weekend - project donut

hihi.. weekend is here again!! hari bermalas malasan bersama suami... :) ingat nak masak... tapi mcm malas... wake up quite late... 11 am.. hah amek... hiks hiks terlepas wedding si jay.. but then again rasanya dijemput ke muar... taktau plak abg adi ajak bb. kikikik....

anyway... hari ni tak buat apa je... melayan kerenah my tails.. ptg menjelma... terus taktau nak buat apa... tgk tepung ada tak sampai 1/2 kampit.. ada yis sepeket... (balance dari buat perangkap nyamuk.. ahahah will write about this later) apa lagi... mari buat DONUT~!

apa lagi mari cikgugle... alhamdulillah dapat resepi best!... from all recipes..

ni dough .. donut tu... and gambar bawah.. is the final product... since takde kuali kat umah ni.... (yes saya takde kuali) ada frying pan yang leper... so goreng macam tak berapa lawa.. tapi yang penting gebu dan sedap... hiks hiks

last tuesday kalau tak silap... was craving for cream puff and eclair... aiseh susah betul kan .... i searched the net for a cream puff stall / bakery.. alhamdulillah terjumpa with papa beard... and nasib baik jugak.. ada cawangan dia kat OU.. hihi even better,,, takde lah nak kena ke tempat jauh2... went to get the cream puff with hubby baby... and tak dan tunggu kat umah makan kat situ2 jugak... it was delicious.....

3 for rm10.80 and 1 coronet = rm4

ni dia!!! hihihi *drool*

yang ini nama dia coronet *drooll...*

Love

(death always makes me reflects on my life... the sudden past of my beloved mentor really had taken a toll out of me.. )

Love is a gift from Allah s.w.t, its a feeling that nobody in this world can described... :) My marriage is just like any others in this world... hihi its not all about a walk in a park.. we struggle a lot.. fight a lot..eat a lot.... loving and missing each other.. and spending most of life together.. :)

hubby-baby is not home.. and i'm hubby- sick.. i miss him... i miss him when he is not around... and this feeling is good.. it is a sign that everything will be okay... amidst of all the hurdles that we are going to through...

for me... love is the base of any good relationship.. everything will work out from Love.

kekekek i want him to be around i dont want him to be around i want him to talk to me i dont want him to talk to me i want him to work but i dont want him to be away too long.... ahahahaha

its a love hate relationship.. but i still love it.

balik cepat bebek. I'm bored.

nak buat quiches!!! hiks hiks....

Ingredients

• 6 sheets of ready rolled puff pastry
• 6-8 large eggs
• 8 shortcut rashers of bacon (diced)
• 1/4 cup of milk
• 2 cups of shredded tasty cheese
• 1 tablespoon chopped parsley

Instructions

(Makes approximately 60 quiches)

1. Preheat oven to 180 degrees Celsius (fan forced).
2. Grease a 24-cup shallow cupcake/tart tin.
3. Mix egg, milk, parsley, bacon and 1 cup of tasty cheese together.
4. Using a small cup, cut out circles of puff pastry and place into the cups of the tin.
5. Place a spoon full of the egg mixture into the pastry, making sure it does not over flow.
6. Place in pre-heated oven for 5 minutes.
7. Once the quiches start to rise and cook on the outside, place a small amount of cheese on top of each quiche and cook for a further 10 minutes or until golden.
8. Repeat the process with remaining pastry and mixture.

resipi amik kat sini

http://www.huggies.com.au/kids-recipes/snacks/mini-cheese-and-bacon-quiches

loss

I could not hold my tears.. and he deserve this tears

its a great great loss and I will miss you dearly.

you are one of the nicest and intelligent person I have ever met in my life.

In the name of Allah the most beneficent most merciful

اَللَّهُمَّ [ إِنَّ فُلاَنَ بْنَ فُلاَنٍ ] فِيْ ذِمَّتِكَ، وَحَبْلِ جِوَارِكَ، فَقِهِ مِنْ فِتْنَةِ الْقَبْرِ وَعَذَابِ النَّارِ، وَأَنْتَ أَهْلُ الْوَفَاءِ وَالْحَقِّ. فَاغْفِرْ لَهُ وَارْحَمْهُ إِنَّكَ أَنْتَ الْغَفُوْرُ الرَّحِيْمُ

Allahumma inna [Sallehuddin bin Yusof] fi dhimmatika, wa habli jiwaarika, faqihi min fitnaltil qabri, qa adhaban-naari, wa anta ahlul Wafaa'i wal-Haqqi. Faghfir lahu warhamhu. Innaka antal Ghafurur-Raheem

O Allah! Surely [Sallehuddin bin Yusof] is under Your protection, and in the rope of Your security, so save him from the trial of the grave and from the punishment of the Fire. You fulfill promises and grant rights, so forgive him and have mercy on him. Surely You are Most Forgiving, Most Merciful.

[Ibn Majah, abu Dawud 3:211]

Thank you for everything and you'll always be in my prayer.

Its FRIDAYYYY!!!! Wuhoooooooooo!!!!!!

yeah!!!!

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ada SUBMISSION!!

blimey!!!!

