its the last day of 2008

... my new year entry... due to some technical error... here it is

well.. its those time of year when we look back to all the good and bad things (ehem) that had happened.. and those that we are very much anticipate to be happening...

i have had soo much fun this year... and a very weird year too..

i was engaged in April 26th 2008... aha! the ceremony went very well except for my dress... (it is badly done by the tailor.. in which i will never ever ask them to make my dress ever again!!)... the thing is... it was given and handpick by baby.. and i love it soo much.. too bad.. it doesnt turn out the way i want it to be.. anyway, i was relieved.. i was and will always be thankful for the love we have... i just never imagine that i somehow will be settling with baby... it is love at 4th and 5th sight! ahaks... i am sure its not love at first sight... but hey.. one thing i learn in life.... you will know when you meet your soulmate... no courting or whatsoever.. just a mere feeling that telling that you belong to somebody...

May 1st 2008, i was on a one week trip to jakarta... attending the cigre conference... and baby's family was also there.. went to bandung with kak nor and umi.. and abah and baby... i really like jakarta... (except for the macet.). and i like shopping in bandung.. altho i wasnt much into the casual clothing... i was enjoying buying all the telekungs... and baju kebaya!!

adik gave birth in July 2008 to 4 cute kittens (the twins, joey jr and snowy) i lost two of them.. joey jr and one of the twin.. and now i am a proud owner of abang, adik, comot and snowy...

July 19th 2008, Muhammad adhwa afeef was born!! a very healthy lovely hanslem baby boy.. and i love my nephew soo much!!...

in september, we went to jakarta to visit abang (ehem.. NOT!) we were there buying our wedding card.. we manage to bring back 70kG of wedding items.. without being charge a single cent! aha! how did we do that!! (lots and lots of energy!! ekekekekeke)

farewell to 2008!! and i actually cant wait for 2009... the year that i will start counting days... for my wedding.. ahaks...

. we cant buy back respect .. and we certainly cant buy time... valuable lesson i learn this year... that we need to appreciate all the things we have before it all gone..

au revoir.. 2008...

-iykin jamil-

hehehe i am at peace camp

I am off searching for my family accomodation this coming april. I have found 2 apartments near kemaman.. But both located in kijal. First stop, apartment baiduri near awana kijal.. Well I have no comment on the venue. It is located near amenities and restaurants.. Which is good.. Next stop, kijal strawberry park apartment resort. When I first saw the apartment, it suits all the requirement that I need. But then to my avail.. The resort is closed due to bankruptcy! Ahahahah that explains why the resort looks empty from far. Ekekekek haih.. So I will continue searching.

nice song..

Hey hati ku..
Selalu
mendambakan cinta namun tak kunjung tiba

Hatimu itu
Seperti apa yg ku mahu selama ini

Am Em
Ertikanlah pagi ku yg kaku tanpa kamu

Kau ku cinta
Engkaulah yg ku puja
Tertunggu selama ini takku jumpa
Dgn mu ku di lamun indah
Ku harap cinta akan tiba di hati kita..

Lihat kamu
Tak ku sedari
Waktu dh mulai tinggalkan ku

Kau kau kau
Buatku lupa mengapa ku disini pada mulanya..

Ertikanlah malam ku yg sayu dingin tanpamu

Setiap hari bersama mu
Ku ingin selalu dekatmu
Ku hitung saat dan waktu
Hingga hari esok kembali lagi

our boy..

hehehe as much as i hate him... he is the love of our life.. hihihihih gayanyer sungguh menyakitkan hati!! the bad habit .. spraying every where and till today i still dont know where he poo'd.. haih.. abang.. abang... ni latest picture of him today, he insisted to come into my room and sleep on my bed!!!

i need a new bag!!

as lame as it may sound! i am in need of a new bag!! i really do!! hukhuk sangat sangat memerlukan beg yang besar dan bergaya.. at the moment i am not into guess anymore.. ramai sgt budak skolah beli guess .. haih.. although guess offered me soo much of the blink2 design i wanted..

Liz clairborne is tooo dull... haih.. nine west.. is sum sort of a jewish company.... coach.. is too deng expensive.. and the price is much2 cheaper in the us... haih..

i need a duffle!! i need to put in many things inside.. haih... i want a berkin.. hukhuk i want a bag!!!

Mak Datin Terlampau..

this is a response to yesterday's news... come on mak datin!! does the title Datin gives you the right to be soo arrogant!! in this time of distress.. i do think that the mak datin should just be thankful.. that only her house that had be taken back by The Almighty.. not her life!!

its Friday.. our auspicious day in a week.. be thankful for the life we still have, be thankful because we live in a country where the fellow countrymen.. are willing to give their very best in helping you!!! (of course mak datin.. you too can build the bridge in 6 hours.. we know you do.. )

oh btw, what happened yesterday was.. there's this mak datin OVERHEARD the fellow armymen who was there HELPING the victims.. talking to themselves saying 'its stupid to build a house there!'.. IT IS STUPID!! when you already knew that the place is very landslide prone.. and that this is not the first time!! .. logically it is stupid!

points to ponder...'we always being scolded by the one who helped us... its true.. but that doesnt mean that they are not sincere in helping right?'.....

dear mak datin.. i think its the best time to change your attitude.. too much of a silly mak datin's news la!... datin doesnt mean you have to be 'difficult' ...

cicakman disaster!

i could not believe how CHEAP the movie was! everything.. i mean EVERYTHING looks cheap!! I am telling about the cicakman's set, the CGI (ni kene tipu dek omputih), the make up artist, cinematography.. i am definitely absolutely flabbergasted!!

