Monday, December 31, 2007

good bye '7'.. hey there '8'

well... its those time when people bid farewell to another 365 days... here comes another 365days... the earth has successfully circled the sun again... days come and days gone by..... and not a single day that i love u less... hiks hiks... let's see what have we been thru all year round...

soo many things happening... this year... it was fun-tear-rage-romantic-loving filled year ahahahha i am definitely love thi syear particularly.. the part where i have made the correct choice... hiks hiks
movies movies and movies this year... from talladega nights, spiderman 3, pirates of the carribean 3, the barnyard, harry potter and the order of phoenex, the departed, shrooms, kuntilanak 2, jangan pandang belakang, muhsin, disturbia, transformers, teenage mutant ninja turtle, oceans thirteenth, hitman, i am legend, shrek the third, the simpson's movie, 300, the bourne ultimatum, die hard, the gridiron gang, epic's movie, ratatouille, ghost rider, wild hogs, pursuit of happiness, Next, the fantastic four, citer crocodile makan org but i cant remeber the title, I now pronounce you chuck and larry, rush hour three, Sinking of JApan ahahahahah,300 pounds beauty, blood diamond, Stranger than fiction, the shooter, sumolah, waris jari hantu, the invicible, national treasure the book of secrets, .... and the list go on and on...
from golfing with baby, concerts, weddings, muziums.. F1, A1, heheheh and of course i missed the nite Live n loud..
well... another year passed by... and i hope 2008 will bring more joy to both of us...
to baby.. we hve been thru soo much this year... lets cherrished every moment..!!!! thanks for the day at the beach, i love it the most... thanks for the baby moto! thanks for making things possible, thank you for being too patient...
lets make 2008 year of adventure.. ahahaha EUROCAMP!!!!! french alps? what say you?
this is the last entry for today.. 31/12/2007... haf a wonderful new year people...

susahnyer nak carik ....

well.. left APS exactly 10.10 am... heheheh the ultimate freedom.. NOTTT!!!! well just enough time to recuperate thats all...

anyway.. glad i've completed the capacitor study for transgrid... hiks hiks.... ok... where to begin.. of to pick up bebeks and campak him at his workplace... then off to the curve.. buy tickets for tonite... tho we have already watched I AM LEGEND.. courtesy of the infames anak lembu... but due to mommy's request.. i am at no position at all to refuse.. afterall.... i will not become bored to will smith aha....

ow.. btw.. bebek.. how do you like the 'TURKEY HAMSTER CHEDDAR CHEESE?' ahahah i just love you!! kekekek its just a mere joke lah sayang lawak kol 10.30 pg.... i just cant believe you would call me and ask whether the sandwiches is truly made of HAMSTER.. ahaahaha i dont have the heart to feed you with a hamster.... not now lah.. later... hmmm maybe.. under few circumstances kikikikik

got tickets for the show... 9.10 pm... anyway what is the family without a little bit of drama.... IZA's is going to celebrate new year with us... hiks hiks... hmmm i only bought 4 tickets!!!! hiks looks like someone is gonna seat somewhere nearby... the cast away.. i am very sure its going to be apis... sapa suh kata awek dia tak join sekali!!!

the tickets problem solved!!!!c11,c12,c13,c14 and E10... kekekkeke amik ko.. i've surveyed the curved and looks like there''s gonna be a massive street party.. yeay yeay .. marilah bergoyang,.... bet mr-nocturnal-i-hate-crowd are gonna love this!!!

my next task after the tix is to find baby's paku.. or screw.. or whatever it is called.. phuh letih cari paku nih... tak reti sungguh... i guess i am not thta hands on after all... kekekeke

dah jumpa screw, dah beli tiket and a tazo ice shaken tea from starbugs.. enuf to make my day

Monday, December 24, 2007


huh.. what kind of question is dat? why must u ask.. why arent you celebrating your birthday? as odd as it may sound.. but thats the fact.. why must after a long time.. more than a year you are pushing your luck again? ahaks.. owkay.. i know i know.. i may be tercarried away but then again....
why must u ask?

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

SOnnet 141...

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you make the silence.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb civic ethics
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all.

Thank you baby...

Thank you for staying in my life.
How could I have ushered you away?
Another person might have made me pay,
Needing the sweet vengeance of my grief.
Kindness is in everything you do.
You must love me very much to stay.
Often now, some moment of each day,
Unbidden, I am grateful I have you.

Monday, December 17, 2007

happy birthday Baby!!!!

You are as young as your faith, as old as your doubt, as young as your self-confidence,
as old as your fear, as young as your hope, as old as your despair.
may Allah bless you baby... and may your dreams came true... as for me.. i could not ask God for more.. as all my dreams came true..its the day He made me found you.....
happy 25th birthday sayang.. and many many more to come!

