had happened.. and those that we are very much anticipate to be happening...

i have had soo much fun this year... and a very weird year too..

i was engaged in April 26th 2008... aha! the ceremony went very well except for my dress... (it is badly done by the tailor.. in which i will never ever ask them to make my dress ever again!!)... the thing is... it was given and handpick by baby.. and i love it soo much.. too bad.. it doesnt turn out the way i want it to be.. anyway, i was relieved.. i was and will always be thankful for the love we have... i just never imagine that i somehow will be settling with baby... it is love at 4th and 5th sight! ahaks... i am sure its not love at first sight... but hey.. one thing i learn in life.... you will know when you meet your soulmate... no courting or whatsoever.. just a mere feeling that telling that you belong to somebody...

May 1st 2008, i was on a one week trip to jakarta... attending the cigre conference... and baby's family was also there.. went to bandung with kak nor and umi.. and abah and baby... i really like jakarta... (except for the macet.). and i like shopping in bandung.. altho i wasnt much into the casual clothing... i was enjoying buying all the telekungs... and baju kebaya!!

adik gave birth in July 2008 to 4 cute kittens (the twins, joey jr and snowy) i lost two of them.. joey jr and one of the twin.. and now i am a proud owner of abang, adik, comot and snowy...

July 19th 2008, Muhammad adhwa afeef was born!! a very healthy lovely hanslem baby boy.. and i love my nephew soo much!!...

in september, we went to jakarta to visit abang (ehem.. NOT!) we were there buying our wedding card.. we manage to bring back 70kG of wedding items.. without being charge a single cent! aha! how did we do that!! (lots and lots of energy!! ekekekekeke)

farewell to 2008!! and i actually cant wait for 2009... the year that i will start counting days... for my wedding.. ahaks...

. we cant buy back respect .. and we certainly cant buy time... valuable lesson i learn this year... that we need to appreciate all the things we have before it all gone..

au revoir.. 2008...

-iykin jamil-

hehehe i am at peace camp

I am off searching for my family accomodation this coming april. I have found 2 apartments near kemaman.. But both located in kijal. First stop, apartment baiduri near awana kijal.. Well I have no comment on the venue. It is located near amenities and restaurants.. Which is good.. Next stop, kijal strawberry park apartment resort. When I first saw the apartment, it suits all the requirement that I need. But then to my avail.. The resort is closed due to bankruptcy! Ahahahah that explains why the resort looks empty from far. Ekekekek haih.. So I will continue searching.

nice song..

Hey hati ku..
Selalu
mendambakan cinta namun tak kunjung tiba

Hatimu itu
Seperti apa yg ku mahu selama ini

Am Em
Ertikanlah pagi ku yg kaku tanpa kamu

Kau ku cinta
Engkaulah yg ku puja
Tertunggu selama ini takku jumpa
Dgn mu ku di lamun indah
Ku harap cinta akan tiba di hati kita..

Lihat kamu
Tak ku sedari
Waktu dh mulai tinggalkan ku

Kau kau kau
Buatku lupa mengapa ku disini pada mulanya..

Ertikanlah malam ku yg sayu dingin tanpamu

Setiap hari bersama mu
Ku ingin selalu dekatmu
Ku hitung saat dan waktu
Hingga hari esok kembali lagi

our boy..

hehehe as much as i hate him... he is the love of our life.. hihihihih gayanyer sungguh menyakitkan hati!! the bad habit .. spraying every where and till today i still dont know where he poo'd.. haih.. abang.. abang... ni latest picture of him today, he insisted to come into my room and sleep on my bed!!!

i need a new bag!!

as lame as it may sound! i am in need of a new bag!! i really do!! hukhuk sangat sangat memerlukan beg yang besar dan bergaya.. at the moment i am not into guess anymore.. ramai sgt budak skolah beli guess .. haih.. although guess offered me soo much of the blink2 design i wanted..

Liz clairborne is tooo dull... haih.. nine west.. is sum sort of a jewish company.... coach.. is too deng expensive.. and the price is much2 cheaper in the us... haih..

i need a duffle!! i need to put in many things inside.. haih... i want a berkin.. hukhuk i want a bag!!!

Mak Datin Terlampau..

this is a response to yesterday's news... come on mak datin!! does the title Datin gives you the right to be soo arrogant!! in this time of distress.. i do think that the mak datin should just be thankful.. that only her house that had be taken back by The Almighty.. not her life!!

its Friday.. our auspicious day in a week.. be thankful for the life we still have, be thankful because we live in a country where the fellow countrymen.. are willing to give their very best in helping you!!! (of course mak datin.. you too can build the bridge in 6 hours.. we know you do.. )

oh btw, what happened yesterday was.. there's this mak datin OVERHEARD the fellow armymen who was there HELPING the victims.. talking to themselves saying 'its stupid to build a house there!'.. IT IS STUPID!! when you already knew that the place is very landslide prone.. and that this is not the first time!! .. logically it is stupid!

