The Eve of my 30rd Birthday.

when most of people said age is not a matter.. for me it does.. :) for me it represent the milestone of your life achievement.

i wish i can go for a holiday and celebrate my birthday. heheheh but celebrating your birthday with around your love ones.. is definitely the best thing evah!

Alhamdulillah, and here i am sitting in my office.. :) felt blessed enough with all the God given opportunity and love.

i am short of one thing for sure.. :) errr two things.. errr actually FOUR! (ahahha sungguh tamak) i want to finish my MSc. and PhD. (before 40 lah nak buek camno.. ), I want to have my Ir. (hahaha yang ni yang paling insyallah.. since .. im halfway there!) and I want children.. hmmm ha yang bab children ni mmg kena beserah pada Allah yang Maha Esa... doaku pada petang hari ku dibawa keduniaMu Ya Allah yang Maha Agung...

I pray that Allah will grant me children, good ones.. who can pray for me one day.. I pray that Allah will not let me be misguided.. and I pray that I can be in my best of Iman so that i will not wear my hijab only at times. pray 4/5 or 3/5 (pukk!! things that i am not proud of.. but i always skipped my prayers).. (not all the time). and I pray that i will the best daughter my parents and in-laws can have and a good wife to my husband.

happy thirtieth dear me!

Ye sudah ada yang mengucapkan selamat hari jadi!

hiks hiks... 1 2 3 nangis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok wait! im still in my late twenties... :D anyway.. ALhamdulillah... masih dikurniakan Allah s.w.t kehidupan..

i am grateful for my life, its not perfect and i always complains.. but im trying my very best to live it day by day with my love ones around me.. ah well...

its time!

i'm writing on SUnday! oh yeah!

:D i am currently reading books on marketing and PR! uuuuuuuu at starbuck borders! teringat zaman di glasgow dulu.. saja gi borders minum starbuck sambil baca baca buku.. yep... i enjoyed those moment... i enjoyed most of my starbucks moment.. coffee and books... and something about the smell that makes you remember about things.

how to operate a coffee shops that gives you comfort?

kekek anyway.. got to read some books and start to write on some proposals.. :D (im doing some pro-bono-publico work for dear hubby... kekekek im still an engineer at heart! ahahah NOT!)

anyway.. few more days to go.. i'll be thirty!! OMG!!!!

tapi alhamdulillah.. 30 years Allah have blessed me with a good life..

alhamdulillah.

drooling over bags, totes and sneakers...

i need 980+1350 for a tote, a satchel and a sneaker... rasa macam nak nangis pun ada... since i wanted them sooo bad!!!! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

*i was thinking maybe aku ni kenan handbag kot!!! got to ask mommymonstah.. what did she do while conceiving me...* looking at her collection of matching handbags and stilettos of lanvin and YSL.. nangis.. wonder y she didnt bring them back. ok ok.. continuing to work like a crazy monster.. bulan depan rasa macam nak pergi bercuti... ngeeeeeeee (*bos saya mau bonus!!! cepatlah!)

hmmmm anyway... *berbaloi ke nak gi rompak bank sebab nak beli handbag?* and aci ke.. kalau say.. *yeah! it is* - puk kepala sendiri...

anyway anyway.. just want to remind whoever reading this... i actually prefer to speak/write bilingual (english and malay) not because i went to glasgow or anything ( i have my fair share of broken and grammatical error etc etc yada yada)... its just who i am... i am like this since forever.. kekkeke and my parents are bilingual too.. ahahah except mommymonstah.. kadang2 lidah dia terkeluar ayat ayat siam.. wawawawa

oh by the wayyyyy.... its friday!!!!!!!!!!!!! hiks hiks... and i think i miss my dear husband... :D i need kasih sayang this weekend! thinking of visiting my papa lah... :D boleh ke baby?

penyejuk hati... something i stumbled upon.

"the strongest position regarding women in Paradise is that they too will have a

mate: each woman (even those who died single) will have a husband to take care of her and

satisfy her. There are no singles in Paradise; Allah only mentions the female companions of men

because men are more overtly sexual creatures. Most women will have their partners of this life

in Paradise (and these partners will be the best for them in every aspect), but for those who don’t,they too shall be blessed with partners in the next"

kasih dunia dan akhirat. insyaAllah.

Baby Boom!

alhamdulillah... its a good day indeed.

hiks its definitely those time of year... :) baby boom nyer time .. congratulations to everyone (whom conceived and have delivered)!!!!

monday already!