Sunday, December 16, 2007


“Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.”
i love you

now I know why it is called I AM LEGEND

hiks hiks.... been working very hard extra hard to complete the capacito bank study.. anyway,
Today.. Rosidi invites the APS'er to his house for dinner.. erk AGAIN erkekekeke well.. last time was barbeque nite... and tonite dinner is compliment of mama yie... nasi kerabu... best best.. sgt best... most of the APS'er present.. after dinner nurul invite the both of us to join them to watch I Am Legend.. hik hik..
Good GOD!!! fictional as it is... entertaining and will smith has delivered it well.. again.. .. anyway, had a flat tyre on the way to the cinema.. and we were still at kinrara.. and definitely late!!! biler lah baby kelis langgar paku pun taktau lah...
anyway, went back to the office approximately 3 in the morning and started to do TRV studies...
hop to finish it by today!!! and a protection coodintion report s well! hiks hiks

Friday, December 14, 2007

hari kejadian adib!!!

cirit or die!!!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

tenkiu bebek

again u never failed to feed me! ahaks thanks for the hot choc!! but i will not forget your caramel machiatto surprises!... i love you much much! i love you to bits! i love u sgt2....
(phuh penat puji... lagi 4 jerk bebek.. then i'll save your love for next year nyer note book ekeke)
psychedelic me

Friday, December 07, 2007

what if tomorow is my wedding day...

firstly baby.... please acknowledge the big WHAT IF!!!

well... i guess i will not have the ample time like tonite if its were my wedding to morow.. so here goes...

shhesh.. cant think of a thing!!! demmit!!!

hiks hiks

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Loneliness always breed in a large crowd...

off to penang yesterday for APS's family day... My second one with aps.. this year was a little different .. not that last year was that special... baby was starnger to me last time.. but enjoy his company.. and yet this year.. when i really longed for him to be with me.. i have to leave him alone with his bantal busyuk at KK...

reached penang yesterday at 5.00 pm, it was my second time visiting holiday inn.. bolehlah.. the service is perfect like usual... anyway... the one thing i look forward the most... is the DVD hunting.. 4 ringgit for a cd.. is something not to be missed.. bought meself my last season of GG and Brothers and sisters...

I have another mission last nite to get something for that budak busuk... kekekek
buat perangai yesterday.. susah betul nak calm him down.. kekekek

I'll be home tomorow sayang... wait for me.. (or wait for yur pressie! i love you forever!)

anyway.... baby.. i menang main telematch and treasure hunt.. woohooooooo kekekekeke terel lah saya... ngahahahah

' i dont really mean to brag.. but i got you where i want you now! '

Alone...but not lonely

Day 1
Baby off to Penang. Family day APS. Haih... Buat la dekat2 skit.... bleh gak nak menebalkan muka gi join.. Umi is coming this Sunday... It has been a while perut tak makan best2.. hehehe... hmmm... Brothers & Sisters, Gillmore Girls Last Season and 2 shorts(for me)... baby dah shopping.... so far..... hahahaha plus undisclosed items (mesti ade nyer yg x bgtau tu ;p)

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

A1 faces....

erm ceritere nyer panjang lagi what happened that day... but i am in no mood of writing... enjoy the pictures lah dulu.... and i'll write again..

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

mommy,mama, mak incik, maharani, god of cookery, THE BOSS,

i wish i were extraordinary... i wish i could be the perfect person... in this case a perfect fren, a perfect girlfren and a perfect daughter....

mommy wasnt well these few days... pity her... seems that age had taken her... but as stubborn as she could she wasnt planning to quit her faveret hobby.. kekekek welll itrs the only ways she could see the world then go ahead... anyway, i was suddenly strike with the idea if WHAT IF she's gone? whom am i gonna fight with.... i am the exact replica of kitty in brothers and sisters.. i love my mommy.. eventho both of us has different opinion on how the world should function....

hmm.... how to become a good daughter.... ( i already passed the idea of being perfect dah)
1. listens to mommy's advice.. (err.. some of which mcm tak masuk akal)
2. stay quite (mcm sama jer ngan lsiten to) whenever she has something to say... ( err same what if ... tak masuk akal)
3. layan jer her mood swing... kekeke this i can do....
4. forget about the past... (hmmm some of which i just cant let go.. but i'm trying to)
5. Love her... ( i love her with all my heart.. god knows how much i love her)

kekekek anyway.. mommy is just human... she cant be perfect either.... kekkeke i know she loves me... (despite the fact that she really like to blame for everything... kekeke even the middle east crisis tu kalau boleh put the blame on me she'll do it)... but anyway,... thats it...