points to ponder...'we always being scolded by the one who helped us... its true.. but that doesnt mean that they are not sincere in helping right?'.....

dear mak datin.. i think its the best time to change your attitude.. too much of a silly mak datin's news la!... datin doesnt mean you have to be 'difficult' ...

cicakman disaster!

i could not believe how CHEAP the movie was! everything.. i mean EVERYTHING looks cheap!! I am telling about the cicakman's set, the CGI (ni kene tipu dek omputih), the make up artist, cinematography.. i am definitely absolutely flabbergasted!!

its just a waste, when the talent casted for the movie was giving their 110%.. shukri's hashim acting was very convincing.. thankfully.. apek's comedic scene was all the help that the movie can get..
and at one point during the movie, i wsa already loosing my patient (i dont know.. how to enjoy the movie.. when to laugh... when to smile.. ahahaahah i just felt dumb!).. the story is too dragging and i think one word to describe it best!.. IT LACKS OF INTELLIGENT!!!! the evil plot wasnt that evil.. the storyline was shabby! the villains are nonsense...

macam org malas buat kerja.. cicakman 1.. was far more better than cicakman 2.. the movie just degraded the cicakman high expectation status,,

i should have opted for doraemon the movie instead!

oh oh!!!... ANTooFIGHTER is much much more worth of watching than this piece of crap.. and LOS n FAUN is in their own league.. go and watch LOS dan Faun..!!

happy bithday sayang!!!

hiks hiks... EVERYTHING.. everything was as planned! ahaks.. but i left 1 important thing.. the CARD!! so here it is sayang.. kekeke the card comes later (its customary in iykin's world) ahaks..

dear baby,

happy birthday!.. may all your dreams come true..

i wish you the best of health..

and i wish you

be blessed forever..

love always..

my hand hurts....

its the third time this year ... i broke my mouse again! haih... so penat.. i dont know how i can break the third mouse.. all i know.. my laptop could not detect the mouse!!! aaaaaaaaaa



anyway.... cantiknyer...

errrr... why soo rude?

.. i have indian and chinese as my next door neighbours..

let me tell you what happen in my hood and not anywhere else.. i figure.. we are very used too of living together.. the indians does not feel that they are slaves and the chinese are not intimidated by the 'ketuanan melayu'...

my indian neighbour.. he parks wherever he likes.. except infront of his house (yerp.. as crazy as it sounds.. but its the truth... ahahahahah)... my chinese neighbour.. they have 5 families living together.. and the chattering starts as early as 4 am.. (they are fishmongers.. that explains the early hours)... umm i suggest theresa kok should come knocking at this people's door before asking my bilal to lower the morning sermons..

YET... we never complain or drop any threat letter too our neighbour.. asking to park their car sumwhere else or.. lowering the early morning noise...

BUT sumhow.. at the other side of Malaysia... where the-race-who-cannot-be-name are too intimidated (keep insisting that penyata razak allow them to have their own education sheesh... asking for leverage on the human rights .. now that is funny... i really dont see any the-race-who-cannot-be-name being bullied nor being mistreated.. asking the rights for islam to practise yoga (aha! this is a revelation ... ummm kekekek now this is overboard...)... haih.. funny funny people...

wait..

i have some more.. i believe that this people... who had taken their race to a certain hate level.. cannot be called chinese either.. since the chinese i have been living with and i knew.. does not reflect such behaviour... maybe.. they think being vocal .. is a brave act.. when all it really shows is the mere stupidity...

and please stop acting like the race-warrior... unless you are forced to change your name and believes this act of bravery is not needed here in malaysia. ...

popo! we love yu!

oh yes... we are all being mistreated .. at some point.. soo chill lah!

EVERYone is going to Prabha Kundur's course in bandung yippeee!!!

hiks hiks.. i am still in busy mode! dont ask y! the work load is getting worst in here! haih!! mau pengsan udah!!!

anyway, good news.. me and the rest of the team will be going to bandung next month for power system stability course held by CIRED-Indonesia (actually the original plan was.. i will be going there with najib and my bos (now the more the merrier eh!)).. the course should be okay.. but then again
i really dont have any ideas on the power system stability..

I am d one and only female engineer now! its not a new feeling tho! but then again... a mature-professional-female-companion is good! and i am okay to work with anyone... ( men or ladies and i hate saying that i work better with men.. kekeke its sooo lame) as long as they can act professional enough..

life is good in APS... as i always said.. i love being here.. altho.. i usually feel like screaming when it comes to dateline!

will write more.. especially on my bnga dip!! toddlelooo....

i am sick... yet there are still abundance of things to do!

oh gosh..it is the most anticipated event of the year.. aha! the year end finish-your-job-or-die session!!!

i have less than 36 hours to complete all the simulation.. haih... yelp!! yelp me plissss!!!! anybody...

and he can sing too... alahai.. hiks hiks

how can i resist now.. ahahaahha handsome. and romantic and can sing.. omg!!! ahaks... (** teheee teheeee... baby saya juga panda nyanyi juge.. harap he'll sing to me this friday tho.. miahahahha)

i have loads of work to be completed this week... 6 years of switching studies and fault studies...
haih...