Yes people believe it or not.. its already monday! Ya Allah, cepatnya masa berlalu.

takut pun ada sekrang ni.

anyways, my weekend was somewhat perfect and tiring.. i dont have much to talk about these few days.. nothing interest me other than.. a good quite time at home. Need to catch up with the cinema... summer movies are here.. so here are my preferences this year

1. iron man 2 - yup.. mau tgk my nyummy hunky robert downey jr. (he got attitude!)

2. the losers - saw the gazette its somewhat cool

3. shutter island - of course.. i cant and will not resist leo d'cap

4. shrek forever after - anogther yummy hunk.. ahahhahaha NOT!!! but i cant wait to watch the kitty..

5. robin hood - and the great Maximus.. is back as Robin hood.. but i enjoyed Russel crowe more in the beautiful mind. (me of course the geeky one)

oh oh.. i gave cookie to mom atlast. haih.. a bit sad.. but my cats definitely need a new home! definitely.. and since we are only keeping 6 cats with us.. i have to let go another 3 kitten.. and i have found them a good owner.. InsyaAllah.. they will be taken care off nicely or perhaps better.

and i say goodbye to another precious thing of mine.. my timberland sandal! huwaaaaa.... i love you too much! and now.. i have to let you go... gegeggegege i love this sandal to bit! to bit i tell you.. hhi tapi sekrang kulit sume nak tercabut dan megeluarkan bau yang kurang menyenangkan apabila ditimpa hujan... so i have to gave you up.. but not throwing you to the dustbin just yet.. ngeeeeeeee

@ pali's place... kemaman

welcome to do-do island!.

yep.. time does flies nowadays.. and we are almost into mid-april.. soon it'll be May!!

weird entry topic today huh! hiks hiks.. (i have one entry on our activity last week.. hulu yam!! on my entry waiting list) its too long to write and i am definitely not in the mood coz im stuck in my do-do island!!

there are too many things for me to do and catch up with.. urgh.. its frustrating when you have too many things to do at one time .. and i was contemplating on many things these days.. i dont really know why.. maybe my hormones is not its best level.. or perhaps at its peak ahahahahah anyway..

going to be 30 in less than 1 month and im getting fatter each day.. consuming late night dinner with hubby!!! urgh!! no more dinner starting tomorow!! i mogok!! ahahah amik sekejap kata kata mrs erol..

so tomorrow my diet is gonna start again!!! but im feeling a wee lethargy-ish.. and why oh why is dat? it was going on so well 3 weeks ago not until the dreaded stupid work demands me to eat and eat like a crazy bunny!! (errr bunny crazy eater ke? aaaarrrhhh ada aku kesah. hiks hiks)

kenapa susah sgt nak kurang 8kg? kenapa? haih... menangis menangis.. know why? sebab im such a stubborn lady.. i am.. takde disiplin.. cry-baby and all.. ahahahah whatever.. urgh please please let me see number 5 infront of the scale instead of 6!

mood: sedih! tapi mcm tak berapa sedih.. kekekke (that answers my stubborn-ess and why i gain back that evil 1kg!!! ) nangis lagi sekali.. (kali ni i mean it)

urgh,... complaining about my hectic life.

definitely... what in my head right now.. is not how i feel in the picture. ahahahahah i am tired of the never ending work schedule.

weekend 1: Sabah

7/4: Ipoh

11/4: kemaman

week after that sabah! haih...

plus the diet are gettin hairwired..

monday i had rice vermicelli.. kekeke (bihun la tuu)

tuesday: half packet of maggie

wednesday: half plate of nasi goreng with tempe and night half bowl of bakso

thursday?

friday?

nak nangis.. and my birthday is in 6 weeks time.

yay!! saya sukeeee!!!

kekeke ok ok.. this is another vain entry of mine. ahahhaha doc kata 'eh eh.. betullah dia dah kurus!!' ahahahahahah sukeeee sikit je lah.. sebab saya masih montel mcm nangka! kekekekek

okeh.. some updates.. weight

need some motivation to keep on my diet program...

taken yesterday... ahahah (disclaimer: this is only camera trick.. i am STILL chubby as usual keh keh keh) but atleast...

and one more thing.. i will only take pictures using iphone 3G s milik si erol..

kekekke yeah!!! pipi tak kembong sgt.. ada sinar harapan yang i did loose some weight

urghhh... lapa ...

