Ramadhan and working as usual

kekke ramadhan and working as usual is very unusual.. this is the time i usually spend on reading new articles.. new journals.. sleeping under the table .. ahahahah but this year ramadhan is different..

Today is the first day im giving a course on engineering design analysis to a total of 25 engineers..*sigh* ~ dengan baby lupa nak pasang jam.. (again...) terus tak jadi nak masak pedas ayam.. ngan telur dadar for sahur.. *compom mlm ni akan ku masak ayam masak asam pedas tu before went to bed..*

my knees all went weak.. by 3 pm.. i dont think I have any saliva left in my mouth (yada yada exaggeration!) ahahahahaha anyway.. alhamdulillah.. the course went well.. another day tomorow.. a very responsive participant.. and I think I have grew to become quite a competent consultant as compared to 4 years ago.. eceh.. but of course.. i will need to work harder to improve on my knowledge.. *one do not want to be left behind.. hihi*

4 years ago i would fumbled fumbled ad fumbled on words..

haih.. next week.. im attending a meeting in kota kinabalu.. for a hydroelectric project done 3 years ago.. ahaks..( the report was just recently sent.. ) aiseh.. sedih betul..

anyway cant wait to go back to kemaman next week!!! weeeeee..... this weekend berbuka umah kak noni.. then balik kemaman!!! yay! boleh tgk baju raya.. *ibumertuasayawalaupundiagarangtapidiasgtbest* ~ iks iks.. ada 3 pasang.. ha hamek.. kekekekek 1 of the kain was a present from umi, 1 was the wedding present and 1 is a cotton bought in bandung!!! alhamdulillah..

As i said to hubby baby.. alhamdulillah.. this year is way better than last year.. in terms of most thing!!

perseverance pays alhamdulillah!

alamak!!!

kekekek subconsciously i switched off the alarm and continue to sleep... ahahahh which resulting into a 5.30 sahur.. with yesterday's dishes.. nasib baik ada lagi lauk and nasi for hubby-baby... :( aiseh.. ahahah baru hari ke3 dah ada pecubaan untuk tidak bangun sahur.. *bad iykin.. bad bad iykin*

ahaks.. sorry baby.. anyway... i think i willl try not to buy lauk at pasar ramadhan anymore.. my stomach went cranky.. baby's stomach went cranky.. and my tonsilseems to have swollen a bit..

doing work from home is okay for me sometimes.. less disruption..

ok.. things to do today

1. siapkan course material for next week..

2. pastu rasa macam nak buat karipap!!! hihihihihi

will update later...

Ramadhan is Here Again

My ramadhan

Alhamdulillah.. Allah still gave me a chance to savor this month of rahmah!

last year when i resorted to write on teraweeh.. I got a pretty decent comment from a typical reader who seems to enjoy being typical.. typical critical people.. see the world on the hate side..

Islam is not Taboo.. :) and i dont tend to keep hush-hush on my religion.. i am just human.. and i am not a good follower and still learning but i'm faithful.. and with that.. I pray that Allah will show me the correct way..

(so if somebody out there.. seems to sakit hati with an ibadat entry from a person who doesnt cover herself very well.. please feel free to look for the 'x' sign on the right of the window tap.. i think that will certainly help..)

anyway i dont write for the pleasure of others.. and to cater for audience need.. so here goes..

This year.. I tend to make my Ramadhan more fruitful.. to be a more faithful muslim in term of my prayer, to be a good daughter to my mom and dad and in-laws, to be a faithful wife to my husband and to learn to be a better person... Insya-Allah.

Hopefully.. dlm sibuk2 nak review about food and places to eat for berbuka.. I hope i will not forget what Ramadhan is all about..

Happy Ramadhan baby!!!

Food entry..

Alhamdulillah... this year marked my second year as a wife..

Hiks hiks.. semlm selamat lah masak ayam masak merah, sotong goreng kunyit and omelette's untuk sahur (urgh... berperang-perang ngan dapur.. at 4.45 in the morning) kekekke dgn dapur satu tungku.. aiseh.. mmg la bersilat..

hari ni.. alhamdulillah.. rezeki mama tapaukan ayam kurma, sayur goreng udang, kerabu pucuk paku and omellette's juga..

and whats for berbuka.. ahahah now this is called.. a wife dilemma!