Ya Allah.. gimme strength and permudahkan lah tugas ku.. amin..

my dream car

its love at first sight!... volvo c30... its a coupe...

and stand at the price of 215K !!

haih.......

hehehe....

i am full of energy this morning.. maybe because of a gud nite sleep?
hehehe maybe...

anyway... date/deadline ! 15 december 2008.. hukhukhuk

*nervous wreck

die Aufzug Begebenheit

"Deficiency in judgement is properly that which is called stupidity; and for such a failing we know no remedy. A dull or narrow-minded person, to whom nothing is wanting but a proper degree of understanding, may be improved by tuition, even so far as to deserve the epithet of learned. But as such persons frequently labour under a deficiency in the faculty of judgement, it is not uncommon to find men extremely learned who in the application of their science betray a lamentable degree this irremediable want." Immanuel Kant, Critique of Pure Reason,

sayang.. thank you for loving me that much...

hihihi i know you love me.. and i am happy with you... kekekek and i am going crazy with or without you... haih...

thanks for the day!!.. the i-buat-my-keje-u-baca-buku day.. thanks ek sayang...

i'm all lovey dovey.. dopey... kekeke

its amazing how a movie can make you day.. and perhaps days... hiks hiks i must say.. i am still spellbinded by twilights.. and how edward cullen character has it impacts on me! alahai.. mesti bebek dah muntah2 baca... (kekkeke have to live with it sayang.. for the next 2 3 days.. until i totally forgotten bout my darling vampire..)

OMG... i'm in love.... with robert pattinson

the sexiest movie evah!... and robert pattinson is a real heartthrob! i'm in love... the way he played edward cullen was soo convincing!.. i was grinning ear to ear.. just listening to the way he talks to bella swan... haih.. sooo adorably handsome!!!

i was in love with cedric diggory.. and when baby called me yesterday saying that he will be playing in twilight.. and suggested us to checked out the film.. i knew i could say not to!

the movie was... sweet! ahaks...

i am sooo in love!... not that i dont love you no more baby... but i could always squeeze another one... miahahhahahahaahahaha

i am sooo gonna watch the movie twilight again... gonna take mommy to c it.

and yep... bought new moon.. the sequel of twilight... just cant wait to read whats next!.. haih....

love love love

Its not the best time to travel.. perhaps

i read too many disturbing news this morning... INDIA is under attack.. (huh.. blaming on the muslim extremist.. ) .. suvarnabhumi is closed (and poor bos is stranded ... ) and yerp.. heard news from my sister.. abg's nephew is terminally ill... (both of the kid's kidney no longer functions).. haih... it has shrunk into the size of a 50 cent!... Ya Allah.. i could not ask more than your mercy to aiman.. soo if any of you out there reading this post.. do pray for aiman's health.. and he is only 5!

I guess we are lucky enough.. rain and floods.. nothing that we cant manage at the moment... ahhahaha with all the clown politician.... glad that us malaysian.. talks louder than action.. I still believe that us Malaysian can take care of each other.. no matter what race we are.... no need to raise the flag up side down... to let people know that we are in distress.. no need for a road protest or bashing into other people's open houses.. kikikik i still believe that we are lucky.. and the land is still blessed... no need to ask the bilal to slow down on the morning lecture when we never asks our neighbour to stop putting up the coloks.. kikikik

life is too short.. enjoy it while we can.

i will post on cara-cara membuat bunga dip! hehehe

since it is very hard to find 'how to' sites on making the bunga dip in malay... i finally found a websites that shows how to make the q-dip flower (however.. it is a foreign websites..)

i will try to follow the instructions.. and i will post the step by step method on how to make bunga dip... (in malay of course!)

heheheheh

pwtc.. and i am missing my baby (yang berambut panjang) pulangkan bebek saya!

i am tanned!

and its 4 months bfor my wedding!!! i am not going for the harmonics measurement! i will not go!!
anyway... thats me and henry! and me being the usual me!!.. aha! wait till i post baby's latest picture!!!

bebek berwajah baru!!! tunggu..........

my tanning session @ sepang!!

i started my day.. with my most LOVABLE world class act! I SULK over sumthing... and baby!! is the world most understanding-bf-at-times (aha! not all the time .. but sumtimes) he just wait and wait until i finish with my sulking session!

i am sorry baby!

anyway... the day would have been better if fairuz won.. but hey... its a technical problem over sumthing (from what i heard from kak niza.. ehem ehem sumthing hot from the paddock.. the A1 team owner said that Fairuz doesnt understand english!! haih!!1 how can that be!!!its absurd! cant be) - i am dissapointed

aaaa.. and this is the safety car! cantik bukan....

and there he was..

and there they were... haih... kikikikikik

More HDR Testing

before

after

ater black n white

before

ater

yusuf estes wa brilliant...