:( tak cukup tidur

its one of those thing that can drive me crazy... heavy discussion in the middle of the night!!! time2 nak tidur.. or even worst.. bila dah tidur.. kemudian terkejut bgn.. kemudian.. bila nak try tidur balik dilontarkan soalan2 yang mmg tak wajar nak di soal ketika mahu melabuhkan kepala...

i dont just reset everything then KROH KROH.... urgh... maybe men can.. but not me... kesudahan nyer... mata masih tercegil indah bulat dan comel... tepat jam 3 pagi... *sigh*

mmg perbuatan yang sgt tak bertimbang rasa...and now... i'm sitting in my office half awake!!! arrrrrrggghhhh... with tonnes of things to do! with only a tingle of energy left on me... *double sigh*

nasib baik mengenangkan... rasuah burger whopper tghari smlm... kalau tak mau lah .. rasa nak tarik rambut si baby... *haiyaaaakkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!* errr tu bunyik mcm nak karate.. ah whatever!!!

baru pukul 10.30 pg... and im drained.. mcm org keje angkat guni beras naik atas lori *a.k.a kelindan lori*

to baby - i do listen.. but don't you think it is very unfair to me.. at-least lets have that kind of conversation tghari buta! not mlm2 buta...

i'm sleepy n tired.

down with flu..

i'm at home.. today.. down with flu.. :( cedey jer.. when one cannot consume any medication.. hihi...

but im enjoying my day staying at home today... hubby came back.. with the world most wonderful remedy!... burger king whopper... :)) - what a bliss - thank you baby.. semoga dimurahkan rezeki mu selalu.. dipermudahkan urusan di dunia dan akhirat... *wink*

so what do one do.. when one is down with flu?

One watch TV!!! miahahahaha and SLEEP!... i watched chef wan series on the AFC.. uuuu i'm looking forward in making Ayam percik ala kelantan.. macam sedap aje.. :) *wink*

and browsing through some italian recipe.. connoli's and canneloni.. ok fine.. i love to cook *period* one of the girlish passion i have.. other than sewing.. and doing craft.. hiks hiks.. even hubby pun tau skrg that i love doing craft

oklah enough of things.. nak mandi.. and sambung merindui sang suami..

*i am one pathetic very dependent wife*

sunday!

ok esok dah nak hari Isnin.......

i'm bored and sleepy.

of what we do... during boring monday night..

boring monday night...ppffffff

tutti frutti visit

hiks hiks... yesterday tiba tiba hubby-baby ajak gi try tutti frutti... a frozen yogurt shop..

ok the price is quite hefty.. and adib pun ada warning the price might be kinda *surprisingly expensive* - we went to tutti frutti kat TTDI... yang paling dekat kat rumah...

yogurt dia mmg sedap... so anyone yang first timer nak gi try jugak.. first of all.. sampai2 ajer.. silelah pilih saiz cup (ada tiga.. small- medium and large) selalu nyer its at the entrance...) lepas tu make your way to the yogurt machine.. pam macam org mcdonald pam ice cream cone dia ye... hiks hiks... dont worry or nervous sgt senang nak operate... (kalau yang biasa chicken hartz tu.. ha.. lebih kurang mesin ice cream dia)... then pilih lah mana mana flavor.. yesterday we opted for original, death by chocolate and blueberrylicious... then make your way to the sprinkler counter.. amik je lah... macam macam ada .. from fruits and nuts and choc chips n m&m's... hihi

last sekali letak atas timbang! its RM5.30 untuk 100 gram.... ha... jadiknyer masa pam pam tu keep in mind ye... its kinda expensive...

mcm gi baskin robin jugak la... :)

thanks ye bebek... next time kite gi your baskin robin... i know you prefer yang sweet dari yang masam2 mcm yogurt ni

life lesson: kadang-kadang

“Allahumma inni a’udzu bika minal hammi wal hazan waa’udzu bika minal ‘ajzi walkasali wa a’udzubika minal bukhli wal jubni wa a’udzu bika min ghalabatiddain wa qahrirrijal.”

Ya Allah, aku berlindung kepadamu dari rundungan sedih dan duka, aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat lemah dan malas, aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari sifat kikir dan penakut, aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari beban hutang dan penindasan orang.

kadang-kadang life is too beautiful to not to smile...
kadang-kadang life is soo hard to not to frown and cry

hik hiks... i am putting away all the bad vibes... and not to think of a person whom i think is currently the negative source and paling tak berintergriti sebagai manusia... sigh...

doa ku pada hari ini.Ya Allah.. permudahkanlah urusan ku... permudahkan lah urusan suami ku... dan permudahkan lah urusan kami... jauhkan dari manusia manusia yang penuh dgn tipu helah dan jauhkan kami dari manusia manusia yang membawa kami ke jalan kegagalan. amin.

amah yang disegani..

kekeekk... i think i can be a very successful amah (maid) ... kekeke... was very proud of myself yesterday!

kekeke i bathed adik and clean the bedroom... cuci bathroom.. sampai dinding2 lantai2 sume... cuci.. *clap clap..* tapi tu je lah... ruang tamu hubby baby tolog kasik setel..

and yesterday... sebab dah kehabisan idea nak makan apa... gi giant beli marinated lamb shoulder, roti and fries... ~ tadaaaaa.... siaplah lunch cum dinner juga sebab dah pukul 4!...

lepas tu.. terus rasa pendek je hari.. tiba2 dah mlm... tiba2 dah isnin!!!! menanggis.. ah well... hari ni kena rajin and siapkan keje.. hoping for a good week ahead!

Ya Allah, thank you for your blessing and i pray this week will be a good week for me n my hubby-baby and to all our brothers and sisters. amin.

nyamuk... mosquito!

taken from http://npic.orst.edu/pest/mosquito/index.html

urgh... baru je plan semlm untuk tidur awal.. hmmmfffss to my avail.. tetiba byk pulak nyamuk kat malaysia ni... risau pun ado.... mana taknyer... ramai dah mati pasal dengue..

anyway.. i dont reallyknow where does the mosquitoes come from... the window wasnt open.. and i dont think me and hubby.. ada takung air bersih mana2 terlalu lama samapi boleh menyebabkan pembiakan nyamuk.. :)

now kami saspek jiran bawah kami! huhuuuh atau longkang kat situ... *sigh*

nyamuk oh nyamuk.. please go darling i need my sleep!

ok skrg tgh rehat lunch! i want to take a nap before i'm off for the next technical writing session *sigh* bosannyer

crazy wednesday!!