I love her for being her...

jangan dititiskan air matamu
tak usah keliru, tiada menentu
ada sinar di wajahmu, ada syurga di hujung jarimu
damai sungguh hati, kau penawar di kala sunyi
ratu hati, ibu..

hentikan renungan, jauhi sayu
hilang tanpamu, bukan kau tak tahu
nakku cium, kan kupeluk lari kepadamu
sayang sungguh ibu
tak mungkin jemu, tak bisa luntur semenjak lahir lagi
jika tak pernah kunyatakan
ibu dengar ini lagu
lupakan segala sengketa lalu
maafkan diriku
memang ku tak tahu

ibu, mami, mama, umi
hingga akhir nanti
pintaku jangan kau sedih
usah gusar lagi
kasihmu abadi, didalam hati
doaku jangan kau pergi dulu, ibu..

Monday, November 26, 2007


well.. i woke up again late! hiks hiks.. baby? hmmffssss lagilah...kekek send apis to sek17 .. then went to baby's place kekek abih satu sg merbau inn kena kejut.. everyone were still sleeping... gosh.... kalau bom meletup sebelah rumah tak sure diorg nih bgn.. anyway..... baby was in bad mood that morning... i accidently (ahahaha sengaja sengaja...) left my view cam, baby tertinggal hp.. ahahahaha pandang muke pun tak nak time tu... anyway... its a quite trip to SIC since the boss wasnt in he's best mood.... park the car and walk to the grandstand.... its still early, so we decide to have a morning walk around the grandstand... not much different fom last year.. (much different lah kot.. last year we sat at the corporate suite being served by planet hollywood guys and never neding supplies of drinks...) tis year kat grandstand ajer... takpe,... next year kite beli paddock bebek!!!!! kekekke okeh...
afterwards, we met with baby's famiglia... bob and su, ja's alone since izni is having exams (gud luck dear!), najmi and ayu and their family! ahahah segerombolan!!! ramai giler....
had our lunch at De'Jumpa.. kekeke baby makan nasi kukus n ayam goreng! ja makan mee goreng! bob makan mee goreng! me makan ayam ajer (huk huk bilelah diet nak abes nih!)2.30 p.m off to watch the race... hiks hiks alex on the 15th place ( wasnt doing very well tis year!)... wait for pt 2!

Misery Biz

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they want it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Thursday, November 22, 2007


feels like screaming at top of my lungs.. ahahaha cemana ke nak buat cemtu.. kekek anyway anyway... i dunno what i'm doing.. its when you have too many things to do and you start doing nothing... i really have to complete this study and keep on with the next one.. been too long too
loong ...
anyway... i am fully tight up with much about everything... hopefully will get a new start in january... hmmm new year resolution! to become debtless...aha! boleh ke bebek?

i need to produce some serious income here... thats where second job comes into the plot..
find a second job! become debtless... i am not paying for house rent nor electrical billss and so forth... but it seems i have this 'oh-my-god-why-do-i have-sooo-much-money-left-oh-my-need-to-get-rid-of-it' syndrome...

i just want to have a good weekend with sayang

Ibuku Angelina Jolie muahahaha!!!!

Friday, November 16, 2007

Baby? ular sawe? ye ke?

eerrr... ***disclaimer: adalah dgn ini BUKAN SAYA yang kata bebek ulau sawe atau tiada apa yang memberikan dan mempengaruhi saya utk mengatakn bebek seekor ulau sawe.. akan tetapi sumber yang tidak boleh di disclose kan disini (BOB! BOB! bebek, dia yg kata bek chu chu (*geleng2 pala) telah yang berkata demikian.
Sekian terima kasihAlign Center

Saturday, November 10, 2007

I am happy

I went look through this person's personal page at frenster... how time flies and yes things happened for a reason... All i can do was smile all the way browsing the page... he's happy... and i'm happy he's happy... welll now i'm relieved it was like a burden lifted up from my shoulder... i was right all along... i'm not the bad one... all you have to have is courage to make things right... It wasnt rite last time... i was right! it'll be a very big mistake if we were together
now all i can say is... 'gather up your strength and believes! and head towards your beautiful life'
to my 'bebek' thanks for coming into my life... i knew it then...

to people out there....
Love is something that not to be compromise for symphaty or just to make other people happy.
I have found mine...

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

i am definitely complaining!!!

a 110 ringgit for a new Mykad!! demm expensive! does these people know that nobody on earth love on queing in the government counter again and again for a Mykad!! whats worst is dat most of the people who lost their Mykad are those who are in such a predicament... anyway... i am not interested in applying for mykad ahahahahaha (stupid me!!!) in the nearest time... later lah bile mau. bawak surat beranak je (again stupid me!) sooo many entries to write... since soooo many things happening lately... will try to write later....

