Friday, December 31, 2010

Gegegege hello 2011.. Nice one 2010!!!

Well folks... Surely this is the shortest year I have ever had!! 3 more hours to new year!!! Well to sum up my year... I'm busy working finishing projects and endless trip to Sabah!!! Urghhhh hihihi (hate writing using itouch!!!) :) I got pregnant in august!!! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah!!! Loss my mentor in October ..... So to sum up everything.. It's a roller coaster year!! And I hope for a good start next year... Can't wait for baby to come into my life! It's gonna be hectic!!! :) and moving towards 2nd year of my marriage. I love you Abdul Rafiddi!!at Allah protect both of us and this relationship of ours. I hope I will be a better wife to you and a good mother to the lil- man. Professional interview here I come!! And perhaps a career advancement at the end of the year!! Dear Allah, the most merciful, please protect our family and give us the strength and ease for both us to sail into parenthood. Amin.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

life lesson: women n pregnancy

i have been praying/trying/hoping to conceived since october last year... and always in contact with my friends.. whom share the same dream like me. one is my best friend back in my schooling years and another is my neighbour. we will share tips.. hopes and dreams on how to get pregnant.. of course... these two got married.. much earlier than i was.

and looking at my sister's condition.. she took more than 4 years to get pregnant and all the hussle and bussle she needs to get through.. got me panicked at times.. and wondering whether i need/endure the same thing like her

All praise to Allah the almighty, i found out that i am 5 weeks pregnant in August this year.. All praise to Allah.. i am grateful and alhamdulillah..

the thing is.. my old friend seems to distant herself from baby conversation and all.. :)

and thus this entry came along... :)

women out there... being pregnant is all women rights.. its no one exclusively rights at a time.. :)

i am 10 weeks later from my husband's cousins - i appreciate her overwhelming respond and welcoming gesture to the motherhood club! nothing beats the feeling of you r not all alone experiencing this.. and learning that 7 weeks later my sister in law too got pregnant - my respond was - elated!! i am so happy with the news as i knew that she has been praying and trying soo hard to get pregnant and so i too welcomed her to the club.. and i still share tips and knowledge and everything about how to get pregnant with my neigbour... :)

but i do kept my pregnancy a secret to my hubby's friend.. his wife has been trying soo hard and she has been telling me how sad and lonely she was and she too i always confided in talk with in terms of getting pregnant a.. i took sometimes.. before breaking the news to her... but Allah knew my intention and grant me ease in breaking the news to her- hubby's friend adopted the most beautiful baby girl and so i broke the news.. the day i visited her and her new beautiful baby girl.. :) but one thing got me overwhelmed.. she told me not to pity her (i wasnt underming her.. it is more towards respecting one feeling) - she said.. she is more than happy to learn about my pregnancy and she is fine about everything... she told me that pregnancy is a good thing... (alas i learnt my lesson.. :)... i will not undermine a woman again.. such a beautiful creature with a kind heart)

learning about these ladies pregnancies.. has made me more confident and happier about being pregnant... because its their right to be pregnant and so does i...

so women out there, lesson learn from this is that, dont feel sad or feel left out if you are not pregnant yet... your time will come and if its was meant for you to get conceived that Allah will grant you what you always wished for... and when people close with you get pregnant! share the happiness and not sulking over and pulling a 'you are stealing my lime light drama' ..

and speaking about rights... all i can think the right thing that we can do for preggers.. are well wishers.. not condemning her about how frequent one got pregnant nor.. talking/gossiping about preggers going over board with pregnancy and expecting babies preparation. they are the one who has to bear all the hardship and no one has rights other than wishing the very best for these people...dont shook your head if you learn that a person has already bought infants clothing at 3rd month of her pregnancy -haha.. (one of my friend in sabah.. started wearing her maternity dress at six week of pregnancy and she was showing off around telling that she is pregnant!.. haha- funny beautiful story indeed)

be supportive because it is not easy being pregnant.. be loving... and more important.. dont be judgemental... enjoy and celebrate the gift of Allah.. even if its not your turn yet.. and with Allah's will - He will grant your own child..

to preggers out there... enjoy this moment... and pray for the well being of our sisters out there.. so they too can feel this feeling sooner or later.. (i read somewhere that Allah will grant the dua of a pregger)

good luck..