Alhamdulillah.... we've made it to yusuf estes talk on 'why should we believe in god'... interesting topic huh!.. ! seriously.. i really like the way he convey his da'wah.. hiks hiks.. baby and i are planning to go for his next lecture!

hiks hiks before that... baby had the courtesy of showing me around UM... well i got to see where's my baby had his kayak training.... his college... Kolej tun ahmad zaidi...UM library (uuu i'm soo impress with the library!!! i could spend days in that library!! oooo there goes the geek in me!)

anyway.. i really had to comment on the organizer tho! it is really sad to see that the Persatuan Mahasiswa Islam UM is not up to the standard of bringing along the Universiti Malaya name..

i guess they need to mix around with the 'outside society'.. learn to speak proper simple english (ehem.. hiks hiks.. i do have grammatical error!)... learn how to organize an international talk... hiks hiks.. and learn how not to repair you windows media player setting.... and show it thru the projector to the audience while the speaker is starting to gave his speech!! u people ar ridiculous!!

omg i am sooo sleepy...

HDR testing

before

after

i am a ^%&^$ when it comes to stationery

miahahahha.. i have trouble choosing!.. i am a *&%*% when it comes to books, pen and other things.. it droves me crazy... .. i cant decide what colour should my notebook be? notebook as of plain paper book! ahahahah should it be.. the serious one? or a happy one! arhhhhhh .... its my master notebook and i seriusly cant decide! hukhuk.. anyway.. i m planning to right on how to write engineering programming! hehehhe insyallah.. i will completekan my work for my supervisor to view.. eceh..! chewah chewah! miahahahahahhaha

time kasih bebek!.. (ahaks.. me trying to pursuade me baby..)

off to JB on saturday afternoon.. back to Klang on sun morning!

hiks hik.. this is a sudden trip to JB... under an unavoidable circumstances.. anyway.. Al-Fatihah to abg's pejal dad.. who passed away on saturday 15th November 2008.

still without my baby fujitsu!

haih!!.. what a life without baby fujitsu yang sakit!! hukhuk sian plak memikirkannyer anyway... off to ayu's house today for post raya celebration and of course.... we are going to see madagscar complimntary of exabytes! heehehhe okeh.. need o get ready sat lagi baby nak sampai .. hmmm nak pakai apa yer!!!

i am searching for the wedding favor!

well.. i am in search again for the wedding favors.. haih.. susah jugak memikirkan nak bg apa kat org nih.. ahaks...
anyway... i am a wee bit worried la (eheh.. moi! being a typical pompuan.. risau memanjang and tak bertempat) since the wedding is 5 months away! aduh.. sakit kepala memikirkan nya... hiks hiks but come to think of it.. hihihh.. 5 bulan tu... lama lagi.. can rileks rileks lagi nih! hihihih can kurus sum more! my project french lace is ok! but i think i need to control a wee bit more.. been eating cadbury's lately! alahai.. cemana ke nak kurus...

the longest 6 minutes of my life!

whoa!!! i really didnt expect today's match would be soo thrilling! i must say.. my bunnies have been playing soo well!! especially now, they have realised that they need to have a strong defence line! and congratulations to the bunnies for winning the most anticipated game of the week... u guys have really made my day!!

baby! good game! i c u in march kot ahaks!!! i make sure our wedding will not fall on the match day! ahaks.. kalau tak sure havoc! ahaks! i love you.

saturday @ aps

i am at my ofice currently!!! gosh!!! its been sumtyimes dah tak lepak office buat kerja nih! hiks hiks.. a good start tho! cuz i think i need to work a lil bit more harder!but i am preparing course material for monday's training in Penang! hiks hiks.. i dont look forard for the training tho! i will be stuck in the training room!! and sit and sit and sit! i am trying to buy me self a stepper machine to be put at APS so that i can do some light exercise during the lunch!! anyway anyway!!! tonite!! THE TERROR 'bunnies (hiks hiks)' will go against the RED DEVILS... aaaaaaarghhhhhh sakit perut bile memikirkan nyer...

i got no player at all.. no adebayor.. no van persie.. no stupid walcott!!!

i dont feel like writing...

i am not in the mood of writing or editing my french lace project banner!!! hukhuk... everything seems so hard! making decision is soo hard! erkekekekeke....

well.. umi, abah n kak nor ajak gi jakarta!.. i would love to go! i want to go! but i guess my work commitment wont let me to!

anyway... there are still many things to decide!!
1. how would my dress looks like
2. the wedding favors
3. when are we going to see papa, go to the wedding course, HIV tests.. ekekekeke
4. baju bertandang.. what kind of design i want

haih.... plus my work load is not getting any lighter! too much work with too little time!!

haih... i am tired.. i want to sleep..

well.. i wrote bout him not two months ago..

