Ape nak jadik la...

Found this on youtube

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hahahah...buat malu org kemaman la weh....

if youre not the one.. ;)

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Its a sad monday morning...

i told you baby, that got the feeling that she might left us. Considering the same thing did happened to my arwah nenek.... its a sad sunday morning.. i enjoyed your work and I pray that Allah will forgive you. Innalillah.

its friday and was hoping for a good durian excavation on sunday! :)

keekeke i've realised...

that life is waaayyyyy better when u were a kid!

altho my childhood wasnt that fancy..

Manchester United Asia Tour: Malaysia!

(*disclaimer: i will always be a gunners at heart... this is for you baby)

i got the tickets as a surprise for you! :) hihihi.. it was all that left.. a rm58 ticket.. :) but i am sure.. we will make full of it.. and we did!... we start the day rather late.. kekekek well saturday what do you expect.. ;) we drop first at kk to pick up salam's camera.. :) of course we need a good camera for the event kan.. tenchiu salam.. ni lah yang membuatkan kami mahu memiliki dslr..

mcm cik lina said.. its like lautan semut merah!! :) the devils are here!! hiks hiks.. anyway.. the late journey has caused us some serious parking issues.. (*me with my heels... ok its gt appropriate believe me!) we had to park our car far from the stadium and the walking took us about 15 mins.. errkkk but thank goodness for the marvelous heels.. coach ke... guess ke tetap tak dpt menandingi vincci hihihihi.. believe me.. this red crowds.. do have blue and yellow heart.. dissapointment can be heard when Malaysia XI fail to score.. and the whole stadium was soaring high when amri yahyah (ehm ehm i know van der sar too muahahahahahah) scores malaysia 1st goal.. it was tremendous fun and excitement!

oh.. there's the latest devil's no.7.. michael 'baby' owen..

us! hiks hiks what lah sayang on your face? bintik2 sana sini.. suh tutop tingkap taknk kn dh kene gigit nyamuk :)

just want to show off my devils horn :) thanks uncle zain :)

thegame was slow for us (hiks hiks) cant wait for EPL to starts on the 15th!! sudah tak sanggup mlm minggu ku sungguh sunyi :)

final score

manchester united FC Vs Malaysia XI

3:2

wehooooo!

(*oh.. due to the bombing in JAkarta.. we are not that sure if we wanted to go to Bali.. is worth to risk everything? hmm sayang ticket flight tapi! huhuhuhu.. tapi kalau holiday dlm ketakutan sure tak best.. haih)

my first fondant cupcake attempt!! yeah!

i am definitely happy with the fondant i made... it is very easy! and i am looking forward for many more creation in the near future!!!

i will make my cookie monstah tomolo...

its already 4 am... hoepfully i can wake up at 8!! and make the buttercream

togetherness

TOGETHERNESS IS LOVE

by angeline pandian

Love is being together,

It is, being able to be together.

It is being together in work and play

In sorrows and in joy

It is sharing shoulders in tears

It is slapping hand in laughter.

It is being together in good times,

It is being able to remain together

When time is harsh and hard,

It is being there for each other

It is being there forever.

Love is all about Being able to be together

And even in death to dwell

In each other’s heart forever

superwoman

early in the morning i put breakfast on your table..

and make sure your milo has it sugar and cream..

your eggs over easy.. your toast done lightly..

- superwoman, karyn white

i am soo busy .. kekeke

this is my baby adhwa... my one and only nephew.. (ooopppsss i have 3 nephews now!) cowie bebeh.. but this one carries my blood line... and you know i love this munchkins to the bone....

i am busy at the moment... bak kata org.. busy to the max!

but yes.. it makes me want to procrastinate more and more! hiks hiks :) aaa *bad iykin *bad *bad iykin)

i have tonnes of work to do! ... and i am not finish with the designing part yet! urghh!

separuh hidupku..