ok dgn berbaju kurung cotton tahun 2000 - hahahah baju masa buat diploma kat itm dulu, ngan bag laptop yang masing2 berat berkilo2 we went out for a wednesday adventure! kekekeke

first stop... dari kelmarin dah ingat kan baby... Burger King Jual Whopper pada harga singgit (oh yes!! SINGGIT that is rm 1) kekekeke rrp at rm10++ .

pergile try kat burger king shah alam.. OMG... org shah alam mmg best.. traffic jam jalan kat situ sebab sume nak drive thru aje... the que was too long.. so we decided to go BK mutiara damansara.. hihi dkt dah ngan rumah.. to our avail lagi best.. burger king terus kunci pintu!!! (crazy!! later i found out that they are handing coupons to their customer to redeem the whopper singgit) .. hiks hiks... then teru macam pasrah... terus ler ke OU sebab sana MAYBE tak ramai org.. and ada tempat makan yang lain as alternative.. sampai OU.. nasib baik the que wasnt that long! yippeee... 45 min jugak lah beratur!!! tapi takpe sebab SINGGIT! kekekekek the power of seringgit to malaysian peopleh
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(disclaimer: no no jgn pulak sapa sapa yang terbaca blog ni nak pergi besok... tomorow dlm poster ni is refering to 6th October 2010.. which is already in the past! hiks hiks)

looking at the poster.. mcm best jer kan.. whopper mmg best.. tapi whopper smlm cuma ada pickles and some lettuce and Bawang yang tebal setebal dlm poster tu ... takde tomato2!!! kekekek anyway... whopper! masih lagi besar dan semput jugak lah nak habeskan!!! .... hear2 for Burger king next time buat lagi yer!!! ~ but i doubt baby nak join buat keje gile melayan bini dia ni lagi...

as a bonus... semlm wednesday pulak... dah alang alang.... terus tgk wayang... we were split between magika and resident evil: afterlife.. and after thorough-i-tak-nak-kecewa discussion.. we opt to watch hollywood movie instead rather than magika.. we had our bad-share of nightmare lepas tgk cicakman2... (jiwa meronta2 nak keluar dari cinema..).. so masih trauma... we opted to watch mila jovovich! hiks hiks...while waiting for our movie to start.. singgah sebentar di warung bintang kumbang untuk menikmati sedikit tazo zen tea ice shaken lemon tea.. agaknyer ituler namanye...

movie wasnt that bad... ada some part mcm tak payah nak shoot pun kot.. but all in all... citer dia still tak habis lagi! i wonder what will be the end.. oh oh.,.. and the zomba.. has evolved! eeeuuuuwwwww...mcm alien men in black je dah...

ok thats al.. waking up too tired to do anything plus all the groggyness and queasy-ness and woozy! hey.. i tod you'd gone.. sigh!!!!!


thanks baby.. i had fun!

oh sudah wednesday!!!

entah kenapa lately mcm suka sgt menghitung hari... hiks hiks looking forward to something significant.. tapi hakikatnya... kerja masih menimbun nimbun di atas meja.. productivity agak merundum these two three days! haih.....

nothing interesting to write as our live continues as it is... :) byk routine2 activities.... rasa mcm nak gi swimming... hihi...

anyway.. weekend dah tak macam nak weekend since ada course on saturday! urgh.. sedih gila... there goes my weekend!!!

huhu.. nanggis!

hari ahad yang dah nak habes

huuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!

dah habis weekend saya! urgh... sempat lah gosok baju baby.. basuh baju (yang masih ada dlm mesin -belum sidai) - lipat baju... dan masak... tu jer.. habes satu hari! habes!!!

kan best kalau weekend ni 3 hari.. siapalah yang cipta weekend ni dua hari.. :(

anyway... hari ni masak ala ala kampung untuk memenuhi tekak dan perut both of us yang lapar tapi tak tau nak makan apa...

morning.. bgn tidur.. gi ikea.. mkan hot dog.. then off to the curve and beli groceries. beli sikit2 .. minggu lepas dah beli2.. minggu ni nak cukupkn apa yang tertinggal jer.. and beli barang-barang nak masak hari ni...

menu hari ni sambal ikan, ayam goreng, masak lemak kacang panjang (ikut resepi terengganu) ngan telur masin.. hihihi sudah... tak payah pening2..

mlm ni kalau lapar.. dah siap2 russet potato nak buat jacket potato..

i'm soo not looking forward for monday!!! nak nangis rasa

Welcome October!!!

:) dah bulan 10 dah... tup tap tup tap... kejap jer masa berlalu... its saturday and im sitting in front of the telly.. melayan perut n tekak yang tgh tak berapa nak best nih... :( i have been all down sick for a while... cepatlah sihat.. amin

kinda worried about my work.. my deteriorating health is not helping... scheduled to be in KK next week but i still havent finish with the report.. i havent even start on it yet... haih... lately i found myself rather Lame.. boring...

anyway speaking about work.. i came across a good quote..

Surround yourself with people who take their work seriously, but not themselves, those who work hard and play hard.

kan... if we are surrounded with people who doesnt even take his/her work seriously.. they will drag us together with them to the loserland... :) - this is very true... i happened to witnessed this myself...

anyway.... i am more interested in the play hard part... haish... skrg taktau nak main apa... bila dah kawen ni.. i dont get to do many things.. hmmm just because hubby is not into things that i love to do... i got reason for not having too much friend.. i was raised that way... :)

hahahah he is not even a morning person... nasib baik sebelum kawen sempat gak buat mcm2... for example... I finished a 10km shah alam run... (in which my hubby will never do it in a 1000 years) . I love morning... kekekek.

hubby is into golfing... nak tak nak join je lah.. boleh lah nak kecikkan pinggang yang kecik2 ni.. huhuhu... urgh I'm bored.. i am turning into a BORING-MONSTER!!! i am not whining.. but rather enlightening myself on things that i can do for myself..

okeh.. think!!!!