I have had a good hunched when i saw his candidacy speech sumwhere in september! i was in abang's living hall in JAkarta! i saw him on the telly.. standing there.. and he was soo convincing!! ahaks.. and today.. he is the first black american to be the president of the United State of America,... congratulations president obama!

i'm living in history... the computer, mobile phones and obama! hiks hiks anyway.. i am not really hoping that he would make a 360deg change to american policy! but i am hoping.. (with a slight wish) that atleast he could release the x-ray camp war detainees which american had held captured for sumtimes and finally shows us that there is still glimpse of hope for war-free united world!!

anyway.. malaysian prime minister.. has won his place.. without even an election! ekekeke that is somthing to be wowed at!!!!

haih..

Project French lace is doing good!! ahaks.. but i think i need to cut on the lunch intake!!!! so stop taking all the fishes and ayam!! i need to go to tesco and get me some apples.. if i'd ever get hungry in the afternoon i should get myself an apple!! instead of eating those fattening food!! dah day 6 without rice ( i have cheated last week when i consumed a lil bit ofnasi on friday) so i need to start from square 1!!

YAY!!! hiks hiks.. soo proud of myself

I have lost 2.2 lbs!! hiks hiks.. whats an immrpovement!!! if i keep on doing this good job!! i will definitely achieves 120lbs!!!

good job iykin!! you can do it!!. hiks hiks hopefully.. i will not stop reducing weight not until i reached my desired weight!!

today.. i ate sandwich at 579kcal, 1 piece of fish, 1 piece of chicken.. and 2 slice of sotong!..

owh and yesterday! while reading the newspaper.. i found out that miss malaysia.. she stop eating before 7.00 pm! hiks hiks.. oklah.. from now onwards i will stop eating at 7!miamiamia.. lets just say i do anything! to achieve my target

2nd day...

today's mantra.. LESS is MORE.. LESS is MORE... hiks hiks

hish.. my day has been worst.. but looking at my premierleague results.. its nothing but humiliation and heartache!!stupi van persie on that red card!! and stupid emotional rooney... (ni sapa la plak nama sinner FC ni!!!) aaaa from number 5 i am at the bottom of five other guys... .. later in the days.. for sure baby will tell me that.. 'ha tulah.. org nak main.. dia nak main jugak!! errr.... rase nak jerit jer.. i taught u to how play tau uhuk uhuk...' ala boys mmg lah mcm tuh... bab bab game ni their intuition are always good!! and me! with my stupid believes, adamant that rooney will play well.. (habis jual sume org.. nak beli rooney punyer pasal) I am going to sell you!!!! no matter what.. duit tgh byk nih ahaks... nak beli ronaldo plak!! hihihih....

i gave up on many things lately.. i dont know why... its so un-me! i will try to find out why.. i almost gave up on arsenal!! demmit!! play well lah! ngan hull pon kalah.. stoke pon kalah.. (pray! prya! next week wont get humiliated by man u!! ) (sian pok asing.. dah tejatuh lagi tercangkung tgk.. the BUNNIES plays... )

anyway.. anyway... my project french lace is going on well!! really well... (can feel my stomach cam sakit2 hasil dari sit up yang betul dan berjaya.. mueheheheheh).. i dont even cam sedih2 like before teringat kat nasi... hihihi .. 'pas dah ok ni nasi.. i will eat you again.. with great appreciation and cautious'!...

mommimonstah call tadi asking me to buy few things for my ungrateful brother.. haih.. nak buat camne.. like baby said lah.. i ni perasan i ni baik n betul kekekeek..

i got something for him..

i will marry him.. my best friend,

the one i laugh with and cry with,

the one i learn from and share with,

the one i have chosen to support and encourage..

the one that i dream with and

love

for the rest of my life

xoxo

i have a life and dreams...

one thing that i always reminded myself...

if you have dreams to do anything you have wanted soo much in life... go for it... even if it will only lasts seconds, minutes, hours or days.... its worth it!

'been there.. done that' philosophy of mine! hiks hiks and i living it.. until up to this extend.. i seems to lost my way!!...

PROJECT FRENCH LACE!!!

new resolution!!!! 20 pounds in a month!!!! I can do it!!!! I am weighing at horrendous 140lbs!! i am FAT!! i gain 40lbs over the years! and i think loosing 20lbs in a month is manageable and achievable!!! *teeheeee

again my main problem is that i am lack of motivation.. so here's something i've think about to MOTIVATE meself!!!

1. That DRESS costs you RM1500 (yeah i know.. its not that expensive for some of you!! but hey RM1500 for a baju kurung is a LOT.. SO... while it last!!! PLEASE DO LOOK GOOD IN IT!!!!)

