i cant wait to do this.. but

but i am afraid that the world will harm him.

:) i have been lazy!

yup i'm sure is..

I have many things to write.. but the idea seems to diminished the moment my fingers touched the keyboard.. oh well.. maybe pregnancy lazy spell has hit me hard..

i am busy actually thinking (mostly) ahahaha on how to organized my house.. before i went to labour and the 40 days confinement.

we have not prepared anything for the baby yet.. soon! hihihi for now both of us are very busy with work..

experimenting with food...

hihi.. bread and butter pudding

not baked but steam!

to reduce the carbon residue..

:) noiceee....

resepi untuk satu bekas kecik tuh

roti gardenia 3 keping stgh (hihi)

(koyak2 kan masuk je dlm bekas tu)

dlm satu mangkuk yang lain

masukkan 3 sudu butter yg cair

sebiji telur ayam

satu kotak (yang air kotak kecik tuh) susu segar (agak2 boleh tutup roti tu)

gula 3 sudu

sedikit vanilla

kacau semua then tuang atas roti

kukus dlm 30-35 minutes

hubs love it.

ha! yang ni sume hasil man vs food

my banana-peanut butter-choc-chip pancake

beli tepung pancake segera n follow the instruction

untuk bancuh the tepung

tgh masak pancake (masa berbuih2 sikit) taburkan

chocolate chip (ikut nafsu)... pastu terbalikkan..

quite messy for the first taim!! tapi jgn risau it'll turn out fine for the

rest of the pancake

buatlah dlm 4-5 keping ;)

dah masak angkat.. sapu butter + nuttella + peanut butter

then amik pisang montel.. potong bulat2 n susun atas dia..

lapiskan2 for the rest of the pancake

hiks hiks.. boleh ganti pisang with strawberry, blackberry, kiwi.. ikutlh..

tp choc+pisang is YUMMAYH!

its to die for!!!!

my microwave baked lasagna..

:)

ada 3 mende nak kena buat for this lasagna..

the lasagna..

beli lasagna.. and rebus (4 keping cukup) atau ikut saiz mangkuk

the beef

beli ramli yang tube tuh..

beli tomato puree pakai dlm 1/2 tin

bawang merah (blend)

and sedikit oregano

garam+aji secukup rasa

tumis bawang sampai naik bau, then masuk daging

agak dah tukar kaler daging masukkan tomato puree

masukkan air sikit..

masukkan yg lain

masak sampai pekat.. :)

the white cream

okeh susu segar yg 500ml tuh.. masukkan dlm 3/4 botol..

masukkan dlm periuk, pecahkan sebijik telur dan masukkan

cheese (hihi cheese ikut perasaan sendiri)

kacau all these thing

dah kacau .. baru start api..

api mesti kecik sgt2

kacau sampai sauce cream ni pekat!

dah siap sume menda..

first

letak first lasagna di dasar mangkuk

letakkan daging yg dah masak.. ratakan atas lasagna

pastu letakkan cream sauce pulak atas daging.. agak2 cukup tutup daging

n depend berapa byk sauce u ada

(make sure cukup untuk berapa lapis lasagna yang nak buat)

last sekali letak shredded cheese

ulang.. sampai kepingan lasagna yang terakhir

so atas sekali patut ada lapisan daging+cream+cheese

masukkan dlm microwave - medium heat 15-20 min max atau

kalau cheese yang atas sekali tu dah cair.. siap lah tuu

mcm tedious tp siap cepat je nih dlm 1/2 jam siap!

hihi... was trying this with Ramly's mince meat..

hmmm tak berapa best sebab daging dia rasa burger.. will try on fresh minced meat

tgk apa rasa! weeeeee

baked meat salad!

hiks hiks.. a recipe given by a friend..

:) love it.. eat it while it hot with a farmer's bread!!!

abang demam...

abang baru lepas mandi..

ni abang.. dia demam,kena fungus, kutu cacing... semua2 lah

ala kesiannya abang.. kekekekekke hasil daripada lepak bersama kucing2

uncle.. kekekke sian plak kat uncle.. rasa macam nak kena tlg uncle ni uruskan kucing2 dia nih

cepat baik ye abang!

sayang abang..

(walaupun abang suka nyanyi2 test vokal buat bising.. pastu kencing sana sini)

i want a sewing machine..

i need a sewing machine!! i want to sew some curtain for the guest bedroom and also for my baby nursery corner!

hihi.. pastu boleh sew macam2..