life lesson: sujud sajadah

سَجَدَ وَجْهِيَ لِلَّذِيْ خَلَقَهُ وَصَوَّرَهُ وَشَقَّ سَمْعَهُ وَبَصَرَهُ،
بِحَولِهِ وَ قْوَّتِهِ فَتَبَارَكَ اللهُ أَحْسَنُ الْخَالِقِيْنَ

Bersujud wajahku kepada Tuhan yang menciptakannya, yang membelah pendengaran dan penglihatannya dengan Daya dan KekuatanNya, Maha Suci Allah, sebaik-baik Pencipta. (HR. At-Tirmidzi 2/474. Ahmad 6/30 dan Al-Hakim)

hehe.. just a reminder... untuk sujud di luar solat.. rukun nya adalah seperti berikut....

pertamanya suci daripada hadas kecil dan hadas besar,

keduanya; menutup aurat, ketiganya;

berniat untuk sujud sajadah,

keempatnya; menghadap kiblat,

kelimanya;takbiratulihram dan takbir bagi sujud,

keenam; memberi salam.

i finally succumbed to..

urgh.. i cant really take it anymore.. post holiday has made me worn out more than ever...

i finally had to succumbed to my body demand to rest. I feel sick all the time.. haih... thinking of doing some yoga (without the meditating humming of course..) or stretching...

think.. think... baby... where's the yoga video? ...

I never fancy electronics gadget.. i wonder why..

hahahha other than playing chop-chop ninja and piyo block.. and of course updating my facebook status.. i find I-pod is a dull gadget...

simply i think my life is full of other exciting things other than having to compete with the universe with whose owning the latest gadget and what not.

i myself.. never bought a phone for literary myself. haha. of course.. i pay for a communication fix line to get a phone back in uk.. but never bought a phone for an existing line.

but a dull gadget is good for dull moment for e.g. when i always stucked in the airplane ... or stucked in the middle of baby's never ending childhood friends chatting ... (ha ha cowie baby... sometimes it can be a dull moment for me lalalala)

today i-phone 4 is in the market.. and i say many status in the facebook.. wooing for 1... hiks hiks... i wonder what will these people do.. keeping up with the technology?... or perhaps... keeping up with a trend.. ( i dont think the technology is important here... ) or maybe.. nowadays.. there are more dull people/moment around... so people need dull equipemnt to cheer up their days...

one of the closest example.. is one of baby's friend.. complains about how less attractive his blackberry as compared to an i-phone. Ha-ha... funny moment... he doesnt even subscribed to a blackberry service... one need to know that blackberry is to serve a business community... (but facebook has dominate it original purpose... blackberry is now an entertainment gadget.. for ym's and facebooking... ) - my point is.. you see what i meant : are they buying the gadgets for the technology or just want to keep up with other people?

ah well... live life to d fullest.. enjoy every little and big things that you want to do ...

i just hope one day... my children will appreciate life.. as much as i would... which is not keeping up with the trends too much... but whats more important is to live as a unique person.. who knows what she/he needs rather than copying on what other people's are doing..

trend doesn't build a character, but character can be a trend-setter!

membesar sebagai johan!!!

kekekekekke yes baby dah membesar sebagai johan!! i love you to bits.

get ready for more foods and open houses this weekend...

baby-bambam i love you to bits.. i love you soo much!

my countless sabah trip

i have never wrote an entry on my trip to KK.. just because of i'm too tired to write anything or i am just plain lazy to download pictures.. or i dont even bother to take my camera with me for the trip..thanks to najmi... i have now a camera phone... ahahahaha and i have ample opportuniy to record whatever in my way... thus this is my sabah trip entry!

i was supposed to fly out on monday.. but instead.. there were changed of plans on the sabah side.. requires me to in KK on monday morning hence... sunday travelling is sumwhat unavoidable... a day after my mom decided to have her adhoc raya open house! (hahahaha kenapa tak jemput anda2... - sile noticed the word ad-hoc... kalau jemput dan2 sure org ingat makanan tak habes baru nak jemput wawawawa) anyway... it was supposed to be a small makan2 for 3 families.. but instead.. sume relatives dari melaka pj n besan mesan sume dtg... - tgn kaki mulut sume dah letih.... plus.. i have another three dulang hantaran to finish... mmg nangis...

anyway alhamdulillah... open house was a success, hantaran siap... kekekeke one more problem ... i forgot what time was my flight and i lost my office key! yippeeeee.... bagus!

called almost everyone yang takut nak angkat phone... ahahahaha takut kena kerah keje hari ahad.. (weiiii... i am not that evil anymore).. ahaks...

last last have to called MAS and confirmed on my flights.... haish.. nasib baik.... sampai airport.. baby.. beli bandange n balut tgn saya.. oh yes... i injured myself.. masa masak2... ahahah actually... masa GORENG telur untuk baby... daymnnn.... (ehem... saya pandai masak tau!!! accicdent je haritu)

ni tangan saya.... sampai airport flight pulak delay... 45 minit.... grrrrr... grrrr.... its

sunday and im tired,... and the unfinished presentation slides kept bugging me.... lalalalalal sampai kat KK terus check in hutel.... tidur... bgn.. tgk man u menang? pastu buat presentation... pastu tidor balik... kekekeke and waking up to this....

the presentation was ok.. not much comment except it was unconcluded... pack up things... and went back to aps borneo office... sebelum tu singgah kat RCH... makan ayam kung po.. sambil2 cari adapter for phone... hihi.. nnt takleh plak nak amik gambar byk2...

ni ayam kungpo... hiks hiks... not bad... me likey likey vely mush....