2. REMEMBER your LIFELONG RESOLUTION!!! TO LOOK FANTABULOUS AFTER you get married.. instead of BEFORE!! (i have always wanted to look like a sophisticated mummy .. and being single is a license to look comot and busuk and all ahahahahah)

so here's the plan!!
1. lemonade cleansing!!
2. softball training regime ( i always finds this works for me!! leg raise, star jumps and push ups)
3. calorie counting and bts

off to the tailor...

we went to the tailor ... and i went blur! hiks hiks i tod i knew what i want!
anyway... we have some problem with the hall..!! its fully booked! ahaks... cemana bek? pening2 but i guess biasalah tuh bab bab nak kawen nih... takdelah nak kata panic ... like worst come to worst.. the wedding need to be postponed for 3 weeks.. or.. bring forward 3 weeks... hiks hiks

anyway.. for the wedding favors... i was thinking... of giving chocolate truffles... hiks hiks... yang comel2!.. still its up to our budget!..

to watch premier of Madagascar!!! yippeee!!

hihi dah lama tak dapat invitation yang fee free ni.. anyhow... thanks to abg pejal.. we are going to the halloween party at sunway lagoon and baby got us invitation to watch madagascar 2 at the curve!!

hehehehe lalalallaala

hmmm preparation on the wedding? hehehe tungguuuuu...... first.. mommy's house.. then the bilik perantin... :))

much to talk about nothing!!!

hihihih nak kene buat suit ni for our halloween costume party!!!

p/s: tanking u.. abg pejal

wedding prep... wot???

i am super busy!!!

i am super duper busy these few weeks... will be blogging as usual later... anyhoo.... my brothers visited me yesterday.. i cud not ask for more!

pictures from left to right
nizar, me, man, ima (man's wifey), baby arina, mommy, adik, norul (pini's wifey), pini and bad

hiks hiks.. hope our friendship will last... 1998 - 2008

hiks hiks there goes my cats into the cage!!

due to a very terible performance and lack of enthusiasm 'poo-ing' inside their sand tray... abang, adik and the two kittens (snowie and comots) were sent to THE CAGE last two days!!

mommy nyer latest fetish!!

ini hobby baru mummy saya!! dia suke gubah bunge.. sekarang mana jer ada tempat kosong mummy saya akan letak pasu bunger!!! alahai.. hihihihi hobby ini juga agak costly!!

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5 months 15 days to go!!!

alahai.. rase mcm lama lagi! tapi tgk2 kalendar kejap sgt dah... 5 months is okaylah tuh kot.. byk mende tak buat lagi...

checklist:

benda2 wajib
1. Tarikh (checked)
2. Kursus
3. ujian HIV
4. all the docs and letters (surat akuan bujang etc etc)
5. saksi
6. tok kadi

in search of my pinky cam!!

haiyaa!!! i am not going to forgive myself this time!! uhuk uhuk uhuk.. it was at the pit of my ferrary-baby.. alaaaaaaaaa... dah plan dah nak amik gambar lawa2 with pinky cam!! darn! double darn! triplet darn erkekekeke..

in search of the perfect wedding song

hmmmm ... well.. i had everything in mind.. all the plan for the wedding.. but again.. i have actually nothing.. not even a date! anyhoo.. the date issue is quite sensitive.. since i dont want to make the date decision on my own! will wait baby to get the perfect date... (but then again.. baby is not that sensitive over dates.. any dates shall be seen to be fit.. i guess)

but 1 thing for sure that we are love our song to be perfect ... hmmm let me see... our first song was Shrek's

'accidentally in love by the counting crows'.. ekekekeke it fits.. we dont see it coming.. i myself dont see it coming... the song goes like this.. see.. any girl would fall for this...

So she said what's the problem baby

What's the problem I don't know

Well maybe I'm in love (love)

Think about it every time

I think about it

Can't stop thinking 'bout it

then... it was the 'detik pertama- VE' song... yup it seal the negotiation ahaks... hiks hiks.. sweet isnt it...

Indahnya detik pertama

kau melukis warna mimpi hatiku

hanya kau yang aku tunggu-tunggu

biarkan aku bersamamu

biarkan aku terlena dalam dakapanmu

hanya kau yang selalu aku rindu

dalam tidur ku terjaga

mimpikan kasihmu bersama

kuterlena daku kembalikau pulang padaku

kehadiranmu kan membawa erti rindu

both of the songs are great and has it own special remark of it.. but then again.. for the wedding.. the song seems a wee bit less edgy! hiks hiks... hmm what else.. thing with baby is.. he really like to send me a song .. i have a collection of songs that baby gave me.. and i love 'em all... still.. i need THE most memorable song evah!.. (pinky and the brain boley ka bebek?)

lucky? i am...

Do you hear me?
I’m talking to you
Across the water, across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky,
Oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel you whisper across the sea
Keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Ooohh ooohh….