I HAVE A nEW 2011 PROJECT!! cant wait! cant wait!

kenapa org suka tulis sambil mencarut2 kat blog?

mencarut.

kat mana org belajar mencarut?? skolah ka tempat kerja? sebab rasa-rasanyer jarang org belajar mencarut kat umah... sebab selalu.. kalau mencarut kat rumah.. cili padi/cabai burung kadang2 lada boh pun boleh sampai kat mulut nih... hihi guna perkataan 'aku' pun hampir-hampir akan kena hukuman yang sama...

ke cool? bila mencarut carut ni nampak 'tough lagi brutal - funny and cool?' ish i dont really understand...

nasib baik lah.. kat skolah/uni takde lah pulak org yang kuat mencarut.. plus.. kat tempat kerja pun takdelah orang yang suka mencarut... kawan2 (ahahahaha yang boleh dikira dgn jari tu pun) bukan golongan org2 yang mencarut...

i'm not perfect either... but my mencarut vocab are very limited.. sebab malu nak sebut.. ahahahaa .. i do sebut babi or cilake and bodoh.. cukuplah kot tu untuk defined my anger.. kekekek but i prefer to use straight words.. yang menikam kalbu...

tapi kalau org nak mencarut.. buat je lah.. sendiri punya mulut.

tapi tak baik mencarut2 selalu-selalu... tak cool pun...

wet sunday.. Family and Fullhouse..

aduh... bila dah hujan sehari suntuk.. dari pagi sampai petang... mmg wajiblah kita panggil wet sunday...

its been raining all day.. up to this entry was made.. :)

after subuh prayer.. i was adamant not to fall asleep again.. hah!! jgn harap!!! lepas buatkan hubby milo.. i went straight to bed again.. hiks hiks... woke up at 11 something something hahaha *dush* habis sudah pagi ku yang bermakna..

harini went to checkout abang... my furballs who is currently with my uncle.. rindu sgt dah dgn budak gemuk tuh... anyway... uncle promised to cook me his special lamb claypot.. (ahahahah one of a plus thing being pregnant) almost anyone will ask you... (what do you want to eat? just tell me!.. kikikikikik) alhamdulillah... dapat rasa claypot kambing uncle yang sedap tuh...

its a fun day with family... my beautiful little family... except for apis and bib.. everyone was there.. including pakcik's family and nek esah... hihihi short story come handy here.. (pakcik married to my aunty's younger sister.. pakcik is nek esah son and nek esah is my grandmama best friend.. uncle is pakcik's best friend.. a relationship lasted till these days.. we are not blood related in anyway but it is bonded with a marriage relationship.. hiks hiks hiks )

eat, drink and laugh... i sent puan yasmin home.. and make our way back.. on the way back.. suddenly hubby said.. *erm feels like eating sumthing sweet... teringat plak brownies chillies and tony roma's nyer lava) tapi mmg lah malas nak ke the curve.. altho its only few minutes away from our home...

we finally agree to check out Giza.. hihi sebelah umah je nih.. tapi tak penah jejak kaki...

Sunway giza is ok. tu je takde nak comment lebih2.. hihi cuma rasa selesa untuk jalan n makan n bawak baby nnt sebab mcm tak crowded and pastu dia open air.. and ada kipas besar yang i think its functioning rather than only an aesthetic feature mcm byk bgnan ada.. kudo's to the sunway giza owner..

:) had brownies and profiteroles at fullhouse.. errr... ok ok aje lah makan kat situ... nnt baru upload gambar sebab malas.. miahahahaha.

i have many things in my head to write.. just need sometimes to let it out.. hmmmm bila tu?

oh! oh!.. next week ingat nak buat detail scan baby... cant wait nak tgk muke baby.. tapi nervous jugak.. but doctor kata ... its for our own good.. gi je lah check..

i need them to do this!!!!!

pic courtesy of http://gomestic.com/pets/how-to-toilet-train-you-cat/

I need my furballs to learn to do this!!!!

then my hubs life will be easier..