Thursday, November 01, 2007


So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win I'll be right here

By your side

Boy when you come to me I'm just in my head

Of how glad I am to be with you and

You just don't know how special you are to me

Can't you see we're meant to be,

If you ever doubt my love

Don't fear, I'm right here for you

My heart belongs to one and only you

I could never want another

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right hereBy your side (by your side)

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side

So now you know how I feel, baby

You have brightened up my world in every way

Share your feelings, with me baby

You can tell me anything

Keep me close to your heart, darling

You'll be close to mine

One thing that makes me happy

Is spending time with you, baby

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here By your side

Monday, October 29, 2007

anak didik musang pandan!!!

wow! memang garang... apa yang kadang-kadang buncit
kadang kadang kurus?
(jawapan: anak musang pandan!! )

abg bari's house....with baby syamil

malacca... the second day...

erm... if its not because of camelia's tantrum (err sorry cuz) the whole family will not be celebrating raya in malacca.... well everyone being supportive... and its camelia's first job...

well at no.9's everyone was seemingly very happy not to wake up early and mommy dont even bother to open the door ngeeee.... welll ... we ate... and ate and ate... whtaever leftover from raya yesterday... (and mommy kept telling uncle that... yep we are already on our way)... when the truth is.... hehehe

anyway.... off to malacca approximately 3 in the afternoon.... first stop rr seremban

apis mengidam kfc!! kesian adik aku....

t'was raining cats and dogs... gill lebat hujan.. but well the world class driver takkan give up.... arrive in malacca 2 hours after.. (btw... melaka negeri lampu isyarat!!) rase nak gile melayan lampu isyarat kat melaka tuh.... aaaaaaa..........

uncle wasnt at home when we arrived, they were at bibiks... that nite.. we went to jonker street.. mommy shopping heaven.... bestnyer bestnyer.... abis lagi duit ku... mommy ngan bestnyer... kin mama takde duit lah! ha? semlm dapat duit raye berkepuk2222,.....

aaaaaa duit ku terbang melayang.... pagi tuh....

uncle took us for breakfast at a typical malay warong!!! twas a 18SG experience!!!! i will not even go to the warong without protection (gilelah talking bout sex among old people... hilang selera !!!!) kekekek and then uncle said that these old people sume org laut... seriusly ckp kuat semcm... ngeee

tapi best lah they treat you like family! psssttt btw... they serve roti canai and masak asam ikan turi....

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Hari RAye....

hari raye.... tis year raya ngan baby... kekekek dah baby pun kata tis has never happened before....
kekekeke mlm raye anyam ketupat dlm kete baby..dah tu.. apis gi carik baju raye and baby pun still tak jumpa lagi baju raye..... i have bought mine... its beige and gold kurung songket... a gold purse and a bracelet from guess kekekek (habis dah duit kat situ).... our raya eves dinner kat romas... anyway.... adakie pagi raye tak amik gambar sekali... ngahahhaha pagi rayer.... mkn pulut kuning kat dapur ngan umi!!! abah duk blakg umi citer pasal his brother and baby duk tgh2 minum sirap..... kekekekekek
kat umah lagi best mama ckp selamat hari raye then terus bummm tetido... kak ni n abg duk mamai2..... apis pun duk mamai2 kekekekek baby hisap rokok.... (kire mcm nak umenikmati rokok sungguh2 pasnih takleh nak isap dah....)
first raya was tiring..... family seremban dtg and family nek esah serang umah dat nite.... abis dah sume duit raye..... siap kene pinjam2 ngan mama pasal suit pecah dah abis.... okay.. finish part 1..... will cont later!

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Thursday, October 04, 2007

dinner at uncle's

owkay... its that time again when THE GOD FATHER will call the klang clan to break fast togetehr... its a must.. as momma would say in her sms ' wajib hadir!!!' kekekekke
hiks this year buka puasa is held at uncle's place...well nothing much can say the dinner was fantastic...

can you spot the coffee? kekekek caffeinated society!!!!!
uncle nyer daging brocolli
kekekek picture dont show justice for this fantabulous steam marinated chicken.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

dinner at hartz's

errr...... ONE WORD!!!! OVERCROWDED!!!! details will come later... as of now i will recuperate from the long queve at the restaurants... (but indeed it is still worth for money... no one can deny and the chicken wings are still the best in town!!) kekekeke

I want that cat doll at starbuck soo much!!! i may even try to plot a robbery to steal that damn cute monster!!!!! i want it!! i want it real badly!!!!! had a caramel machiatto right after the dinner at hartz... caffein is the world's cure to everything ngahahahahahah!!!!!

then me and baby, went to look around the new wing at sunway pyramid!!! gosh! it is such a sight to see... every detailing of the new wings is just perfect!!!! kekekekke i may now want to change my fav hanging spot to pyramid instead of the curve!!!! can ah baby?

owh... i must stop now... need to plan a doll-nap! kekekek i want it but afraid mommy wud kill me for buying more toys!!!!

i love my JOB! i love mommy!!! i love baby!!! i love FOOD!! I love starbuck! (aduh sound too superficial!! kekekeke)

mommy's turn to cook!!