I need to look for a recipe book .. if i were to cook everyday.. I will need to have variations.. *sigh*

Salam Ramadhan

one thing that im not ...

i may of many things... but 1 thing that i am very certain that i'm not.. Im not too LAZY.. hiks hiks..

:) ..

Now lets look what is Lazy is all about... from cikgugel fren ms.wiki-apadia.. laziness is DISINCLINATION to ACTIVITY or EXERTION despite HAVING THE ABILITY TO DO SO..

and for me there's a fine line between laziness and not wanting to do something... hiks hiks..

and for me.. I have learn that being diligent pays.. Alhamdulillah.. boasting this is not.. but as i always believe.. that Islam emphasizes action. Believers are those who work, work hard and continue to work until the end.

But of course, the work must be done with the consciousness of Allah s.w.t.

:) so work hard people.. Insyallah, It pays.. if not here in the hereafter..

kerja itu amanah to oneself and to others..

hiks hiks nuff said.. but i have 1 problem.. sometimes.. i cant deliver during working hours (but i'll make sure i'll deliver within the schedule).. and i need to change this weird working hours of mine if i want to have family... but my work is not routine.. i dont do the same thing day in and day out.. *sigh*

both of us have this weird working hours.. i wonder how it would be when both of us have our little munchkins.. ahaks.. should be no problem staying up kot..

love the way you lie..

Just gonna stand there

And watch me burn

But that's alright

Because I like

The way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

And hear me cry

But that's alright

Because I love

The way you lie

I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

sleepy day.

i'm sleepy.

hiks hiks im sleepy and im bored.. I am finishing my course notes for a course on cb. :) and im bored. definitely.. sgt sgt!!! I'm making myself busy this ramadhan!

17-19: giving a course on CB. - course notes ready

23-24: engineering management practise

25-26: Safety and Health at work

and then i'm left with code of ethics.. which i think can be done in the month of September

but i will need to wait until early 2012 to sit for the PAE examination.. haih... *ok ok.. this is the price to pay when you are not registered right away after your graduation..*

kekekek anyway... patient is virtue.... patient is virtue...

:) trying to be COOL...

:) i was giving some advice to my so-called 14 year old niece - telling her not to dwell too much in puppy love.. hahaha actually i have no plan to give her the advice.. but last sunday.. when i was at mommie's she told me that the girl grandmother ask my mom to talk to the girl.. stop social networking in the internet... she's failing all of her paper.. aisey..

so yesterday.. when she wrote something sounded like a twenty year old woman giving up on love.. i just told her to stop panicking about love. about a boy... she is wayyy to young... enjoy the time being young.. make loads of friend.. try every thing (that is healthy) and learn as much as she can... *sigh- sometimes.. i wish to tell the youngsters.. not to waste their time in a virtual world...*

(ha-ha... im out of the youngsters leg already.. i have had my share and i have selected friends and community i want to be in)

anyway.. suddenly come this lady (her father-side relative .. ) commented.. "Cayalah ***!"...

OMG!!!! you do not support a 14 year old girl like that!! !!!! kekekek perhaps the lady (ehem.. she is also my age) nak sounded cool...

you can be cool.. but sometimes... people need to be responsible.. being cool today.. will not help her in the future.. what i'm worried... at the end of the day.. this trying to be cool people are those who will give 'teruk betul budak ni' comment without feeling guilty at all! pastu nt ckp.. tu lah ni lah budak besar takde mak..

sigh. typical soo typical. but what to do.

ladies.. stop being cool tak bertempat.. (*ahahah tapi nnt nampak cam sombong... aisey thats me.. how?* - like i care.. all i know.. this is all that i can do to help.. i will not support youngsters yang in love sampai taknak belajar.. no way!! they are somebody's children.. yang satu hari menjadi harapan mak bapak..)

i have made a lot of mistakes during my youth time.. but i try my best to learn from it.. as i said i am only human. That girl could not help not to fall in love.. and she is only human too... but at least with older people showing the right way.. she can make a good decision and experience those feeling in a better way (and not failing exams).. I hope.

sometimes coffee makes me restless

hihi...

yes. sometimes coffee can make me go restless... hihi (*see the way i gigle)

anyway.. today i vow to stop taking adib's roasted bean coffee... its too heavy for me.. i can barely sleep last night.