:) oh baru separuh kerja ku siap..

i usually have this list to do on off days.. the usual list i would say.. clean, cook and wash..

tak sempat nak cuci toilet, cuci dapur lagi... huhu baru settle with cooking n washing!!! huhuhu...

kekekek but now.. i'm resting.. sebab kaki ni takleh nak berdiri lama lama... dah start lenguh2 dah nih... hihihi -

alhamdulillah.. all praised to Allah..!!! syukur.. masih leh masak n kemas2.. with the help of hubby-baby of course.. kekekeke dia dah jadi tukang sapu n vacuum.. and cat-taker.. he took care all the furballs.. dah 6 bulan stgh dah.. dia sorang2 je yang kemaskan sangkar kucing.. hihi.. i only help bila nak mandikan furballs je..

byk menda nak kerjakan kat rumah ni.. preparation nak hidup bertiga.. the planned is to have the house organized betul2.. gonna move the office to the guest bedroom then jadikan office guest bedroom.. kena bagi selesa sikit.. nnt umi atau mama sure nak tido 2 3 mlm... and bila berpantang nnt takde lah sibuk2 sgt... (oh i'll be having my confinement at my own home aje.. puan yasmin keje.. my sister pun pantang kat umah sendiri.. hiks hiks.. puan wan maliah la.. yg akan dtg tolong tgk2.. hiks hiks) alhamdulillah.. tak harap byk pun kat mak mentua.. asal ada org tua.. ok dah.. lagipun umi dah tua.. takde lah nak dia buat mcm2.. kekekekek buat syarat penyedap hati kekekek kalau ada emergency atleast ada org tua kat sisi.. weekend nnt suh lah puan yasmin plak jaga anak dia.. ahahahahah

kalau tak tolong jaga during confinement that doesnt mean that my mom is less better than any other mom... hihi... nasib baik hidup ni i live dgn org2 yang tak kuat mengata.. masing2 faham dgn tanggungjawab masing2... tapi if i know lah ada yang mengata my mom.. mmg siap lah.. akan ku *slap *slap mulut longkang itu... hiks hiks...

i love my mommie-monstah.. ahahaha eventho she always drive me crazy and almost over the edge.. but she is my mom.. sampai mati she is mom.. hiks hiks...

juggling between two blogs..

hihi i have been juggling between two blogs nowadays! :) saja je merajinkan diri buat preggy-blog..

just for the exclusivity.. ngeee.... right now..munchkin epic journey is where i pour all my heart contentment about my darling baby... and tips and all.. (ada ke? ahahahaha more of writing down my pregnancy experiences)..

tapi when having two blogs ni.. kepala pun boleh blank.. which story goes to which.. kikikikikik

ha hamek!

whatever it is... 'little life' is still my priority.. :P

I still feel his absence..

sigh... i dunno how the boys and his wife cope up.. but i still feel his absence...

I need to have him around so that i know he will verify and acknowledged my work.. i dunno whether this understanding of mine is right or wrong.. I have books.. loads of 'em.. but i need him to verify some unclear things in my head.

Al-Fatihah.

hari bermalas2an.. sudah habes.. tapi saya masih malas!

I am one LAZY pregnant lady.. haha..

bgn pagi.. sidai baju, buat breakfast (milo, scramble egg and bread tu je) , mandi2 kejut2 hubby... 'jom pi keja...'.. sampai office kul 10.30 (ahahah hari ni saya agak awal... *clap *clap.. very proud of myself...) lama dah tak masuk pagi2... tu agaknyer rezeki (bonus) kurang masuk tahun nih... although we are in the niche market.. we r having quite a slow 2011 beginning.. aha! why is that so? since the government is no more looking for grid expansion..and T** is trying to get their engineer to really practice engineering - hence.. the ultimate office vacation for me.. but ok.. i think. its good atleast i can practise my simulations skill and do some reading before the great wave..

anyway... :) i need a holiday! huhu saya mau pigi holiday!!!

:) well while surfing looking for fantastic places o spend with wife n future baby... tetiba teringat!

alamak... insurance untuk baby belom survey lagi...

i am thinking of taking Prudential Prumychild.. :) dah ask for a quotation.. so nnt dah dpt quotation.. i'll do the review.. on baby punya insurance scheme..

yay its friday!!!

hari ini saya mau berdating sama chenta hati saya.. miahahahahahhaha

and after so long - perpisahan yang terlampau lama...

i will indulged on this..

ihiks ihiks...

bila kemalasan melanda..

i'm bored. im stuck in the kingdom of boredom! kekekekke time tgh tak sibuk nih... dulu mulut duk kumat-kamit.. bilalah boleh duduk makan gaji buta main2 pusing2kan mouse kesana sini.. hahaha bila tiba saatnyer... mmg tak reti nak buat apa...

i'm drafting a technical course schedule for engineers.. and i'm bored.. haha... so what do engineers wants to know.. hihi.. despite of doing consultation work. i train engineers, lecturers and students on technical aspect of power system.. something that might be forgotten or not even taught at uni's..