Since kak noni's on a very strict diet.. she had some complication while trying to get pregnant ... Insyallah 1 day i'll get that lil muchkin to call my own nephews or nieces!! aaaa okay back to mommy's list of menu... she prepared kak noni the infamous telur tauhu (picture above) courtesy of cik leh from singapore!!! something different for a start.. then we have the usual chicken curry for abng.. he cud not get enuf of that... siakap asam-steam fish... and omg i cudnt remember the rest!!! mommy masak manyak mcm nak bg makan 10 org!!! kekekekek...

Dinner at Roma's

teheee..... t'was one of the best dinner ever!!! kekekek selepas menjadi mama delivery girl and boy that day!!! mommy nih.... hiks hiks.. glad to be in service... (cikit lagi gaduh ngan baby!!)
anyway, i didnt know that you want to be wit me even when sending food to me mommy... thats why lah i ask you to balik umah and have a proper bukak posa,...
anyway, we had our break fast at roundabout eng ann kekekekkeke 1 cup mango juice, 3 slice of jelly and 1 kebab... and we set to find our dinner place...

aha!!! tony roma's!!! kekekekke wit 1 mission in hand... to set roma's standard in our book of fave restaurants. To date Chillis and TGI has won our 1st and 2nd place, selain mamak DE, kedai ibu baby, tropic, restoran cili merah sek.9, restoran soto sek8 and Pakli's and kedai kopi (errr too many kedai kopi back then... dah malas nak gi) and mamaks all over the world!!! owh before forgettin... Hai Peng's.

ERM... searching through the menu.. we found our signature food!!! BUFFallo WinGs!!! kekekek the verdict: Chilli's:1 TR:0.5 tho we like the extra large serving!!! I had a chicken marinated with rosemary thingy.. t'was OKAY... and here comes the best part!!! Desert!.... The CHOCOLATE AVALANCHE WAS SUPERLICIOUSLYFANTASTIC!!!!!! I may want to go there again and again and again just for the desert!!! Verdict: chillis:1 TR's:1000000 TGI's: ok-ok!!!!!

lastly, like the ambience, like the food presentation, like the service(err not!!!!!!... agak lemba for the refill) but insyallah we'll sure comeback for more of that superlicious chocolate avalanche....

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Why Women Worry So Much

Scientists have known that on the whole, females of all ages tend to worry more and have more intense worries than males. Women also tend to perceive more risk in situations and grow more anxious than men.

Now we know why.

Women are more likely than men to believe that past experiences accurately forecast the future, according to two new studies.

The research, involving both 3- to 6-year-olds and adults of both genders, tested the extent to which participants' thought that worry can be caused by thinking that a bad event that happened in the past could happen again in the future. (This skill, in its simplest form, is critical to social understanding as it is important to making decisions and assessing risk.)

For the first study, subjects listened to six stories that featured characters harmed by another person or animal in the story. Many days later, the character felt worried or changed their behavior when confronted with the same wrongdoer who had hurt them before. (For example, if one little boy stole a toy from another, the child might be worried when he saw that boy again and hide the new toy he was playing with.)

The second study was the same, except that the person or animal the character ran across later only looked similar to the one that had harmed them before.

At the end of each story, the participants were asked to explain why the character was worried or changed their behavior.

Females, both children and adults, were more likely to use uncertainty to explain the character's reaction, that is, they tended to explain the reaction in terms of events that might happen versus those that will happen, the researcher reported. They also tended, more than males, to predict that the characters who encountered the new character who looked similar to the wrongdoer would feel worried because they thought the new character would also do them harm.

The studies, detailed in the Sept./Oct. issue of the journal Child Development, also found that children increasingly made these kinds of past-to-future connections as they got older, which yields insight into their cognitive development.

"These results are significant because they reveal that knowledge about the impact of past-to-future thinking on emotions and behaviors develops during the preschool years," said study author Kristin Lagattuta of the University of California, Davis.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Monday, September 24, 2007

Anniversary Dinner

I have become my own version of an optimist. If I can't make it through one door, I'll go through another door - or I'll make a door. Something terrific will come no matter how dark the present.
i came across rabindranath tagore while surfing thru the net wit baby, he has 53% resemblence of rabindranath togore (we were actually trying these celeb's look alike site). Little that we know that this old man (look ancient really!) is one of the nobel prize winner... i quote some of his words above.
I like the idea.. and yesterday while watching sepet for the hundredth times... i came across his name, and yes.. its beautiful isnt it.
not feeling very well today, went for our anniversary dinner yesterday. It was lovely, seems it has been a long time we havent spoken to each other.. when the truth is we talk all the time!!!
yesterday conversation was full of hopes and love... insya-Allah baby.... those hopes and dreams shall be ours.... we have passed our honeymoon period ( we were a bit skeptic.. maybe the love would last for 3 months or 6 months max) but alhamdulillah we work out the differences, I pray to Allah each day that we will be okay. If its not meant to be later in the day, then perhaps Allah has His other offering.
as far as i'm concern that i love you each passing day..
so the theme for today is work hard, pray hard.. and be an OPTIMIST!!!!