Oh well.. I have tonnes of things to write, but i decided to make myself a wee busy this morning.. I want to update the CAPE database and send it over to sabah. I have finish my protection report on PCPR.. and I have 1 paper on lightning to read.. Tadaaaa!!!! see how i can make myself busy...

anyway.. for me u can always find something to do... if you want to do it..

life lesson

to be thankful, dream big and never give up

i wish i have my car with me right now.

i wish i have my car with me right now,

So i can go back home and sleep.

so i can go buy myself something to eat..

so i can get myself clean.

i just want to go home, thats all..

*my menses certainly entice this cranky cranky wanky mood*

im hungry. :( and tired and bloated and whatever.

:) life lesson

Ibn Abbas narrated that the Prophet said: “There are four qualities, whoever is given them has truly been given the best in this world and the next. They are: a grateful heart (that is thankful to Allah), a remembering tongue (that mentions Allah often), an enduring body (to persevere through the trials), and a faithful wife.”

I am grateful for the rezq bestowed upon me..another debt settled today Alhamdulillah.. :)

monday morning entry.

Wishing and Hoping

Thinking and Praying

Planning and Dreaming

:)

drawing a fine line

:) i never dreamt of working with or for my husband.. ahahahah maka byk kejadian tarik tarik rambut akan berlaku... but to think on the statement again...

but to think of It is rather stupid to put a professional relationship with a personal one. I have put aside the conventional thought of avoiding working with your spouse.... I think its OK.. to work with your other half... because most of the time... we can make telepathic decisions... he knows what im thinking.. and i know what his thinking...

now that is from my point of view.... let's see whats on other people's mind...

you cant help people perception on you... :D.. It is difficult to live in men's world..

I worked very hard to get to where i am now.. mind you.. my office is full of bery bery intelligent people and successful and all of them are mennn... My opinion is valued now and my consultation is sought after and whats important its valid.. alhamdulillah.. all the hard work paid out.. all the reading, practices and time spent and arguments is all well worth it..

now imagine, if baby is working at the same place... and i practice my likeness to arguments.. you cant really help those people to think that .. ehhh kurang ajar nyer bini dia... ahahahahaha funny kan.. when the argument may about a system configuration.. tiba tiba bini yang dapat nama... kekeke

malay old saying said... no matter how successful a woman, she will always someone's wife (kekek sbenarnye.. macam ni.. belajar tinggi2 pun last last gi dapor gak!!!) ...but a wife.. is a person too... who might be someone that is in the same department with a man that could be her husband...

so where should we draw the fine line? a fine line where men stop looking down at other men because of a woman.. ? a fine line where women stop looking down at other women because of a man.. ? a fine line where women stop looking down at other men because of a woman.. ?

all i can say is.. people need to know to differentiate between arguments on system configuration and arguments on how to behave in front of the in-laws.. hiks hiks... :)

and i think as a wife, all wives in this world.. would give up everything as long they can keep their husband dignity (tapi yelah kadang kadang ada certain things kita tak sedar yang kita dah jatuhkan martabat suami kita.. and tu sebab kadang2 kena grounded.. but suami ada nak bgtau kannn).. and thats why.. most women do not prefer working with their husband.. kekeke its all because of love.. tapi yelah.. selalu nak sedapkan hati ckplah ngan org.. eii taknak lah kerja sekali nnt tarik2 rambut.. (kekek padahal mmg tak kisah pon nak tarik rambut bile lagi.. tapi pk pk.. nnt org kutuk laki kite.. oh mmg tak sanggup)

ahaks.. byk nyer pengorbanan yang harus seorg perempuan buat.. harap2 semua tu berbaloi.. dan masayarakat berhenti memandang rendah pada perempuan..

ok life lesson for a day..

p/s: i will try not to argue with baby this month.. im controlling my PMS.. tapi terlepas kat iereka... ahahahahaha demmm