:) hihi *yawnnnnnnn* ... rasa nak balik pulak...

tup tup dah almost mid Jan..

kadang2 bila dah sibuk.. tak sangka masa tu cepat sgt berlalu..

dah 6 months pun pregnancy..

hoping for things to go well..

but the most important thing is..

as long as we are together

masa susah dan senang.

Alfa-Female

quite weeks in APS lately.. :) hihi i think i love it... NOT!... i love when i'm busy.. at the moment all that i can do is.. read read and read... and reading has become me least favorite thing.. ahahahaah call me lazy i dont care.. but reading is good!

when i started working in this office there were just 2 women engineer .. and when 1 left the company.. there's only me. i am the alfa-female.. and i am being accepted in the all-male-consultant-circle. I have my usual tea time with the boys, have my ping-pong session, futsal and all.. and this is not the first time i'm being the alfa-female.. I was the only female engineer in my department back in my old workplace too. :) i dont have problem working with the opposite-gender.. they are fine..

but I am not proud at all being alfa-female in male dominated circle.. I loss my female-relationship-skill.

ha ha... demmit.

Today.. i have another 2 women engineer working for the company, but being quite a senior (haha position dlm company structure sahaja... i'm still an engineer aka kuli-batak) i have been relocated to the 'other-side' with all the seniors.. stuck in a room.. alone. thus.. still not helping me with my women-pr problem. ahahahaha.. yes i do talked to them.. but i just do small talk.. thats all.. *sigh*

i like fashion - but my liking is not normal, I like cosmetics... i love collecting 'em but not so much in wearing 'em.... i like artist and entertainment.. but i dont go crazy about them..

i LOVE football. -period- i LOVE politic. *sigh* so this make my topic of discussion very limited.

i find many women like to curse and all.. in their daily conversation.. this too limit my circle of friends.. since i dont curse. even the word *sial - people used to end the conversation with is sound filthy to me* - how?

haha this entry is going nowhere actually.

I am just trying to figure out.. how am i going to develop interpersonal skill with my own gender.. may 2011 will bring good tries.. making friends and all.. perhaps.. ahahahah...

tapi...

i'll be an alfa-female again...

there will be a boy coming living with me n hubby-baby.

huwaaaaaaaaa

disclaimer: *alfa=alpha

hihi thank you nuffnang!

ok ok... this is not even an advertorial blog.. its a personal blog that entails our life journey together.. we decided to join nuffnang and make some bucks (ahahahaha kalau adalah) since the small traffic and we have no followers.. the blog is not intended to have followers pun... its just me and hubby!... but alhamdulillah... walaupun tak byk.. our personal journey entries.. pays out.. kikikik and we received our first nuffies cheque yesterday.. takdelah ratus2.. jauh sekali ribu2... hihihi but its cool!! you got to do your normal routine entry.. pastu leh dpt duit sekali.. comel kan.. thank you nuffies..

Gegegege hello 2011.. Nice one 2010!!!

Well folks... Surely this is the shortest year I have ever had!! 3 more hours to new year!!! Well to sum up my year... I'm busy working finishing projects and endless trip to Sabah!!! Urghhhh hihihi (hate writing using itouch!!!) :) I got pregnant in august!!! Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah!!! Loss my mentor in October ..... So to sum up everything.. It's a roller coaster year!! And I hope for a good start next year... Can't wait for baby to come into my life! It's gonna be hectic!!! :) and moving towards 2nd year of my marriage. I love you Abdul Rafiddi!!at Allah protect both of us and this relationship of ours. I hope I will be a better wife to you and a good mother to the lil- man. Professional interview here I come!! And perhaps a career advancement at the end of the year!! Dear Allah, the most merciful, please protect our family and give us the strength and ease for both us to sail into parenthood. Amin.

life lesson: women n pregnancy

i have been praying/trying/hoping to conceived since october last year... and always in contact with my friends.. whom share the same dream like me. one is my best friend back in my schooling years and another is my neighbour. we will share tips.. hopes and dreams on how to get pregnant.. of course... these two got married.. much earlier than i was.