4pm.. head to KKIA... - KL..... while waiting... for my flight... singgah sebentar di warung bintang-kumbang... and had.. the delicious choco banana muffin...

ok dah.. tu ajer... balik... masa landing flight tu mcm sikit gile.. it was rocking to the left and right... i wonder y?.. had many shares of weird landing... and this is one of it...

byknyer mende nak tulis...

okeh.. this is to prove that i am not that Blogger TEgar.. ahahah which have time to update the entry even in hari raya.. altho i have tried many times to write sumthing!!! ah well... let me begin this entry with...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

my hari raya was.. AWESOME... our first raya was a little bit hazy... biasalah.. first time nak kena raya byk2 tempat... for this year it was more organized.. alhamdulillah.. all praised to Allah.. yang melimpahkan rezeki and the ease given to me n hubby to steer our raya.. safely...

1 week before raya.. sibuk siapkan tempahan untuk masyarakat masyarakata setempat... huwaaaaa... 40 botol kuih tart untuk pelanggan2 tetap berjaya disiapkan... ahahaha rasa nak pengsan pon ado...

two days before raya.. baru tekedek kedek nak beli barang2 hari raya.. ah well... ok jer kot.. its only the two of us.. nasib baik dapat carik baju raya, tudung raya, handbag raya kasut raya on taim!!!! first stop.. gi parkson.. tempat biasa hubby baby cekau baju raya.. alhamdulillah ada plak kaler yang matching.. then next stop.. gi charles n keith.. bought a cute handbag... beli kasut.. (err no more three inch heels for me this year huwaaaaaa under certain circumstances and health reason... my ankle tendon (ada ke mende panggil ankle tendon? alalal whatever)

comel tak baju raya saya.. mak mentua saya yang belikan.. lalalaala..

pagi raya at no.9!! weeeeeeee.. under unavoided circumstances.. kak ni pon beraya bersama sama kitorg this year.. alhamdulillah... apis pon sempat sampai rumah... subuh raya.. so all of us were at home.. except apis.. he is literary there.. (he slept all day long)...

petang raya pertama.. terus gerak balik ke kemaman... nak catch abang and the rest ( dah 6 tahun abg tak rayaa kemaman... ) so we were thinking that it is appropriate for us.. to be with family... alhamdulillah.. my family sume ada.. and baby's family pun sume ada.. pure bliss!

stayed in kemaman for three days.. before went home to KD... i have last minute order from a customer for a 9 dulang hantaran.. ah yes.. i am very busy during festive season...

and today.. im sitting in my sabah office.. just finished on a technical presentation to the utility management technical coordination committee.. on a hydroelectric project which was done long ago... dont really want to talk about it.. but one thing for sure.. I have tonnes of things to do... and to come back to KK early october... semoga Allah memudahkan segala urusan... aminnn

wish me well... and let me share a dua... for those who need extra strength to steer our busy hectice life... Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

"O my Lord! let my entry be by the Gate of Truth and Honor and likewise my exit by the Gate of Truth and Honor; and grant me from Thy Presence an authority to aid (me)."Surah Isra (17) verse 80.

cerita cheezy wedges

lalala.. kenapa lah tekak org puasa ni ... semlm tgk gambar cheezy wedges kat FB.. my cousin kat melaka makan buat bukak posa.. terus kepingin.. tgk cheezy wedges tu alahai.. sedapnyer.. ahaks..

so yesterday.. dah pesan awal2 kat hubby baby... nnt dah balik main gop.. sile singgah key-eff-see saya mau cheezy wedges.. sian kat hubby.. boleh lah plak KFC yang berdekatan ngan umah ni tutup.. renovate etc.. ish ish ish.. sampai ke PJ mencarikan cheezy wedges..

dah nak kol 3 pagi baru sampai rumah!.. thank you b. I love you.

(credit to this blog.. cantik gambar cheezy wedges dia http://ayinemran.blogspot.com/2008_02_01_archive.html)

tapi tiba tiba bila tengok gambar ni.. terasa nak lagi kat cheezy wedges ni...

nak raya!!

sesi pengutipan duit raya dari bos2 sedang dijalankan..

alhamdulillah hiks hiks...

(*omg i got a lists of things to buy ~kekek bonus dah semakin menyusut.. baru tgk list)

e eh .. nak raya dah ke?

kekekek nak raya dah ke.. mmg lah dah nak raya... semlm dah siap tart lagi 500 bijik untuk salam.. on saturday.. dah deliver 500 kat dja.. hiks hiks...

my house smells like butter.. my hair.. my skin! kekekkee ni pulak ingat mlm ni nak buat biskut oren miahahahahaha... me likey likey vely mush.. pastu nak buat balance tart untuk mommy and umi... so tahun ni depa ada 4 jenis cookies from me... brought the macaroon for them.. pastu ada batang buruk... biskut oren n tart.. alhamdulillah.. oklah tu..

baju raya... hiks hiks... tahun ni baju raya ada 3 pasang! tapi satu dah pakai ke merata rata... tak jadik lah ia baju raya... miahahahahha

mlm ni nak kemas2 rumah... nak raya lah katakan.. kekekek sume nak buat .. kemas rumah buat biskut... last last hari2 tidur kul 2... bgn balik kul 4.30 tidur balik kul 6.... :( letih.. nasib baik hubby baby rajin tolong2.. hiks hiks tolong with the dishes and suke sapu2 rumah.

ok nuff playing around.. i need to some transient recovery voltage study... sigh...

a new obsession!!

i'm obsessing over someone.. him again??

tart in the making...

urgh... puasa tinggal berapa hari je lagi.... :( cepat jer rasa..

semlm sempat lagi masak mi lidi and udang celup tepung... kekeke alasan untuk menu malas ni... skrg tgh baking... yup im in the middle of siapkan semua tempahan..

tapi mmg macam tak larat aje puasa ni.. rasa nak pengsan.. ahahahah sebab kerja byk kot..

hari ni takde mood langsung nak buat kerja.. eventho kerja melambak2... had discussion with bos this morning.. mcm nak kena buat byk tambahan ajer.. urgh....

schedule untuk ke sabah dah ada.. will be flying to KK on the 21st.. rasa2 macam nak fly out 20.. and coming back on the 21st.. sebab kena ada kat sini on the 22nd! mesti!!! hihihihihihih

oh btw.. i have a happy dancing feet today!! kekekek cant help it!! but feel like dancing.. kekeke dgn bonus tak masuk2 lagi but still i'm in a hppy dancing mood!