its just a waste, when the talent casted for the movie was giving their 110%.. shukri's hashim acting was very convincing.. thankfully.. apek's comedic scene was all the help that the movie can get..
and at one point during the movie, i wsa already loosing my patient (i dont know.. how to enjoy the movie.. when to laugh... when to smile.. ahahaahah i just felt dumb!).. the story is too dragging and i think one word to describe it best!.. IT LACKS OF INTELLIGENT!!!! the evil plot wasnt that evil.. the storyline was shabby! the villains are nonsense...

macam org malas buat kerja.. cicakman 1.. was far more better than cicakman 2.. the movie just degraded the cicakman high expectation status,,

i should have opted for doraemon the movie instead!

oh oh!!!... ANTooFIGHTER is much much more worth of watching than this piece of crap.. and LOS n FAUN is in their own league.. go and watch LOS dan Faun..!!

happy bithday sayang!!!

hiks hiks... EVERYTHING.. everything was as planned! ahaks.. but i left 1 important thing.. the CARD!! so here it is sayang.. kekeke the card comes later (its customary in iykin's world) ahaks..

dear baby,

happy birthday!.. may all your dreams come true..

i wish you the best of health..

and i wish you

be blessed forever..

love always..

my hand hurts....

its the third time this year ... i broke my mouse again! haih... so penat.. i dont know how i can break the third mouse.. all i know.. my laptop could not detect the mouse!!! aaaaaaaaaa



anyway.... cantiknyer...

errrr... why soo rude?

.. i have indian and chinese as my next door neighbours..

let me tell you what happen in my hood and not anywhere else.. i figure.. we are very used too of living together.. the indians does not feel that they are slaves and the chinese are not intimidated by the 'ketuanan melayu'...

my indian neighbour.. he parks wherever he likes.. except infront of his house (yerp.. as crazy as it sounds.. but its the truth... ahahahahah)... my chinese neighbour.. they have 5 families living together.. and the chattering starts as early as 4 am.. (they are fishmongers.. that explains the early hours)... umm i suggest theresa kok should come knocking at this people's door before asking my bilal to lower the morning sermons..

YET... we never complain or drop any threat letter too our neighbour.. asking to park their car sumwhere else or.. lowering the early morning noise...

BUT sumhow.. at the other side of Malaysia... where the-race-who-cannot-be-name are too intimidated (keep insisting that penyata razak allow them to have their own education sheesh... asking for leverage on the human rights .. now that is funny... i really dont see any the-race-who-cannot-be-name being bullied nor being mistreated.. asking the rights for islam to practise yoga (aha! this is a revelation ... ummm kekekek now this is overboard...)... haih.. funny funny people...

wait..

i have some more.. i believe that this people... who had taken their race to a certain hate level.. cannot be called chinese either.. since the chinese i have been living with and i knew.. does not reflect such behaviour... maybe.. they think being vocal .. is a brave act.. when all it really shows is the mere stupidity...

and please stop acting like the race-warrior... unless you are forced to change your name and believes this act of bravery is not needed here in malaysia. ...

popo! we love yu!

oh yes... we are all being mistreated .. at some point.. soo chill lah!

EVERYone is going to Prabha Kundur's course in bandung yippeee!!!

hiks hiks.. i am still in busy mode! dont ask y! the work load is getting worst in here! haih!! mau pengsan udah!!!

anyway, good news.. me and the rest of the team will be going to bandung next month for power system stability course held by CIRED-Indonesia (actually the original plan was.. i will be going there with najib and my bos (now the more the merrier eh!)).. the course should be okay.. but then again
i really dont have any ideas on the power system stability..

I am d one and only female engineer now! its not a new feeling tho! but then again... a mature-professional-female-companion is good! and i am okay to work with anyone... ( men or ladies and i hate saying that i work better with men.. kekeke its sooo lame) as long as they can act professional enough..

life is good in APS... as i always said.. i love being here.. altho.. i usually feel like screaming when it comes to dateline!

will write more.. especially on my bnga dip!! toddlelooo....

i am sick... yet there are still abundance of things to do!

oh gosh..it is the most anticipated event of the year.. aha! the year end finish-your-job-or-die session!!!

i have less than 36 hours to complete all the simulation.. haih... yelp!! yelp me plissss!!!! anybody...

and he can sing too... alahai.. hiks hiks

how can i resist now.. ahahaahha handsome. and romantic and can sing.. omg!!! ahaks... (** teheee teheeee... baby saya juga panda nyanyi juge.. harap he'll sing to me this friday tho.. miahahahha)

i have loads of work to be completed this week... 6 years of switching studies and fault studies...
haih...

Ya Allah.. gimme strength and permudahkan lah tugas ku.. amin..

my dream car

its love at first sight!... volvo c30... its a coupe...

and stand at the price of 215K !!

haih.......

hehehe....

i am full of energy this morning.. maybe because of a gud nite sleep?
hehehe maybe...

anyway... date/deadline ! 15 december 2008.. hukhukhuk

*nervous wreck

die Aufzug Begebenheit

"Deficiency in judgement is properly that which is called stupidity; and for such a failing we know no remedy. A dull or narrow-minded person, to whom nothing is wanting but a proper degree of understanding, may be improved by tuition, even so far as to deserve the epithet of learned. But as such persons frequently labour under a deficiency in the faculty of judgement, it is not uncommon to find men extremely learned who in the application of their science betray a lamentable degree this irremediable want." Immanuel Kant, Critique of Pure Reason,