Rules of life: sympathy vs emphathy

ohhh byknyer rules.. to many rules to follow eih...

sympathy: it is the feeling of compassionor concern for another, the wish to see them better off or happier

empathy : The capacity to know emotionally what another is experiencing from within the frame of reference of that other person, the capacity to sample the feelings of another or to put one's self in another's shoes

:) not that difficult to perceive...

my friend has wrote a book on motivation (yep.. at age 30 he has co-wrote a book.. fantastic friend he is) - in the book it says.. its better to practice empathy but of course.. its difficult to show your empathy rather than your sympathy...

thats all for today.. terasa nak makan sambal udang ngan nasi putih panas2 n ada ayam goreng... hmmmmmm

:) there are rules here...

no offence.. but i would love to know.. those who leave comment on my blog... :) i do not like passing opinion to the wind .. i would love if you have proper identification.. so that i can give my answer and reasons for my writing.. write comments with sincerity and not just pointing out disagreement or to humiliate people... (but at least i got you people to read out my opinion)

comment logically not with hate :) ... i know many smart people out there... someones tell me that i should not spend in an expensive restaurant... and i talk rubbish about the overpriced hospital (again i don't use harsh words in my blog so i hope you people will have some respect by not using harsh words too..)

Yes i agree. rather than eating out at an 'expensive' restaurant, the money should go to those in need... :)

Paying a different 12-20 ringgit for the food and paying a different of 12,000 to 20,000 ringgit for a hospital treatment is soo much different. my splurge on rm20 ringgit food cant pay for another person kidney transplant, but RM20,000 can surely make a different.

or is it wrong?

news everywhere..

prince court.. managed to get 24mill out of sick people.. they targeted 120 million of sales for the year ending 2010... and to their avail... their '5-star' hospital is not making profit..

:) pelancongan kesihatan... hmmm errr hmm....health as a business... i dont really agree with the concept of high class in term of the bedding quality and all .. a high class hospital is where the mortality rate is low, where people can get good help from good doctor at a reasonable rate (of course you need to understand that the doctors is a human too with necessity and needs)...

if you want to be rich! do business.. you cant be rich being a doctor, engineer, professor, teacher aor lecturers.. because at some extent.. its more of responsibility towards the community...

i say no to overpriced hospital.. whereby the money can be donated to those who r in need.. :)

finally..

yes.. finally i have the courage to attend the 36 hours mandatory course.. plus 24 hours of engineering branch course.. and 30 units of Professional development .. its still a long way to go.. i have collected 20 units of PDP.. ( and i need 10 more.. if i can used the one i had before and if the course by cigre is approved by IEM.. then i'll be lucky enough to apply for my PE asap)... 1 down and 2 to go.. i need to finish up my master thesis... and get my phd and after that... i dont know what to do.. dah.. ahaks..

nangis.. and im already 30!!!

haih.. selamat maju jaya!!!

kekek im a proud 'kakak'

.. adik gave birth yesterday to 4 beautiful kittens.. alhamdulillah... adik takde byk masalah... but i think this will be her last time lah... kesian plak.. setahun beranak 3 kali.. bob pun baru jer 4 bulan... dah ada adik baru... anyway...

ni bob.. yang nakal inilah raja merayap...

my rtwrk

i dont blog to get friends. I dont have blogger friends. I dont blog to get famous. Its my personal blog and I intend to keep it that way. its a life journal. I dont have gf to hang out with to share stories, babbles and gossip (ahahha but sometimes i do babbles at my mekna,abg adi,erol, my furballs and my hubby) .. I meet those people in my bloglist almost everyday!! (pathetic = i dont care). If you want to drop by and read.. please feel free... if you want to get some information out of my life journey as a reference.. i dont think it will be any harm. my blog is not my hate wall .. kekekke so i dont really like cursing and write hate letters to anybody.. :) .. I have been blogging since 2006. I dont like to write things that are too personal.. its personal. but i guess... since blog is a personal place for someone.. and the fact that we can see what we write published on the net ~ its like an artwork for the refrigerator wall.. ugly to most people but beautiful in the eyes of those related.