Pernahkah selama ini Ku berhenti mencintai mu

Pernahkah kau mendengar

Ku tak ucap sayang padamu

Di setiap detak jantung

Ku selalu sebutkan namamu Ooo...

Cintamu t'lah membuat hatiku

Terukir jelas dirimu

Engkaulah jiwaku

Engkaulah mimpiku

Engkaulah separuh dari hidupku

Hanyalah dirimu

Yang membuat segalanya indah Ooo...

Bilakah yang kurasa

Semua itu akan abadi Ooo...

Kan kulakukan segalanya

Agar kudapat cintamu

Engkaulah jiwaku

Engkaulah mimpiku

Engkaulah separuh dari hidupku

Hanyalah dirimu

Yang membuat segalanya indah Ooo...

Kusayang dirimu

Ku jaga hatimu

Disini tempatmu di sisi ku

Tetap ku terjaga dalam tidurku

Memikirkanmu Dirimu...

(Inilah yang kurasa semuanya kan abadi)

(Kan kulakukan segalanya tuk dapatkan cintamu)

* i hate the fight.. i am sorry*

for saying things that hurt you

for selling your 2 cows, 1 chicken, 1 hay stack and 1 barrel

*cowie baby.. but that doesnt make me love you less,that is one thing 4 sure*

cupcakes for adhwa.. hmmmmpphhh harap2 jadi!

picture courtesy of : http://www.flickr.com/photos/princess_of_llyr/

i'm gonna bake my baby love nephew a cookie monstah cupcake.. i am in love with the above cupcake i saw while searching for the right birthday cupcake for adhwa.. hehehe i was thinking of doing the whole sesame street bunch.. ernie bert count dracula.. but then again.. :) i will be off to raub on saturday morning!, and in the afternoon off to bukit jalil... and then.. we are off for a wedding dinner... oh sgt sgt byk activity .. and i think i can only affort to make the cookie monstah! oh well.. lets hope it turn our fine :)

another vain shot... oh and peringatan for myself.. cupcakes for adhwa :)

hmmm.. i guess the title is enuf to describe the whole blog.. kekekekeek

(*love the imagine hard rock cafe i'm wearing soo much!)

sunday the monday!

*theres me and my camera... baby tgh kerja
lokasi: sofa depan tv..

*what to do.. what to do.

lokasi: sofa depan tv

*hmmm .. looking at the kitchen... its still early to cook!

lokasi: sofa depan tv

haih.. bilelah baby nak siap keje

lokasi: sofa depan tv

huarghhh!... my sunday just turned monday!

apple compote, pancakes and scramble egg

i am definitely lazy today.. i dont feel like doing anything.. but hey... the first thing came out from monstah-orang-jahat-baby mouth is.. ITS YOUR TURN TO DO TAKE OUT THE TRASH AND clean the CAT POO... aaaaarrghhhhh.... definitely definitely a turn off on saturday morning! hhmmffsssss... and he continued his beauty sleep until half past three! can u imagine that... ^%$@^%$&^#

and thats where the apple compote, and pancakes and scramble egg became our lunch breakfast and brunch! he wanted a dried chilli prawn tonite! hmmm..

just wait and see lah.. anyway,.. i am enjoying a very nice coffee from bali.. given by moi uncle... love it!

Revenge of The Fallen

it was our most anticipated movie.. we are very much inactive this year... too much obligation leads to non-premier-participating-event.. i guess i need to get on my feet and get premiers ticket like i usually do.

anyway,the movie started with sam's leaving to college! :) and the government wasnt sure that the autobots are beneficial to them.. and during this time, the decepticons made their way in getting part of all-sparks to revive NBE-1 (megatron). The Fallen is the name of a much powerful decepticons that wanted to destroy the earth in order to retain a powerful energy source.. aka The Sun... ROTF will bring you back to the history of the autobots and decepticon.. ooohhhh...i am too sleepy to write :) its almost three and i need to catch on some sleep. anyway, a very good movie to watch, good humour, brilliant 3D's and of course magnificent shia.. the movie makes you want to believe..

it still runs on the same plot, that co-existing is important in our lives... :) love the movie.. mite be seeing it again! ahaks.. ad i am assure you.. you are not going to regret watching!

p/s: you are my cosy warmer baby! i love you!