Monday, December 27, 2010

who am i?

who am i?

i am a person who goes after simplicity.
i am messy ~ tapi bukan pengotor kekeke i love being chaotic
i am hard headed.. but not a recalcitrant..
i am diligent
i hardly judge people from the way they look.. their clothing, appearance, physical n such.. its plain dumb for me its too superficial... if the person is not complaining on how they dress and look why bother.. but if they were.. then i will respond accordingly :p
i am bad tempered at times and somewhat cool at times... but usually my bad tempered and over-coolness comes at the wrong time ha ha...
i love to read and learn new things
i am a dreamer ~ ask my hubby.. and you know what a big dreamer i am
i am a self-motivator ~ i can push myself back after i have fallen badly..
i am a partner.. not a good friend...
i am compassionate
i am a lover - a romantic freak in plain english
i love cats - saved cats from the drain from a restaurant from other people's house from the road... haha but too bad i could not keep em..
i love handicraft ~ yes i dooooo
i think i love sewing (ha ha) ~ i have been wanting to make my own baju kurung
i like to cook but i prefer baking
i love my husband too much
i multitask... ~ kekekek sometimes its the main reason i let thing undone... i tend to do other thing while doing other thing.. ha ha..
my tears are very cheap! i cried at almost everything...

oh oh! hubby is here... continue later!

Friday, December 24, 2010

cleaning my laptop.. re-organizing...

tiba-tiba jumpa gambar ni..


Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. ~ the wonder years

tak sihat..

si kecik (ahaha yg tak berapa nak kecik) ni tak berapa sihat...
diarrhea dah berhari2... risau pulak..

this is bob by the way... he is of norwegian forest and persian breed..
and i have been delaying his vaccination... *sigh*
i need to find time to get him to the vet soon...

Thursday, December 23, 2010

his birthday!

17th December 2010

yeah.. its the day... its hubby-baby 28th birthday.. hiks hiks.. alhamdulillah.. and we get to celebrate today together.. :) . started the day go going to pejabat kadi klang! ha! jeng jeng jeng!!! i took the day off today by the way... to spend time with dear hubby.. - Finally! we got our marriage certificate! mr. and mrs sanchez are officially married y'all... h
aha! well... kenalah leter kejap ngan pakcik kat pajabat kadi tuh... and whats even worse.. pejabat kadi klang sampai dah tukar bgnan!!! ahahahahah *dush* and the marriage slip has changed too... isk isk isk... betapa lamanyer kitorg ni dah kawen and tak gi amik2 sijil nikah tuh.. now.. boleh lah dah nak frame sijil kawen.. hihi...

oh oh... sebab bgn awal sgt! and pejabat agama dah berpindah... and its friday.. tepaksa lah hubby baby campak ke Jusco bukit raja while waiting for him to performed the friday prayer... hihi dah sampai ke Jusco nih.. apa lagi.. sempatlah dapat beli long pants untuk baby! hihi (okeh berseluarlah anak gue.. ahaha before this ada baju je suar takdak..).. i bought 2 long pants, 1 baju and 2 pairs of mittens and booties (written i'm adorable and i'm genius! ahahahahaha)

that night... its the closing of my 3 days planned celebration! (since i cant drive these days.. it is very difficult to go n get anything for hubby.. so i decided i splurge on food! hiks hiks) next year lah ye sayang.. i get you something nice.. Insyallah.

wings over buffalo!.. hiks hiks ni sebenarnyer im the one yg mengidam.. ahaks but its the best.. as compared to roma's and TGI's
mine! mine.. fish!

hubby and his 10oz rib eyes..

and the finale!... i tasted this one a bit. since i'm on my sugarless diet..

16 December 2010

I asked baby... what he wants for dinner tonight.. and he mentioned nasi padang!! so OFF to PUTI BUNGSU we go!!!.. its located in jalan Yap Kwan Seng KL..

skrg dah ada byk kedai masakan padang.. sari ratu n etc.. but we liked it here.. sebab ayam pop nyer mmg rasa original mcm kat Indonesia.. :) ( i missed jakarta) and the venue is somewhat clean and cosy... :)

hihi... we were stuffed that night.. and its affordable!! :)

what we were having that night...

ayam pop!...

oh oh... before that...
some surprises untuk baby during breakfast.. haha i knew he loves both nutella and peanut butter..

so day before.. gi jalan ke tesco jap.. and get those things..

Sunday, December 19, 2010

of what i eat these days..

wholegrain. wuekkkkkkkk!!!!
beef pastrami sandwich..