on the verge of breaking down

almost. but not yet.

sinful evening...

i had a great day with hubby today... lama dah tak jalan2 dating2... it has been quite a journey for us these few months... :)

and to think that where we are today... erol n kak ida dah ada baby haikal, mekna and abg adi dah kawen and hope for a good news soon... eventho mekna baru je lepas misconception.. the journey has been good...

baby took me to theobroma chocolate lounge today (kekekek ni kes abg adi.. membawa khabar2 yang indah2 pasal tempat tu... hiks hiks)...

ok.. the name speaks for itself.. the chocolate lounge.. the place was cosy and the chocolate.. kekeke SINFUL!

baby had miss coco a belgian chocolate frappe.. and we opt for the strawberry senstation and a cheese layered cake..

kan.. sinful kan.. stoberry chocolate lagi!!!!... betul la ckp abg adi.. chocolate dia tak berapa manis.. just nice.. *sigh*.. pandang chocolate2 ni buleh demam!!!!

okay.. i need to do some self-reflecting session.. i ate too much.,.. and i need to slow done this two weeks.. hiks hiks... ok.. diet no rice for two weeks statrting tomorow.. and i need to do some exercise..

in the evening.. we went to kak kinah's house for akif birthday makan2... they were a sweet bunch la... suke buat makan2... whats important .. they really have time organising makan2 event.. haih.... bile agaknyer.. nak membesar dan boleh buat makan2 ahahah ajak sedara mara.. right now.. i dont think me and hubby prepare lagi nak buat makan2 and jemput all the families.. hiks hiks... rasa macam tak settle down lagi.. rasa macam we still need to have more time to spend on each other,... hiks hiks.. insyallah.. one day.. bile dah ready... i will make the makan2 session... tiap2 minggu!!! *kekekekke hamek*

eclipse.... got me drooling over edward cullen again

taken from http://www.fanpop.com/spots/new-moon/images/8581826/title/new-moon-cullens

it was love at first sight and i will be forever in love with edward cullen...

t'was great... the movie was as expected.. and it is certainly better than new moon!!! the plots and editing is much much better and of course.. it is quite unfair to put altogether whats in the book onto the silver screen.. but it surely indeed a good piece of the twilight franchise...

i am still on team edward.. but i do have to say taylor lautner has the better plots for dramatic acting and he is definitely JACOB...

the whole fight scene in the movie was pretty cool .. and my favourite part of the movie is when bella accepting edward's proposal!!! awwwwwww sweeeeeeet sgt sgt and there were indeed such a beautiful chemistry between them!!!

love the movie! and its worth of watching.. you cant help but not to smile after watching the movie.. hihi

im off to bed.. errrr oopsss im off to watch wc.

semalam... furballs mengganas!

i'm sick... it has been three days... *sniff* *sniff* berjangkit dgn sang suami... *sigh* i know... flu and fever is not everybody's fav.anyway... yesterday... i was on sick leave.. (heheheheh i was in kemaman on wednesday... took firefly yesterday morning.. it was my second time on a foker.. ada sikit takut la.. especially during take off and landing..)

I reached home.. and saw all my furballs.. were ready to be fed... *aaaaahhhhh and i saw there are still biscuits in their bowls... * ok... i will not top-up your food untill you finish all the biscuit.... * .. menyampah betul kucing2 ni kadang2.. makan macam org kaya.. yang serdak2 tak nak makan... hah hamek.. habiskan the biscuit baru i feed you! * ...

then i remembered i promised bob-budak-gumuk that i'll let them play.. when i came back from kemaman... and so ... i decided.. heck.. im on leave.. and sick.. and i am going to sleep... so this is the best time to let the cats out to play... :P

... before going to bed.. i just warned owy.. not to mess with things on the dinner table.. and she just blinked.. (*ahahah i presumed it is a sign of acknowledgment*) ...

i had a good sleep... tired and sick... and most important.. there were no sound of banging or things falling.. alhamdulillah... monstah-furballs baik pulak hari ni...

i woke up at 3 pm.. and it was too quiet.. (too good to be true..) have the furballs.. fallen asleep.. or have they managed to get themselves out from the house... i open my bedroom door... and saw my three precious furballs... berdiri kaget! muka terkejut!!!