and looking at my sister's condition.. she took more than 4 years to get pregnant and all the hussle and bussle she needs to get through.. got me panicked at times.. and wondering whether i need/endure the same thing like her

All praise to Allah the almighty, i found out that i am 5 weeks pregnant in August this year.. All praise to Allah.. i am grateful and alhamdulillah..

the thing is.. my old friend seems to distant herself from baby conversation and all.. :)

and thus this entry came along... :)

women out there... being pregnant is all women rights.. its no one exclusively rights at a time.. :)

i am 10 weeks later from my husband's cousins - i appreciate her overwhelming respond and welcoming gesture to the motherhood club! nothing beats the feeling of you r not all alone experiencing this.. and learning that 7 weeks later my sister in law too got pregnant - my respond was - elated!! i am so happy with the news as i knew that she has been praying and trying soo hard to get pregnant and so i too welcomed her to the club.. and i still share tips and knowledge and everything about how to get pregnant with my neigbour... :)

but i do kept my pregnancy a secret to my hubby's friend.. his wife has been trying soo hard and she has been telling me how sad and lonely she was and she too i always confided in talk with in terms of getting pregnant a.. i took sometimes.. before breaking the news to her... but Allah knew my intention and grant me ease in breaking the news to her- hubby's friend adopted the most beautiful baby girl and so i broke the news.. the day i visited her and her new beautiful baby girl.. :) but one thing got me overwhelmed.. she told me not to pity her (i wasnt underming her.. it is more towards respecting one feeling) - she said.. she is more than happy to learn about my pregnancy and she is fine about everything... she told me that pregnancy is a good thing... (alas i learnt my lesson.. :)... i will not undermine a woman again.. such a beautiful creature with a kind heart)

learning about these ladies pregnancies.. has made me more confident and happier about being pregnant... because its their right to be pregnant and so does i...

so women out there, lesson learn from this is that, dont feel sad or feel left out if you are not pregnant yet... your time will come and if its was meant for you to get conceived that Allah will grant you what you always wished for... and when people close with you get pregnant! share the happiness and not sulking over and pulling a 'you are stealing my lime light drama' ..

and speaking about rights... all i can think the right thing that we can do for preggers.. are well wishers.. not condemning her about how frequent one got pregnant nor.. talking/gossiping about preggers going over board with pregnancy and expecting babies preparation. they are the one who has to bear all the hardship and no one has rights other than wishing the very best for these people...dont shook your head if you learn that a person has already bought infants clothing at 3rd month of her pregnancy -haha.. (one of my friend in sabah.. started wearing her maternity dress at six week of pregnancy and she was showing off around telling that she is pregnant!.. haha- funny beautiful story indeed)

be supportive because it is not easy being pregnant.. be loving... and more important.. dont be judgemental... enjoy and celebrate the gift of Allah.. even if its not your turn yet.. and with Allah's will - He will grant your own child..

to preggers out there... enjoy this moment... and pray for the well being of our sisters out there.. so they too can feel this feeling sooner or later.. (i read somewhere that Allah will grant the dua of a pregger)

good luck..

who am i?

who am i?

i am a person who goes after simplicity.

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i am messy ~ tapi bukan pengotor kekeke i love being chaotic

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i am hard headed.. but not a recalcitrant..

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i am diligent

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i hardly judge people from the way they look.. their clothing, appearance, physical n such.. its plain dumb for me its too superficial... if the person is not complaining on how they dress and look why bother.. but if they were.. then i will respond accordingly :p

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i am bad tempered at times and somewhat cool at times... but usually my bad tempered and over-coolness comes at the wrong time ha ha...

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i love to read and learn new things

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i am a dreamer ~ ask my hubby.. and you know what a big dreamer i am

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i am a self-motivator ~ i can push myself back after i have fallen badly..

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i am a partner.. not a good friend...

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i am compassionate

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i am a lover - a romantic freak in plain english

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i love cats - saved cats from the drain from a restaurant from other people's house from the road... haha but too bad i could not keep em..

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i love handicraft ~ yes i dooooo

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i think i love sewing (ha ha) ~ i have been wanting to make my own baju kurung

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i like to cook but i prefer baking

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i love my husband too much

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i multitask... ~ kekekek sometimes its the main reason i let thing undone... i tend to do other thing while doing other thing.. ha ha..

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my tears are very cheap! i cried at almost everything...

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oh oh! hubby is here... continue later!