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you, I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

So I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
Ass the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here, right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be comïng home someday

Ooohh ooohhh

heheheh RAYA!! RAYA!!!

i will be quick with this one!!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!!!!!

anyway, baby is already in kemaman with umi and abah.. a very brief goodbye (*ahahaha tak sempat nak nangis2 tawon ni ), on friday we had buka puasa at the tropicana!! what way to finish our buka puasa galore!!!!!! will definitely went there again next year kan bek.. sgt worth it!!! sgt sgt worth it!! hiks hiks

what it feels to be engaged? errr... entah.. ahahahaha i ada baby for hari raya! that i have a different type of question this year!! ahahaha last year 'bile nak kawen?'.. this year 'bila langsungnyer?'.. i shall avoid that question if can!! miahahaha

btw, org tak tanya 'mana tunang?' org tanya 'mana didi?'

oh yeap.. semlm dapat bonus!! erekekek mashih mashih bos!!

ITS RAYA EVE!!
hehehe almost everything checked!
Pasar - checked
kuih raya - checked
masak - belum
hihihih

err... what left.. HA!!! I left my pinky cam back at the office!!! hukhuk!!!!!
takdelah gambar cantik2 sgt tawon nih!

owkay! i really have to go and isi kuih raya! and by the way! i am going to bake cheese cake!! so pray!!! PRAY!! that the cheesecake will turn out FINE!!!

will update later late at nite!!

bora ombak

oh yeaah.. we have been planning to eat at bora ombak for sometimes..and yesterday we finally made it... so a great buka puasa 2nd anny dinner with baby miahahahha..

for starters we had cekodok pisang ala cekodok umi yang comel.. terus teringat kat umi kemaman.. and colek and jelly, and ayam golek with a very tasty gravy!! kerang bakar, ikan bakar, aaaaaaaaaaaa there goes my 2 weeks diet (miahahah)

for the main course... we had nasi tomato.. and rendang daging, ayam pandan, and gulai siput sedut, .... there are 2 main course to choose! masak kampung dishes are over the world! and the nasi tomato.. we opted for nasi tomato since we can have nasi putih all the time...and they have stalls that serves sate, grilled chicken and fish

the buffet is at rm55++ with only 10% service charge.. its worth it, the food was great, the ambience is nice!!!

happy 2nd anniversary baby!

Happy Anniversary baby!

hiks hiks i think i have already told you my love sonnet the other day (day before before before yesterday)

I'm not cool.. and i am boring too..

i...

1. always listens....

2. who calls first and the last one to hang up

3. who always offer to pay

4. opens my own door

5. talk too much and shares my problem

6. cries while watching silly things over the telly

7. i dont plan things nor surprises

8. i have bad taste in fashion

9. i hate to comb my hair

10. i nag

i am not perfect baby.. but thats me.. and i think i will not change not even in hundreds years

there are many ways that i can be pretentious.. but believe me... it will not be me at all

i love you! and thanks for 2 wonderful years!

1 week to clear the nibong tebal protection report.

sigh... i am such a lazy bum!! i am hating myself at the moment!! i am toooooo lazy to do anything...

true.. very true..

its true.. when you are a whiner.. a non-stop complaining machine.. or a person who's soo loud.. their words are louder than the action.. and whats more.. u start to cheat everyone else plus yourself...

let others be... its true .. when 1 finger is pointed out to someone.. 4 will point back at you.. but then again.. snobbish+stupid+ignorance+arrogant people will always be around with the world class act!

when everyone is living their own pace.. you'll be spending condamning others.. and whats worst.. you are no less condemned by your own words...

happy ramadhan everyone... take things slowly.. enjoy your life! i am advising myself of things that are not worth doing... this year too much hatred and i think i need to rejuvenate.. cleanse my heart ... i will not be an ol' grudge! :)

hiks hiks.. i am happy tho this year! i am engaged, i will be a wife if god permits (insyallah).. mommy sihat, everyone i love sihat... adhwa... a good bonus.. completed few good project!

berbuke puasa @ no.9's

alhamdulillah... lagi sekali dapat menjalankan ibadah puasa di bulan ramadhan *petikan kata kata mama.... hiks hiks and tis year we have adhwa to celebrate with us!! wohooooo.... i just buat pengat pisang and rojak goreng!! hiks hiks yang lain mama yang masak! goreng donut umi kemaman, and buat kuih ketayap! then siap!.. makan biasa2 jer takdelah sampai 10 jenis lauk... lauk mkn mlm biasa kari ayam, sambal kerang and ikan goreng.... baby je takde semlm..

i'm back... and its ramadhan already! obama for candidacy

alhamdulillah.. selamat sampai ke malaysia... It was a very hectic trip.. from getting baju for baby adhwa, then gi cari wedding favors lagi!
owkay.. my wedding card is PERFECT.. sgt sgt cantik!!! we bought 2 design! yang agak keras mcm booklet for the dewan.. and a very classic card for home!! i love it... i do!! anyway.. i have tonnes of story to write... hiks hiks

day1
yerp.. the flight was ok, except that i still feel the intensive pain in my head, ear and jaw during touch down!! might be due to *iduntknow* but then again.. i think its all because of he sudden change of preassure! i had the same pain when i came back from langkawi! but hey.. when things are not permanent.. then i think its ok. we reached abg's palce in PLUIT... around 10 pm!.. hiks hiks .. little that we know that abg new apartemnet is located in the heart of 'MIAMI'... large mansion-like home... everywhere... people 'park' their boat outside their home.. cool kan!!
that nite abg took us to pisa i think lupa plak nama restaurant tu.. italian restaurant in the heart of jakarta! i like the live band.. and yes.. my theory is right! that all indonesian can sing!!!!