OMG!!! terus ge check meja makan... alhamdulillah.. sikit pun tak teralih benda2.. but when i turned pandang living hall.. AStaghfirullahalazim... my dvd box was opened.. all the dvd's were scattered.. (ish.. tgk dvd ke kucing2) then.. i saw.. all my belongings... were scattered too... haih... i went to the kitchen... all my recycling bags dah jatuh menyembah bumi.... and masa tgh jalan2 around the house. check check barang2... ada hati furballs tu ikut sekali.. mcm rombongan lawatan kat muzium.. they followed me everywhere!!! *sambil buat muka tak bersalah*...

well ... nak marah pun macam tak berguna.. ordered them to get into their cage.. (hmm they will only obey this when they were too hungry.. time lain.. toksah harap.. mcm ckp dgn dinding je) ... i locked their cage and feed them.. and began to clean the house before hubby baby balik!!!

huwaaaaa..... bulu everywhere atas sofa.. nasib baik bulu roller tu ada lagi.. so i cleaned the sofa, then susun balik dvd... sapu sampah.. clean the kitchen.. hihi tgh2 mood2 rajin.. sidai sarung bantal.. dgn harapan dapat lah buang kuman2 demam... since dah feel alot better after sleeping kan.. terus lah sambung gosok sume baju baby.. hiks hiks.. pastu tibe2 terfikir.. hmm what to eat for dinner... search the web.. Ha! mari buat hamburger sendiri..

my beef burger was a success!!! ... i went to check out the furballs.. semua dah terlentang tidur.. dgn gaya gaya yang paling tak senonoh untuk seekor kucing.. penat sgt lepas tgk dvd and main make-up2 kot...

*makanan korang dah abes kucing!! kekeke lapor le mlm ni!!!*

sambungan cerita air teh secawan..

picture taken at: http://www.detentionslip.org/2009_11_01_archive.html

kekekke sambungan dari citer air teh 50 sen kat padang besar... hubby-BABY saya demam... bukan demam sikit2 ... demam panas!!!! :p dicampur dgn sedikit athma!

*sigh*

kesian pulak tgk hubby-baby demam.. tapi dlm demam demam.... masih cerewet cam mak nenek.. sempat buka mata.. pastu sound kenapa letak cekelat atas laptop nnt cair.. *hah?!! its a good sign he is NOT that sick after all..*

kekekekk tanda2 hubby-baby takde lah sakit sgt... demam panas je... ahaks..

cepat baik ye b. tak larat nak jaga... kekekeekkeke sebab nak marah org tgh demam ni sounds macam tak berhati perut je... btw.. why do i feel like its tuesday and not monday? hmmmm

p/s: i love you. sgt. period. capish?

Pearl-Lace ~ after 13 years..

hiks hiks... im finally back at my office.. alhamdulillah.. i dont really want to post out in my facebook or my blog that im away for a whole week leaving my house (*although there are nothing fancy at my house no gold or diamond to steal.. ) but still i felt it is best not to tell that we are leaving our house for a whole week..

I was in perlis last week.. the whole week.. sunday-friday!!! hiks hiks loving it! and hating it at the same time.. somehow i found my self dreading the idea of teaching... *mind you.. lecturing and tutoring is a very tough job*

we left home on sunday morning approximately 11.15 am.. and reached perlis at half past 5.. ok tu... alhamdulillah..

on the way... managed to get ourself reminiscing-old-time- junk-food.... kekekek sambil makan... sambil nyanyi... *nini cekelat celup.. celup celup....* ahahahahha ... still feel the same... tak berubah... cuma mahal je lah skrg ni..

and we decided to stay at Putra Brasmana Hotel.. about 10 minutes from the UniMAP... The room is SMALL ... but i guess... its okay.. compared to the price they are offering.. nothing fancy... as long as the hotel is clean.. and they serve a fair breakfast.. should be enough..

view from my room... tgh hujan tu kat langkawi...

sampai je kat hotel.. baby take a rest sejam 2.. and then terus kerja.. siapkan design for eureka... hiks hiks.. that night... we went to catch some WC action.. of course.. and watch england being beaten by Germany!!! *sigh* sedih anyway... back to my perlis-week... ok day in day out... it was just routine.. 9-5 teaching session... at night after dinner. i continue to do some preparation for my lecture+tutorial.. :p wek!!! PENAT!!!!