To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Happy 1st year together

1 year, 365 days, thousand memories

Friday, September 21, 2007

I love you baby...

Seumur hidupku
Setia menanti
Walau di hati saja...
Seluruh hidupku
Kau tetap milikku

Hanya satu yang tak mungkin kembali
Hanya satu yang tak pernah terjadi
Teramat berarti di hatiku

Seumur hidupku
Kau tetap milikku

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Stupid Crocs - Escalators biting Crocs

Hahahaha told u this stupid crocs is useless. Mahal lak tuh.

By SARAH KARUSH, Associated Press Writer Mon Sep 17, 7:47 PM ET

WASHINGTON - At rail stations and shopping malls around the world, reports are popping up of people, particularly young children, getting their toes caught in escalators. The one common theme seems to be the clunky soft-soled clogs known by the name of the most popular brand, Crocs.

One of the nation's largest subway systems — the Washington Metro — has even posted ads warning riders about wearing such shoes on its moving stairways. The ads feature a photo of a crocodile, though they don't mention Crocs by name.

Four-year-old Rory McDermott got a Croc-clad foot caught in an escalator last month at a mall in northern Virginia. His mother managed to yank him free, but the nail on his big toe was almost completely ripped off, causing heavy bleeding.

At first, Rory's mother had no idea what caused the boy's foot to get caught. It was only later, when someone at the hospital remarked on Rory's shoes, that she began to suspect the Crocs and did an Internet search.

"I came home and typed in 'Croc' and 'escalator,' and all these stories came up," said Jodi McDermott, of Vienna, Va. "If I had known, those would never have been worn."

According to reports appearing across the United States and as far away as Singapore and Japan, entrapments occur because of two of the biggest selling points of shoes like Crocs: their flexibility and grip. Some report the shoes get caught in the "teeth" at the bottom or top of the escalator, or in the crack between the steps and the side of the escalator.

The reports of serious injuries have all involved young children. Crocs are commonly worn by children as young as 2. The company introduced shoes in its smallest size, 4/5, this past spring.

Niwot, Colo.-based Crocs Inc. said it does not keep records of the reasons for customer-service calls. But the company said it is aware of "very few" problems relating to accidents involving the shoes, which are made of a soft, synthetic resin.

"Thankfully, escalator accidents like the one in Virginia are rare," the company said in a statement.

In Japan, the government warned consumers last week that it has received 39 reports of sandals — mostly Crocs or similar products — getting stuck in escalators from late August through early September. Most of the reports appear to have involved small children, some as young as two years old.

Kazuo Motoya of Japan's National Institute of Technology and Evaluation said children may have more escalator accidents in part because they "bounce around when they stand on escalators, instead of watching where they place their feet."

In Singapore, a 2-year-old girl wearing rubber clogs — it's unclear what brand — had her big toe completely ripped off in an escalator accident last year, according to local media reports.

And at the Atlanta airport, a 3-year-old boy wearing Crocs suffered a deep gash across the top of his toes in June. That was one of seven shoe entrapments at the airport since May 1, and all but two of them involved Crocs, said Roy Springer, operations manager for the company that runs the airport terminal.

One U.S. retailer that caters to children, Mattel subsidiary American Girl, has posted signs in three locations directing customers wearing Crocs or flip-flop sandals to use elevators instead of escalators.

During the past two years, so-called "shoe entrapments" in the Washington subway have gone from being relatively rare to happening four or five times a week in the summer, though none has caused serious injuries, said Dave Lacosse, who oversees the subway's 588 escalators, the most of any U.S. transit system.

The U.S. Consumer Product Safety Commission said escalator accidents caused more than 10,000 injuries last year, but the agency has few records of specific shoe problems. Only two shoe entrapments have been reported by consumers since the beginning of 2006. One reported in May involved "rubber footwear."

Agency spokesman Ed Kang urged people who have had problems to report them on the commission's Web site.

Crocs officials said they were working with the Elevator Escalator Safety Foundation on public education initiatives. But the group's executive director, Barbara Allen, said that's not true.

Allen said a Crocs official called her in September 2006 about possible cooperation, even suggesting the company might put a tag in its shoes with the foundation's Web address. But since that first contact, Crocs has not called, and nobody from the company will return Allen's calls, she said.

