A1 faces....

erm ceritere nyer panjang lagi what happened that day... but i am in no mood of writing... enjoy the pictures lah dulu.... and i'll write again..

mommy,mama, mak incik, maharani, god of cookery, THE BOSS,

i wish i were extraordinary... i wish i could be the perfect person... in this case a perfect fren, a perfect girlfren and a perfect daughter....

mommy wasnt well these few days... pity her... seems that age had taken her... but as stubborn as she could she wasnt planning to quit her faveret hobby.. kekekek welll itrs the only ways she could see the world then go ahead... anyway, i was suddenly strike with the idea if WHAT IF she's gone? whom am i gonna fight with.... i am the exact replica of kitty in brothers and sisters.. i love my mommy.. eventho both of us has different opinion on how the world should function....

hmm.... how to become a good daughter.... ( i already passed the idea of being perfect dah)
1. listens to mommy's advice.. (err.. some of which mcm tak masuk akal)
2. stay quite (mcm sama jer ngan lsiten to) whenever she has something to say... ( err same what if ... tak masuk akal)
3. layan jer her mood swing... kekeke this i can do....
4. forget about the past... (hmmm some of which i just cant let go.. but i'm trying to)
5. Love her... ( i love her with all my heart.. god knows how much i love her)

kekekek anyway.. mommy is just human... she cant be perfect either.... kekkeke i know she loves me... (despite the fact that she really like to blame for everything... kekeke even the middle east crisis tu kalau boleh put the blame on me she'll do it)... but anyway,... thats it...

I love her for being her...

jangan dititiskan air matamu
tak usah keliru, tiada menentu
ada sinar di wajahmu, ada syurga di hujung jarimu
damai sungguh hati, kau penawar di kala sunyi
ratu hati, ibu..

hentikan renungan, jauhi sayu
hilang tanpamu, bukan kau tak tahu
nakku cium, kan kupeluk lari kepadamu
sayang sungguh ibu
tak mungkin jemu, tak bisa luntur semenjak lahir lagi
jika tak pernah kunyatakan
ibu dengar ini lagu
lupakan segala sengketa lalu
maafkan diriku
memang ku tak tahu

ibu, mami, mama, umi
hingga akhir nanti
pintaku jangan kau sedih
usah gusar lagi
kasihmu abadi, didalam hati
doaku jangan kau pergi dulu, ibu..

A1

well.. i woke up again late! hiks hiks.. baby? hmmffssss lagilah...kekek send apis to sek17 .. then went to baby's place kekek abih satu sg merbau inn kena kejut.. everyone were still sleeping... gosh.... kalau bom meletup sebelah rumah tak sure diorg nih bgn.. anyway..... baby was in bad mood that morning... i accidently (ahahaha sengaja sengaja...) left my view cam, baby tertinggal hp.. ahahahaha pandang muke pun tak nak time tu... anyway... its a quite trip to SIC since the boss wasnt in he's best mood.... park the car and walk to the grandstand.... its still early, so we decide to have a morning walk around the grandstand... not much different fom last year.. (much different lah kot.. last year we sat at the corporate suite being served by planet hollywood guys and never neding supplies of drinks...) tis year kat grandstand ajer... takpe,... next year kite beli paddock bebek!!!!! kekekke okeh...
afterwards, we met with baby's famiglia... bob and su, ja's alone since izni is having exams (gud luck dear!), najmi and ayu and their family! ahahah segerombolan!!! ramai giler....
had our lunch at De'Jumpa.. kekeke baby makan nasi kukus n ayam goreng! ja makan mee goreng! bob makan mee goreng! me makan ayam ajer (huk huk bilelah diet nak abes nih!)2.30 p.m off to watch the race... hiks hiks alex on the 15th place ( wasnt doing very well tis year!)... wait for pt 2!

Misery Biz

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

[Chorus:]
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they want it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

[Chorus]
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now.
[Chorus]:
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

huwaaaa

feels like screaming at top of my lungs.. ahahaha cemana ke nak buat cemtu.. kekek anyway anyway... i dunno what i'm doing.. its when you have too many things to do and you start doing nothing... i really have to complete this study and keep on with the next one.. been too long too
loong ...
anyway... i am fully tight up with much about everything... hopefully will get a new start in january... hmmm new year resolution! to become debtless...aha! boleh ke bebek?

i need to produce some serious income here... thats where second job comes into the plot..
find a second job! become debtless... i am not paying for house rent nor electrical billss and so forth... but it seems i have this 'oh-my-god-why-do-i have-sooo-much-money-left-oh-my-need-to-get-rid-of-it' syndrome...

i just want to have a good weekend with sayang

Ibuku Angelina Jolie muahahaha!!!!

Baby? ular sawe? ye ke?

eerrr... ***disclaimer: adalah dgn ini BUKAN SAYA yang kata bebek ulau sawe atau tiada apa yang memberikan dan mempengaruhi saya utk mengatakn bebek seekor ulau sawe.. akan tetapi sumber yang tidak boleh di disclose kan disini (BOB! BOB! bebek, dia yg kata bek chu chu (*geleng2 pala) telah yang berkata demikian.
Sekian terima kasih

I am happy

I went look through this person's personal page at frenster... how time flies and yes things happened for a reason... All i can do was smile all the way browsing the page... he's happy... and i'm happy he's happy... welll now i'm relieved it was like a burden lifted up from my shoulder... i was right all along... i'm not the bad one... all you have to have is courage to make things right... It wasnt rite last time... i was right! it'll be a very big mistake if we were together
now all i can say is... 'gather up your strength and believes! and head towards your beautiful life'
to my 'bebek' thanks for coming into my life... i knew it then...

to people out there....
Love is something that not to be compromise for symphaty or just to make other people happy.
I have found mine...

i am definitely complaining!!!

a 110 ringgit for a new Mykad!! demm expensive! does these people know that nobody on earth love on queing in the government counter again and again for a Mykad!! whats worst is dat most of the people who lost their Mykad are those who are in such a predicament... anyway... i am not interested in applying for mykad ahahahahaha (stupid me!!!) in the nearest time... later lah bile mau. bawak surat beranak je (again stupid me!) sooo many entries to write... since soooo many things happening lately... will try to write later....

bebekku!

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win I'll be right here

By your side

Boy when you come to me I'm just in my head

Of how glad I am to be with you and

You just don't know how special you are to me

Can't you see we're meant to be,

If you ever doubt my love

Don't fear, I'm right here for you

My heart belongs to one and only you

I could never want another

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right hereBy your side (by your side)

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side

So now you know how I feel, baby

You have brightened up my world in every way

Share your feelings, with me baby

You can tell me anything

Keep me close to your heart, darling

You'll be close to mine

One thing that makes me happy

Is spending time with you, baby

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here By your side