+-+-... finally its friday.. i finish up all the syllabus on thursday.. and manage to get the friday off.. hihi... now the fun part... me hubby and daus.. made our way to padang besar on that friday morning...

all the way to padang besar... it was drizzling... sampai padang besar pun still drizzling... hence... abis sume kedai tak bukak lagi... hiks hiks... ada 3 org yang anciously waiting for these kedai to opened... and of course.. me head the pack! mmg gatal2 dah kaki nak beli2 ... duk pandang jam bile lah kedai ni nak bukak!!... nasib baik lah. ada satu kedai duty free baru bukak separuh... ahaks.. separuh pun separuh la... terus masuk.. cuci2 mata tgk cekelat and perfume.. ( errr not in my priority list pun the perfume sebab bulan lepas baru beli perfume.. and baru dapat satu free) .. kekekek sebab bukak separuh je kedai tu round2 pun tak sampai 15 min... baby pun ajak lah minum2 kat small warong apposite the duty free shop...

kalau kat old town ke apa ke.. mesti dah berapa ringgit kan... this cuppa tea cost me 50 cents... sukeeeeeeeeee...... cawan pon standard old town ok... ahaks.. cuma baby je feel sick after drinking the tea.. *perut org kaya mmg takleh nak minum warong*... ahaks..

keke we had only an hour and a half to shop... kekek i got myself a pretty maxi dress... *suke sgt* but i need to buy a cardigan la for this maxi... kalau tak.. ahahahah jadik matleh la pakek baju bare-back.(ahaha mau my in-law hantar surat layang kalau nampak pakai baju bare-back.. puan Y pun mesti kata... anak dara dia ni dah gile) .. tapi nak kena ada wedges... hiks hiks.. mana mau kebas wedges ye... *ok kena survey few places for a wedges.... * atau kasut sneakers coach yang comel tu *tapping fingers.. bile nak bonus ni....*

last sekali .. on the way back... i stopped at my alma-mater.. MRSM beseri... oh welll.. altho im not into that school... but indeed... it was a good place... and i met many good people.. whom i can call friends..

hiks hiks... i had a good tiring time in perlis... met my classmate.. is and bunga.. and am very glad and happy seeing my beloved friends... with their family... after thirteen years.. .. is dah ada baby errysa.. and bunga and ajan (hiks hiks.. ntah bile lah bunga ni tackle si ajan pun tak tau.. are blessed with two beautiful boys) ... im happy for them.. :) ... and i am very grateful for their dinner treat... thank you guys.

from :) perlis indera kayangan 27/6 - 2/7 2010

with luv.

p/s: i love you baby... thanks for accompanying me.. :) hihi... we'll get that vacation of ours soon yer bebeh... now we have to work.

finally...

hihi finally i got the chance to jot something down this week.. its been really quiet in miszdior world huh...

i usually found that teaching is very tiring.... extremely.. :) tiring... for 5 days.. i have been doing preparation every night .. from 9-5 with 2 hours break daily.. and with aunt flow visiting at the same time... it got tougher... but alhamdulillah... i managed to pull a crowd and one thing most important is that ,... they are capable of doing simulations without me guiding sooo much after the third day of training,....

hiks hiks...

ok im off to bed.. training has taken a toll out of me.. or maybe im gettin old.. or maybe i just slept for few hours yesterday.... waaaaaaaaaaaaa

:) home.. im coming home..

I love it when you read to me

The book of love is long and boring

No one can lift the damn thing

It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing

But I

I love it when you read to me

And you

You can read me anything

The book of love has music in it

In fact that's where music comes from

Some of it is just transcendental

Some of it is just really dumb

But I

I love it when you sing to me

And you

You can sing me anything

The book of love is long and boring

And written very long ago

It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes

And things we're all too young to know

But I

I love it when you give me things

And you

You ought to give me wedding rings

And I

I love it when you give me things

And you

You ought to give me wedding rings

And I

I love it when you give me things

And you

You ought to give me wedding rings

You ought to give me wedding rings

happy friday laling...

we surely dont know what is install for us in the future

but as far as im concern we've made it till today..

despite all the hickups

hihihi...

just feeling a lil lovey dovey.. thats all..

nice song right..