Washington Metro's Lacosse and other escalator experts say the best way to prevent shoe entrapments is to face the direction the stairs are moving, keep feet away from the sides and step over the teeth at the end.

Lacosse, of the Washington subway system, said he is personally skittish of Crocs and other soft-soled shoes.

"Would I wear them? No," he said. "And I tell my children not to wear them either."

Saturday, September 15, 2007

its my turn to cook dinner...

i dont know how i could end up.. surrendering to mummy to cook for dinner tonite.. ehehehe'
so i have made up my mind!! THE MENU!
1 grilled chicken (whole bird)
spagetti boloignese
mash potatoes
cream soup (filled into a home made bread)
cream puffs
and a bread pudding
will ask mommy to make her popiah..
i will need to shops for the ingredients.. will post on the picture later.... hopefully it'll turned out just fine!!!! owh and baby will be having the dinner wit us as well...

Friday, September 14, 2007

man's last day

You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to
follow through

Sunday, September 09, 2007

it is when i think of you.....

it is when i think of you... i realise that the world would just stop for both of us.... and it is when i think of you... my world just turn around and smile... smiles that ever lasting....and it is when i think of you... life means sacrifices and loyalty.... and it is when i think of you... i realised that i am loved and in love....


One thing is certain and the rest is lies:
The Flower that once has blown for ever dies

nice pic!! baby

i particularly like this pic... t'was taken sumwhere beautiful... heheheh nice eh baby...

Monday, August 27, 2007

abang and adik in action!!!

after a long day.... (cleaning up no.9)...

Thursday, August 23, 2007


and then there were four

Monday, August 13, 2007

The Love Anthem...

Uhh uhh uhh.You ready B? Let's go get 'em..

Look for me! Young, B Cruisin down the westside - high, way
Doing what we like to do - our, way
Eyes behind shades, this necklace the reasonall of my dates been blind dates
But today, I got my thoroughest girl wit
mashin the gas, she's grabbin the wheel, it's true to the heart
She rides with me - the new Bobby and Whitney
Only time we don't speak is during "Sex and the City"
She gets Carrie fever, but soon as the show is over
She's right back to being my soldier

Cuz mami's a rider, and I'm a roller
Put us together, how they gon' stop both us?
What ever she lacks, I'm right over her shoulder
When I'm off track mami is keepin me focused
So let's, lock this down like it's supposed to be
The '03 Bonnie and Clyde, Hov' and B

All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend
Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend
All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend

Down to ride 'til the very end, it's me and my boyfriend.

The problem is, you dudes treat the one that you lovin
with the same respect that you treat the one that you humpin
Now they 'bout nothin - if ever you mad about somethin
It won't be that; oh no it won't be that

I don't be at, places where we comfy at
With no be-atch; oh no you won't see that
And no, I ain't perfect - nobody walkin this earth's surface is
But girlfriend, work with the kid
I keep you workin at Kermain, Burkin bag,manalo blahnick,

Timbs, aviator lens600 drops, Mercedes Benz
The only time you wear Burberry to swim
And I don't have to worry, only worry is him
She do anything necessary for him
And I do anything necessary for her
so don't let the necessary occur, yep!

(Talk to 'em B)If I was your girlfried
I'll be there for you, if somebody hurts you
Even if it's somebody,Yeah-hee (break it down for 'em)
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be
And so I put this on my life
or nothing will ever come between
and I promise I'll give my life
and all of my trust if you was my boyfriend
Put this on my life

The air that I breathe in, all that I believe in
I promise I'll give my life
and all of my trust if you was my boyfriend

avril's lavigne wedding song

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am Verse 3

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

along came the spider

I was adamant to study last weekend (in full swing) had my topic ready what to read... yada yada in the end just to find myself at the curve with baby and his carnal...
baby, afat, bob, najmi, johar n later were joined by suman(g) n raksase gerodoks n ja...
(speaking of roses among the thorns) :) happy2 people they were...

the score: baby 245
me 235

key study skills
+ Removing distractions and improving concentration
(errr.... remove baby?)
+ Maintaining a balance between homework and other activities
(balance check.... the curve 24 : study 0 nope not balance at all)
+ Reducing stress, such as that caused by test anxiety
(no test just the self appraisal session.. demm i'm lost)
+ Strategies for writing essays
no strategies for the thesis yet...
+ Speed reading
my eyes.. owh my eyes... i cant see...
+ Notetaking
err... lost my coloured pen
+ Subject-specific study strategies
Insulation Coordination
+ Preparing for exams
err exams? dunt have one

Thursday, August 02, 2007


I’m a natural born sloth… I am lazy…. I love whining to my baby… I am the epitome of lethargy’ish hehehe I would just walk around, play dead, sleep.. slouch name it, I have too many things that I SHOULD do… but I tend to take no notice of EVERYTHING!!!