kekekke .. its gettin into me dah ni.. hunger pangs! gosh... the supplement should be making me feel full kan? it should be.. but why do i feel hungry.. aha!!!! (kekekek smack my on head) i have it for breakfast this morning.. and now look at the time.. its 2pm!!!

anyway... i have been on the diet for almost 2 weeks! haih la.. except i had rice over two consecutive weekend.. and my weight is still reducing... only 2gms.. ahaaahhha whatever! asalkan turun!

anyway... this week... nyer pre-plan menu (since i really need to reduce some serious whopping 5 pounds) .. lalalalala my kebaya pelpel still waiting anxiously for me to get into her.. (soon my precious.. soon!!) kekekekke ..

monday: i ate 2 herbalife + chicken soup + 2 slices of bread + 2 slices of asyura cake (its rice + meat thingy) .hahahah sounds byk gile..

tuesday: 2 herbalife meal + milo for dinner

wednesday: 2 herbalife meal + milo for dinner

thursday: 2 herbalife meal + milo for dinner

friday: 2 herbalife meal + dinner with parents in law.

please please let me see no 5 in front of the scale.... hiks hiks

laparnya.. tapi dah gemuk..

oh gosh... soo far i managed to lost about 1.7kg.. (yep counting all the fat that i gained during the trip to taiping)... oh gosh.. lets do some math here..

to maintain my current weight = i can eat up to 1930 kcal/day..

to loose 1 pound (err that is about 400gm) per week without exercising.. i need to reduce the calorie intake only to 1400kcal.

now.. if i exercise for 2 hours a day with 1000kcal burning.. i can burn around 7000 kcal/week and that is about 1kg..

now.. if we follow through the math.. cut down food.. to 1400kcal + 120 minutes of moderate exercise/day.. can make you loose 1kg/week.. wah! 4kg in a month.. 8kg in two months.. ahahahahah damm!!! susahnya nak diet.. now let us look how much is 1400kcal of food..

1. Nasi putih (satu setengah cawan) = 260 kalori
2. Nasi lemak bersambal (sepinggan) = 400 kalori
3. Nasi goreng bertelur (sepinggan) = 635 kalori
4. Nasi briyani berayam (sepinggan) = 880 kalori
5. Nasi minyak kosong (sepinggan) = 445 kalori
6. Nasi ayam kosong (sepinggan) = 300 kalori
7. Mee goreng kosong (sepinggan) = 660 kalori
8. Mee sup (semangkuk) = 380 kalori
9. Mee hoon goreng (sepinggan) = 550 kalori
10. Roti putih (2 keping) = 156 kalori
11. Roti canai kosong tanpa kuah (sekeping) = 200 kalori
12. Capati tanpa kuah (sekeping) = 180 kalori
13. Pau ayam (sebiji) = 203 kalori
14. Emping jagung kosong (secawan) =160 kalori

1. Ikan kembong kari berkuah (seekor) = 85 kalori
2. Ikan tenggiri goreng bercili (sepotong) = 142 kalori
3. Ikan kembong goreng (seekor) = 140 kalori
4. Ikan senangin masam manis berkuah (sepotong) = 210 kalori
5. Daging lembu kari berkuah (2 kotak mancis) = 130 kalori
6. Ayam kari berkuah (sepotong) = 250 kalori
7. Ayam goreng (sepotong) = 255 kalori
8. Ayam tandoori (sepotong) = 220 kalori
9. Sambal udang (setengah cawan) = 70 kalori
10. Sambal sotong (setengah cawan) = 55 kalori
11. Telor goreng (sebiji) = 110 kalori
12. Taukua goreng (sekeping) = 110 kalori
13. Kacang panggang dalam tin (2 sudu makan) = 40 kalori

1. Kasui berkelapa parut (sekeping) = 160 kalori
2. Kuih lapis (sekeping) = 130 kalori
3. Bingka ubi (sekeping) = 220 kalori
4. Cekodok Pisang (sebiji sederhana) = 180 kalori
5. Popia goreng (satu) = 130 kalori
6. Popia basah (satu) = 95 kalori
7. Pisang goreng (sekeping) = 170 kalori
8. Kek biasa tanpa krim (sepotong) = 87 kalori
9. Karipap (sebiji) = 130 kalori
10. Sandwich sardin (sekeping) = 70 kalori
11. Bubur kacang (semangkuk) = 100 kalori

now people do your own math... mix and match the food.. and live!!!! hiks hiks...