TGIF

the king of pop is dead..

well.. perhaps many will write upon his death. it was a shocking news.. i am not mourning of his death..(takut terpesong akidah) but he do remind me of some great music experience.. the one that i prefer to watch rather than the too extreme sultry music videos we have nowadays..

i am enjoying chris martin of coldplay at the moment.. hiks hiks i have different music taste from my baby.. but during our courting times.. he managed to impress me with his selection of songs hiks hiks.. anyway.. i enjoy listening to coldplay now.. i guess they are such a brilliant musician .. and baby is enjoying his lagu-without-biji-butir-bunuh-kambing-punya-sect-plus-eminem

i have a month to plan for my trip.. :) ahaks... but minus all the work i need to do this month it is quite impossible to be miss-perfecto .. we might as well just grab our backpack and go round Bali like crazy couple. but hey.... i guess when we arrived in ngurah-rai. we will go directly to kuta town, the next day.. i am not going to miss the tarian encak at pura luhur at uluwatu, third day at lake batur and the fourth day i will spend the day at denpasar and the seaside.. :) ahahaah well so much of a non-planner... i hope the book i bought would be much of a help lah!

the thing is .. i am not quite sure will i get bos's permission for the leave or not. i am certainly will work like crazy consultant this month.

oh.. and i am preparing my self for ramadhan.. and biscuit baking.. :) so anyone wants to taste a traditional yummy pineapple tart.. ?? this year target xnk buat byk.. but tgklh.. kalau rajin i will take all orders.

p/s.. dh rejab... kikikik nk kene puasa ganti lg tk abes2

moi home work space

hihi.. home is almost complete.. :) .. we have three rooms altogether... and i think i haf finish furnishing all three of em.. since this house is on loan from abang.. we are not going to do any major renovation.. kekeke (next year baru carik permanent home.. as of now.. both of us think that we are in need of ground.. lots of ground for all our little munchkins to walk about... 7 cats is a lot! and we need space)

i love you

i love you soo much ..

i have been sick for the past 5 days.. with fevers and all.. and i will start working tomorow.. oh! i cant imagine how is it going to be.. i am sooo liking staying at home.. waiting for my baby to come home.. and the early morning peck on my cheeks and forehead.. oh! and how to endure the long days.. *sigh...

i am at the moment experiencing the being-married-jolt-of-excitement hihihi.. it was quite a hectic begining for us.. and alhamdulillah.. i think things are slowly going into places..

i just want him to know.. that i have him very dearly in my heart.. and he is a part of my life.. and i love him soo much ;)

heheh happy 2 years 9 months baby.. :)

inai di jari tinggal siikiitttt jer...

i am currently in kota kinabalu!.. honeymoon? NOT!!! certainly not.. i am attending a meeting for some interconnection studies :)

i am missing my baby at the same time.. i am liking sabah! hihihi

oh gosh... how lah to sleep tonite.. when my sleeping partner is not here beside me.

DIET... DIE with the extra T

*oh tidak!!! mahukah ku join encik adib bercycling naik bukit di bukit jelutong itu

okay.. i cant go back to my 48kG.. not with my non-coorperative-sense-of-logical-that-hell-with-being-thin-fat-is-sexy-attitude! i really really in need to reduce more kilos!.. i was hoping a good 55kG would suits me good! but where to start.. and how.. ;)

some article said.. a good dieting partner is essential in keeping the mood up and achieving goals!

oh god.,. how lah to get thin again! i dont want to be super thin.. enuf if i can get into my size 6 working attire that would be more than enough!

hmmm.. oh gosh! oh gosh! oh gosh!.. i mite as well start berpuasa!