I should be doing my research…. I should start on my Multi Discovery Project… I should be doing the PSS/ADEPT course notes…. I should be finishing Dr. AJ’s loadflow report… huk huk…. All the things that require my should’ness I didn’t do!!!!

I wish I can spend like millionaires…. Without bothering to do any work… but I’ll be as good as dead …. Ngeee I need jobs… things to keep you occupied is not a job… it’s the make-you-occupied-thingy; a job is what somebody assigned you to do and expect you to deliver…..aaaaahhhh well one could not stop whining till one die.. I guess

Had a fighting2 session with baby last nite…. (it’s the cakar ayam.. ahuh… I guess it’s the cakar ayam after effect) demm u cakar ayam!!!!….. bad baby….. bad bad baby….
Baby is no good…. (love you still….)

Monday, July 30, 2007

denis's leaving

I am particularly unhappy today.. but anyway i'm relieved being quite sometimes being unable to tell anybody bout denis leaving.... i'm sad.. totally.. but anyway its good for him... (as he promised me to teach anything that he'll learn there...)

anyway, he'll be in glasgow.. and insyallah i will vist him in glasgow.... (i bet he'll love glasgow as much as I had enjoyed the city)

well... thinking of working abroad...i love it... maybe.. in the next 5 years i'll make move...
but as far as i'm concern... i have another 4 years to go....

:) I like working in APS... and insyallah and hopefully i will continue liking the the place for the next 4 years... hiks hiks.. i cant be a person who condemn my own workplace hiks hiks (its just unfair.. i'm taking their money.. they can have my energy... its a binding contract....) thats why i cant never be politically on the opposition site... I am a government sponsored student (somehow i owed them).. talking about the price of my loyalty.... :P


Sunday, July 29, 2007

its almost perfect

'no one can make you feel inferior without your consent'

love to hate, hate to love

first stop... amcorp mall... i promised to take her to the creative cottage... she wanted to attend a folk art class there.... heheheeh she love the place... spent quite sometimes there and she'll decided to attend the class next month... we walk thru the flea market and saw this beautiful basket.. i know she love it.. ... (ngeee mommy nih... i just gave her money to spent.. yet she wanted me to pay for her... ngahahahahahha ) actually i've been manipulated by her.... she kept asking me "ish cantik lah bakul nih.. i ckp belilah"... then she said "takpelah... ngeeheheheh tapi cantik kan..." ding! dng! that's the signal.... then i just play along... "nak ke?' .... nak!! ahahahaha there goes... fortunately.... the art of being in flea market is the bargaining part... the basket cost rm40... and we manage to get it for rm28.... (actually mommy can do better) one time she manage to get a RM65 basket for RM15 ( i could almost see the tears in the seller eyes) , next stop... The curve damansara...
i just want to have a cup of coffe and entertaining mommy with her flea market fettish... 1 tazo ice shaken tea, i tall americano, 1 GIANT croissant and 1 choc garden... i can tell she's having a good time.... 2 stig of cigarrates, 2 bites of choc and 3 sips of americano... she went to shop... i dare not follow her, tis time i let her go and i kept busy downloading my research thingy..... heheheh next stop... ikea... demm too crowded for both of us... heheh apis called telling that he's already at home..... its apis way of telling without telling it that he needs us to get back home asap... hahahahah i bet he's hungry... anyway, (oh bought two pashminas on the way back to the carpark) heheheh mommy pick it up for me.. and i love it... ( my baby.... he's in PD.... a regimental holiday!! hmmmffssss)

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Starlight Cinema

Star Light Cinema @ KBU (ocean's 13)

Baby showing her creativity. "Water Proof Mat" (Ingredients : 1 mat, 5 garbage bag & pin secukup rasa...kekek)

Thursday, July 19, 2007


Figure 1: Apis in Malaysian ER..... (blakang tuh siap kene conteng2)

apis masuk hospital.... hehehehhe appendiks... pity pity borther..... 5 jam kat hospital baru dapat katil....

7 : hahaha sedih je muka apis...pucat...dah la kakak n gf duk sebok2 ambik gambar..happy giler

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

MLTR (Genting 13th July 07)

Michael Learns To Rock (Genting 13th July 07)

The band..

: Baby ambik la viewcam tuh...dah nak sampai nih........
: *baru la ambik gambar.. (

The tixs!

Die hard-free tix-lucky-wannabe fans...hehehe

: wuhuuu! wuhuuu! *duk angkat tangan2 kuning yang besar tuh n sing along ngan lirik main hentam...hahahah

: *working hahahha vcd! vcd! vcd!

the Gold mine.....hahahah