MERDEKA!

Its a ritual for me to wake up early and sit in front of the TV on 31st August.. haha teringat masa kecik2.. arwah nenek and atuk will ask us to watch the parade.. it may sound too unreal but we will clap and cheer in front of the telly .. haha and remembering everytime the retired armforce contigent passed by my grandfather will just mimicking his friend faces and tell them to get the hell off the street.. they are about to die.. haha! and this happened almost every year

I have a very condusive home growing up.. my grandparents are the best parents i could have.

anyway, back to my merdeka story.. I took part in the merdeka parade in the year 1993! I was thirteenth that time.. and it is such an experience I will never forget the heart thumping.. with sense of pride and the urge untuk tak main lagu sumbang and not to trip jatuh bergolek depan Agong haha!!!

well time flies.. when mommy came back.. i thought living abroad for gejellion years will make her different from my grandparents.. but no..i think we were born patriotic.. mommy loves going to the merdeka parade.. she feels alive.. and dgn duduk bersila with her slr (ok dslr x lagi in 1999 ok kalau ada pun ntah kat celah mana) she capture all the sweet moment passes her by... :) *sweet*

today, i still found myself sitting in front of the telly again.. awestrucked with pride! with the best merdeka celebration ever.. and i witnessed the first national day

celebration indoor!! ~ alhamdulillah.. Allah masih berikan kesempatan for me to wake up and live for another Merdeka day..

what i have noticed today.. and every other merdeka day is that... yang masih berkobar2 dan bersemangat (secara sukarela atau paksa rela.. ) are still mofe malays... dan armforce kita juga masih didominasi oleh kaum melayu

dalam sibuk2 some of the political parties requesting untuk hak kerakyatan yang sama rata.. I will never found myself agree with that..not until the day when chinese, Indian and other races are willing to work and shed their blood for Malaysia..

note to evil racist-politician: we have been sharing this country for soo long.. so let us be..

anyway, my baby said.. we will only be Satu Malaysia.. if orang melayu berhenti sifat dengki n bodoh sombong, the chinese stop being sellfish and the indian stop oppressing other indian

and for me selagi hayat dikandung badan.. Malaysia tetap Negaraku..(altho sometimes mmg dah give up with the stupid politics ~ i could not find a better place to call home)

ah well people.. enjoy your day!:) i'm not racist.. but im just telling the truth

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

quick entry...

ok.. it seems that ramadhan has really taken a toll on me.. :) with too many event - families and friends to attend to..

friday.. went back to kemaman.... reason: saje! ahahahaha nice huh... had a nice buka puasa.. (yang best nyer umi n abah buke kat surau.. ) hamek.. balik tak bgtau.. but of course.. umi dah siapkan makanan yang best2 ... kekekeke and we get to have 2 sahur with them and a late nite supper... oklah tuh...

saturday.. arrived KL around 5.30 in the afternoon.. then off we go for the kemamanian buka puasa... alhamdulillah everyone was there... :) it was baby's turf.. so i dont do much thing than sit around and minggle with his friend and his friend other half. it was quite a nice evening to be shared with friends..

see picture tells a thousand words.. :) tu anak ah chong he is turning 3... omg bam! bam!!!!

sunday: had iftar with moi family... kak ni masak ketam ikan tempe terung.. u name it u got it... hiks hiks.. i always love being the so called last.. ahahahah either kat rumah mommy, kakak or mak mentua... i dont have to do a thing!!... im the menyemak element in the kitchen... *pure bliss* dtg makan makan makan ajer.. and y favorite question is.. *kak iykin nak makan apa ckp aje... weeeeeeeeee* alhamdulillah...

ok thats all... i must go and go through a report... *sigh*

penatnyer...

lately... macam tak bermaya jer... balik rumah.. terus bedebam!!! mengadap bantal2 dan katil tercinta.. ahaks.. and i will woke up at 3-4 in the morning and kemas rumah and siapkan sahur mana yang patut...

:p... aci? maybe im too tired with the office work! and all the travelling ...

masak pun.. tak seberapa... tak sempat lagi nak masak asam ayam... kekeke

decided tonight we will eat at hotel singgahsana again! kekekekek I have another three coupon to use.. and decided to bring along herol.. cian cian bini jauh.. kalau coupon ni byk mmg dah hangkut satu kampung.. kekekek

The professor in L**** University contacted me yesterday.. asking for my application letter for the phd studentship... the topic is good enough.. but i am not so interested in the studentship offered.. 14thousand pound a year that'll be used to pay the tuiton fees... which will left me about 3600pound for a whole year!! ahahahah mau makan apa ini??.. ah well apply dulu.. decide later..

ni city centre lincoln.. *Urgh* ahahah im very used to bustling city of glasgow.. i wonder if i can cope it here.. eceh.. baru send in application form.. *takpe takpe berangan tu takpe*

Im busy helping coordinating some lecture programme and a 3 day course on emtp .. :) hope everything will turn out alright.. we have quite a good response... the house is almost full!! yay!

yesterday i had a short meeting trip to kota kinabalu.. arrived kk at 10 am.. go through the report and attend a CRAZY meeting at 2.30... I am very disapointed sometimes.. with people who does not appreciate engineering.. who does not appreciate technical procedures... haish... commenting on logic will not help!!! *sigh*

and this person cannot differentiate between.. cannot be done.. and refuse to do! urghhhhhh malas nak citer... ahaks.. whatever it is.. landed KL at 8.30 tanpa kelibat baby.. ha!!! lambat lagi lah ni.. plus my arrival was ahead of schedule..