day 2 Pluit-mangga 2

we plan to go to mangga 2 today.. for the wedding favor scouting.. and we off to get few booties for adhwa. owh and baby decided to have pizza for lunch.. second day in jakarta!! i still hadnt have the chance to have some real indonesian food!!I bought some groceries that day.. hiks hiks i'm going to cook my instant nasi goreng (still no nasi uduk or nasi timbel!! *tempe* *tempe*! that nite abg had to entertain mandala coo candidate.. his friend back in malaysia.. *boleyka saya juga bekerja untuk mandala air? (*-the macet i think i can dig jakarta!! but then again.. i hate the authority... *corrupted authority)

hmmm the wedding favor costs only about rm1-rm2.00 which is very cheap!!! hiks hiks... that nite we did not go anywhere.. since it is our planning nite! tomorow we will be off to bandung and yes... we still have not decide on the mode of tranportation to choose.. *travel in style.. in the silverbird would costs us a fortune!... aaaaa.. pak tjipto suggested t take the shuttle *some sort of a van! or mpv.. which to is a big no-no... then that nite abg suggested to us to take the train instead! and he guide us to take the train from the gambir station in jakarta to bandung...

day 3 : Gambir-bandung

we took the 11.30 train *argo gede* erkekekeke comelnyer nama.. to bandung. the train executive class isnt that bad after all... ada passenger packet which include a mineral water, a sweet bun and kek lapis.. *wohoo and very spacey as well... nak melunjur tergolek etc etc.. silekan... and at the price of rp49,000.. cheapkan!!!!

model terbaru argo gede! ahahahah baby with the train tix... the 3 hour journey was fabulous... i like the landscape through my coach window.. mcm travel gi exotic places plak.. with all the green landscape everywhere..

we arrived in bandung approximate 2.21pm... it was quite a journey and we had the best nasi goreng ever *kaya dgn ajinomoto!!! miahahhahahaha

so.. we off to jalan cihampelas, and dago to shop for adhwa's item... alahai susahnyer carik baju baby! but for adhwa! anything bolehla

baby in front of parisj van java, cihampelas

day 4: bandung pasar baru

owkay!! its d day!! things to get from pasar baru is the wedding card, baju nikah, baju bertandang, baju mommy baju,kak ni, baju iza, and kain hantaran, telekung and sejadah!!! omg!! first stop is the kedai kain.. i had trouble choosing the right material for my baju nikah and i finally chose the french lace... * aaaaa my baju nikah will cost me thousand when its finished!! i am not going to brag about the french lace.. but i think its worth it.. and i worth the french lace.. and baby love it he said its perfect. I matched the french lace with tafeta.. the material use for wedding gowns! and sorry no pictures for the card and all the textiles! ahahahah nak tgk datang to the wedding!

baby got me telekung sulam bukit tinggi... owh our wedding card we chose 2 design. 1 for the dewan and 1 for kemaman/klang.. phuh... we didnt opt for printing so we bought a blank card so we got the card for 1.70 and 2.20 each. kira oklah.. we managed to save about 50% on the cards... alhamdulillah...

anyway.. yang paling best is dat i got to eat GURAMI... last time tak bleh nak makan since umi tak mkn ikan..

of to gambir that evening!!

bandung station

day 5: pluit-carrefour-mangga2-jimbaran bali

harini takde mood nak gi memana.. since we had 70Kg's of things to bring back!!! aaaaaaaa cedey cedey... so what we did.. we went to get a weighing scalefrom carrefour and plan... for next day departure. abg dah kirekan.. that we have to pay about rm700 ringgit!!! demness* oopssss tapi takpe.. my brilliant mind try to think the best way of bringing the stuff home... hiks hiks 30Kg into the cargo and the rest .. we'll bring as our handluggage.. nasib baik mende takj besar... cume berat...

that nite.. abg belanja mkn kat jimbaran bali 2.. hiks hiks.. seafood dia best sgt.. we had ketiping -*ketang, and cumi cumi and ikan .. aaaaaaa best sgt.. slurrrppppp dah meleleh air liur mengenangkan cumi cumi yang best tuh.... last day we went to shop again at mangga2.. tak serik lah ni.. but nafsu membeli dah habes... got tshirt for salam and sarung bantal nikah... penat dah tersa on our last day... our flight tomorow will be at 6.25 am....

day 6: pluit-soekarno hatta

i woke up at 3.30 in the morning! nak nangis rase thinking of all the things i'm bringing back.. we bid farewll to abg.. and we left him with anither 17kg of envelopes!!! ahahahahah sian abg.. and we are off to the bandara!! so slong jakarta.. till next time!!!