Saturday, December 18, 2010

:) of what i did on his 28th birthday!

will update later.. :)

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

my yellow bunnies army.. bohoooo why! why!

urghhh.... why my yellow bunnies army! why!!!... why can you project a goal... huhu... anyway kudos.. you bunnies played well... we'll get them next time!

tgk tu baby! jahat ke tak fletcher tu? jahat tak?

Monday, December 13, 2010

malacca, an engagement and something else..

alhamdulillah! alhamdulillah! alhamdulillah... syukur.. finally my baby cousin-sister is engaged!
hiks hiks... and i love to be part of it... i love her and how she has grown.. hiks hiks.. and that tells me that i am gettin wiser (ahaks not older... but i dont mind being old.. its a good thing)

anyway... reached malacca at 3 pm.. (ah well travelling with adhwa can be a wholesome.. but its ok..) we will have our own munchkin soon.. and it will double wholesome for puan yasmin's family ihiks!!!...

.. reached malacca.. we went to uncle's apartment, have lunch.. then start finishing bib's hantaran... :) very tense night! BUT I LOVE IT.. i love it when hubby baby mixed well with the klang's-clan! hiks hiks.. i love you! and yes... i may forget these things when i'm angry.. but i appreciate you!

the day come.. thank god kak noni was superb at making sirih junjung! uish! sgt sgt... best that morning! finally all the hantaran finished on time.. and i like the final result.. the hantaran was ok.. takdelah hodoh.. and takde lah extraordinarily cantik..

my 5-months bump and cousin baby-sister bib! .. (*awwwww u were so small back then...)

that night we went to jonker walk.. to experience malacca scenic pasar mlm!... got myself a very pretty fridge magnet.. hihi... 3/4 the way... monster-adhwa.. was very cranky... hahahaha malacca was entertained by his screeching voice that night...

the next day... we went to a-famosa for a morning-to-afternoon walk.. and then went on to kak ngah's place.... - big apple... hiks hiks... Thanks kak ngah for the donashi + ice lemon tea.. weeeee
semoga murah rezeki...

on the way back.. we went to alor gajah for the famous rojak.. nyum nyum!!

:) it was a very succesful weekend with family and love ones... wedding bells next year!

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

me watch me hubby watch man u - at 3.45 in the morning

i know i know... i should be awarded with stalker of the month.. or mebbe stalker of the year award for being my beloved hubby dear stalker...

kekeke cant help it.. anyway.. :) yeah life is treating us well alhamdulillah.. still breathing and living .. and the baby is healthy.. thats all that count now.

literally i have nothing much to do these days.. and i'm bored..

next week i'm attending BEM mandatory course on Engineering Mgt practise... errrr.. and in the programme.. there will be part on finance for engineers... aaaarrrghh... me no likey management thingy.. ah well but what to do...

anyway... still have long way to go ... courses to attend.. pdp to collect.. before sitting for

ok i'm struggling to write ... - entering malas zone.. :) off to melaka tomorow for my cousin engagement ceremony! weeeeeeeeee....

Monday, December 06, 2010

:) Salam Maal Hijrah everyone!

hiks hiks.. its has been a very short and lazy entry lately.. why? yup because i'm under the lazy spell.. and there wasnt much things to write.. or was it too many things to write but i'm not in my writing comfort zone..

I am still trying to get used of being pregnant.. haha i'm entering my 20th week.. alhamdulillah everything went well.. but... sometimes.. being hit by the lazy spell, headache spell and etc... and sometimes i'm too busy doing other things (haha... other unimportant thing such as loitering around etc)..

haih... its finally december .. hihi but i am not going to write about my year summary just yet... there are many events coming and i tend to write each one of them.. before making my usual closing...

anyway.. i am contemplating on many things lately.. one of which... on my munchkin...and work.. kekekek but i am upbeat! really...

anyway!! salam maal hijrah everyone.. i had a great year.. alhamdulillah... .. and praying for next year.. 2008-engaged 2009-married 2010-conceived and waiting for my dearie little munchkin... good three years eh.. :))

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

looking for all fibre

planning your eating plan to avoid some unwanted things can be a very tough job..

so i'm off to do some groceries shopping.. anything that comes with less sugar!!! and anything that is brown... whole meal bread, brown rice.. deng!!!


tapi takpe.. mesti mau sihat for me and little munchkin! hihi