hey hey!

ngeee alhamdulillah.. dah settle satu perkara.. i have completed the 3 day course.. next week i'm off to Sabah.. and that'll be the last trip in Ramadhan.. (i hope) .. seems like forever pulak tak update blog nih.. alasan biasa.. im busy and furthermore.. i always find conducting course is very tiring.. metally and physically...

anyway here's what i have been doing for the past week...

ting-tong-ting-tong alexander

oh.. i like to believe that ramadhan is the best time for to practise some cooking skill.. gambar bawah tu leftover dari makan2 dari rumah mommies.. :) finally berjaya masak ayam masak lemak and ketam berlada.. i still have a list of dishes to cook.. i just need to find the perfect time to do it...

rasa mcm dah masak macam2 tapi lately ni mcm tak bermaya je. (puasa.. ..) habis masak.. makan.. kemas...so takde kudrat nakposing2 kan pinggan lauk tu nak amik gambar.. lagi satu rasa basuh pinggan tak habis2 kat rumah tu.. rasa mcm dah basuh.. then tgk2 ada je menda dlm sinki.. (ahahahah lapar kot.. start to hallucinate)

kami hamba kucing! (we r the cat slaves)

kekekek bulan bulan puasa ni .. baby rajin pulak melayan all my furballs... crazy-owie is in heat.. and she seems restless.. and with the condition of my crazy neighbourhood.. i dare not let owie to play outside.. jadi baby lah yang terpaksa melayan kehendak anak dara sorang ni nak tgk pokok and tgk kereta... *sigh*

adik new munchkin pun dah besar2... gebu gebu mcm apam!!! and dah start walking around macam mainan rosak... since dah dapat lesen kaki.. terpaksa.. duduk dlm cage.. its time for them to be potty-trained...

I really need to get a new place sooner or later ni.. kesian all the furballs.. and im planning to sell adik's munchkin this time!! muahahahahah selling 'em cheap.. so siapa yang nak anak kucing baka persian and norwegian forest you can contact me..

makan makan ramadhan.. iftar

aaahhhhh rasa mcm nak nangis jer... ingta boleh lah macam nak loose some weight ke apa bulan ramadhan ni.. macam takde menda jadi pon.. ahahahah lagi bam bam ada.. hihi look at my baby.. he is expanding (blame the camera.. he is not..) selang sehari gi goping.. sure kurus nnt...

anyway.. this was taken on wednesday.. we wnet for buka puasa at hotel singgahsana... hotel tu gila spooky.. but at night it turns to be some hot place for iftar! and the food was delicious ( that is the only fair thing to say about the buffet) .. and both of us makan kambing dgn bersungguh2.. kekekek (going again next week..) again malas nak amik2 gambar makanan.. lapar... hihi

so plan minggu depan... ada majlis buka puasa kemamanian,pastu i ada majlis buka puasa with my buddies... cant wait to meet them!! errr... what to wear ni? *sigh*

Ramadhan and working as usual

kekke ramadhan and working as usual is very unusual.. this is the time i usually spend on reading new articles.. new journals.. sleeping under the table .. ahahahah but this year ramadhan is different..

Today is the first day im giving a course on engineering design analysis to a total of 25 engineers..*sigh* ~ dengan baby lupa nak pasang jam.. (again...) terus tak jadi nak masak pedas ayam.. ngan telur dadar for sahur.. *compom mlm ni akan ku masak ayam masak asam pedas tu before went to bed..*

my knees all went weak.. by 3 pm.. i dont think I have any saliva left in my mouth (yada yada exaggeration!) ahahahahaha anyway.. alhamdulillah.. the course went well.. another day tomorow.. a very responsive participant.. and I think I have grew to become quite a competent consultant as compared to 4 years ago.. eceh.. but of course.. i will need to work harder to improve on my knowledge.. *one do not want to be left behind.. hihi*

4 years ago i would fumbled fumbled ad fumbled on words..

haih.. next week.. im attending a meeting in kota kinabalu.. for a hydroelectric project done 3 years ago.. ahaks..( the report was just recently sent.. ) aiseh.. sedih betul..

anyway cant wait to go back to kemaman next week!!! weeeeee..... this weekend berbuka umah kak noni.. then balik kemaman!!! yay! boleh tgk baju raya.. *ibumertuasayawalaupundiagarangtapidiasgtbest* ~ iks iks.. ada 3 pasang.. ha hamek.. kekekekek 1 of the kain was a present from umi, 1 was the wedding present and 1 is a cotton bought in bandung!!! alhamdulillah..

As i said to hubby baby.. alhamdulillah.. this year is way better than last year.. in terms of most thing!!

perseverance pays alhamdulillah!

alamak!!!

kekekek subconsciously i switched off the alarm and continue to sleep... ahahahh which resulting into a 5.30 sahur.. with yesterday's dishes.. nasib baik ada lagi lauk and nasi for hubby-baby... :( aiseh.. ahahah baru hari ke3 dah ada pecubaan untuk tidak bangun sahur.. *bad iykin.. bad bad iykin*

ahaks.. sorry baby.. anyway... i think i willl try not to buy lauk at pasar ramadhan anymore.. my stomach went cranky.. baby's stomach went cranky.. and my tonsilseems to have swollen a bit..

doing work from home is okay for me sometimes.. less disruption..

ok.. things to do today

1. siapkan course material for next week..

2. pastu rasa macam nak buat karipap!!! hihihihihi

will update later...

Ramadhan is Here Again

My ramadhan

Alhamdulillah.. Allah still gave me a chance to savor this month of rahmah!

last year when i resorted to write on teraweeh.. I got a pretty decent comment from a typical reader who seems to enjoy being typical.. typical critical people.. see the world on the hate side..

Islam is not Taboo.. :) and i dont tend to keep hush-hush on my religion.. i am just human.. and i am not a good follower and still learning but i'm faithful.. and with that.. I pray that Allah will show me the correct way..

(so if somebody out there.. seems to sakit hati with an ibadat entry from a person who doesnt cover herself very well.. please feel free to look for the 'x' sign on the right of the window tap.. i think that will certainly help..)

anyway i dont write for the pleasure of others.. and to cater for audience need.. so here goes..

This year.. I tend to make my Ramadhan more fruitful.. to be a more faithful muslim in term of my prayer, to be a good daughter to my mom and dad and in-laws, to be a faithful wife to my husband and to learn to be a better person... Insya-Allah.

Hopefully.. dlm sibuk2 nak review about food and places to eat for berbuka.. I hope i will not forget what Ramadhan is all about..

Happy Ramadhan baby!!!

Food entry..

Alhamdulillah... this year marked my second year as a wife..

Hiks hiks.. semlm selamat lah masak ayam masak merah, sotong goreng kunyit and omelette's untuk sahur (urgh... berperang-perang ngan dapur.. at 4.45 in the morning) kekekke dgn dapur satu tungku.. aiseh.. mmg la bersilat..

hari ni.. alhamdulillah.. rezeki mama tapaukan ayam kurma, sayur goreng udang, kerabu pucuk paku and omellette's juga..

and whats for berbuka.. ahahah now this is called.. a wife dilemma!

I need to look for a recipe book .. if i were to cook everyday.. I will need to have variations.. *sigh*

Salam Ramadhan

one thing that im not ...

i may of many things... but 1 thing that i am very certain that i'm not.. Im not too LAZY.. hiks hiks..

:) ..

Now lets look what is Lazy is all about... from cikgugel fren ms.wiki-apadia.. laziness is DISINCLINATION to ACTIVITY or EXERTION despite HAVING THE ABILITY TO DO SO..

and for me there's a fine line between laziness and not wanting to do something... hiks hiks..

and for me.. I have learn that being diligent pays.. Alhamdulillah.. boasting this is not.. but as i always believe.. that Islam emphasizes action. Believers are those who work, work hard and continue to work until the end.

But of course, the work must be done with the consciousness of Allah s.w.t.

:) so work hard people.. Insyallah, It pays.. if not here in the hereafter..

kerja itu amanah to oneself and to others..

hiks hiks nuff said.. but i have 1 problem.. sometimes.. i cant deliver during working hours (but i'll make sure i'll deliver within the schedule).. and i need to change this weird working hours of mine if i want to have family... but my work is not routine.. i dont do the same thing day in and day out.. *sigh*

both of us have this weird working hours.. i wonder how it would be when both of us have our little munchkins.. ahaks.. should be no problem staying up kot..

love the way you lie..

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

sleepy day.

i'm sleepy.

hiks hiks im sleepy and im bored.. I am finishing my course notes for a course on cb. :) and im bored. definitely.. sgt sgt!!! I'm making myself busy this ramadhan!

17-19: giving a course on CB. - course notes ready

23-24: engineering management practise

25-26: Safety and Health at work

and then i'm left with code of ethics.. which i think can be done in the month of September

but i will need to wait until early 2012 to sit for the PAE examination.. haih... *ok ok.. this is the price to pay when you are not registered right away after your graduation..*

kekekek anyway... patient is virtue.... patient is virtue...

:) trying to be COOL...

:) i was giving some advice to my so-called 14 year old niece - telling her not to dwell too much in puppy love.. hahaha actually i have no plan to give her the advice.. but last sunday.. when i was at mommie's she told me that the girl grandmother ask my mom to talk to the girl.. stop social networking in the internet... she's failing all of her paper.. aisey..

so yesterday.. when she wrote something sounded like a twenty year old woman giving up on love.. i just told her to stop panicking about love. about a boy... she is wayyy to young... enjoy the time being young.. make loads of friend.. try every thing (that is healthy) and learn as much as she can... *sigh- sometimes.. i wish to tell the youngsters.. not to waste their time in a virtual world...*

(ha-ha... im out of the youngsters leg already.. i have had my share and i have selected friends and community i want to be in)

anyway.. suddenly come this lady (her father-side relative .. ) commented.. "Cayalah ***!"...

OMG!!!! you do not support a 14 year old girl like that!! !!!! kekekek perhaps the lady (ehem.. she is also my age) nak sounded cool...

you can be cool.. but sometimes... people need to be responsible.. being cool today.. will not help her in the future.. what i'm worried... at the end of the day.. this trying to be cool people are those who will give 'teruk betul budak ni' comment without feeling guilty at all! pastu nt ckp.. tu lah ni lah budak besar takde mak..

sigh. typical soo typical. but what to do.

ladies.. stop being cool tak bertempat.. (*ahahah tapi nnt nampak cam sombong... aisey thats me.. how?* - like i care.. all i know.. this is all that i can do to help.. i will not support youngsters yang in love sampai taknak belajar.. no way!! they are somebody's children.. yang satu hari menjadi harapan mak bapak..)

i have made a lot of mistakes during my youth time.. but i try my best to learn from it.. as i said i am only human. That girl could not help not to fall in love.. and she is only human too... but at least with older people showing the right way.. she can make a good decision and experience those feeling in a better way (and not failing exams).. I hope.

sometimes coffee makes me restless

hihi...

yes. sometimes coffee can make me go restless... hihi (*see the way i gigle)

anyway.. today i vow to stop taking adib's roasted bean coffee... its too heavy for me.. i can barely sleep last night.

Oh well.. I have tonnes of things to write, but i decided to make myself a wee busy this morning.. I want to update the CAPE database and send it over to sabah. I have finish my protection report on PCPR.. and I have 1 paper on lightning to read.. Tadaaaa!!!! see how i can make myself busy...

anyway.. for me u can always find something to do... if you want to do it..

life lesson

to be thankful, dream big and never give up