Saya demam.... im down with the FLU

oh yeah!.. im down with a FLU!

huaaaaacccchhhhiiiiiiiiiiiii'(m) hihi silent M...

une tristesse femme

n. 1 That state of feeling with regard to a person which manifests itself in concern for the person’s welfare, pleasure in his or her presence, and often also the desire for his approval; strong emotional attachment. 2. That feeling of attachment which is based on sexual qualities. 3. The personification of sexual affection, usu. Masculine and more less identified with eros, amor or Cuid of classic mythology. 4. A beloved person; esp. one’s sweetheart. 7. Amorous sexual activity, sexual intercourse. Now Chiefly in make love, lovemaking. 8. A game of chance, 9. In various games, esp. tennis, badminton etc no score,nil, nothing.

il n'y a aucun mot ne peut décrire

lama tak keje keras cam hari ni..

hiks hiks.. shame on me.. i have been consistently slow these few months.. but of course i still manage to complete all the task that have been given to me.. :)

hiks hiks and today.. i need to complete some things before i went to perlis.. The last dreaded report and I will be free.... yeeeaaayyyyy!!!

coming back from perlis I will have ample time to do some research study. hopefully i can get my master thesis back on track.. and sending few abstract for next year conferences.. hiks hiks.. me likey2...

tapi kerja keras hari ni buat tangan saya sakit...... :(

I see your true colors..

well... i was about to write something over the weekend.. but of course.. my weekend is forever full of event!... kekeke...The weekend started of in LBJ.. joining the F-team running after a business guru.. ah well the early morning trip is well worth it.. we have gained so much.. went back.. arrived home at 4 in the morning... and missing the ENGLAND game.. urghhh....

anyway... woke up at 11.. and we made our way back to LBJ for Shamsul Izzat Fahmi majlis cukur jambul,.. what a bundle of joy he is.. :) ha-ha.. the journey is somewhat challenging since none of us remember how to get there.. ( the nite before... we followed erol and abg adi's vehicle... ) hihihi.. anyway.. good hunch and Luck save us.. hiks hiks manage to reach umah tok... exactly the opposite way we arrived yesterday.. hiks hiks...

:) in the afternoon.. we tried on some shooting skill (*uuuuu thrill thrilll.... ) first time i saw a real pump gun!!! it was between team Damansara (me, hubby , abg adi and abg pejal) against the LBJ-Team (no name to mentioned here.. team of police/army)... ha-ha.. it was fun!!! and shooting in baju kurung and tudung selendang give a new definition of me

*one-mean-killing- makcik!!! yehaaaaa* hence = i were a a sniper.. please be afraid.. be very afraid.... i could make you loose your neck.. (Note: when i was acually aiming your head) ahahahahah slow and painful die i say...

we arrived home that evening... 7-ish... manage to catch some glimpse of the World cup (boohhoooooo my sad story!!! i managed to only catch a glimpse of worldcup... because of the F-Team!!!!) .. at 9.. we received a phone call from abang adi.. asking us to get ready.. we are heading for kak kinah's and bang mie's house that nite...

I was told .. that nite we are going to do some product review.. hihi but i dont anticiapte for this to happen.. hiks hiks... i got the clarins quartet eyeshadow and the maybelline 2 way angelfit 2 way cake-face powder.. coool!!!!! hiks hiks cool sgt2 anyway...

theres more! I was given these complete AVON solutions to try on... :) hmmm and today is my first day trying this product (*hopefully.... it will not ruin my face!!!!) ahaks.. but i guess.. i never restricted myself for a product loyalty hence... no worries...

and this...

and this

.... whoa!!!! me likey2... ...

Friday=happy... err not exactly!

urrgghhh... bosanyeerrr*

ok ok... its friday.. but i just got a phone call from my boss telling that He said to our client that we'll submit a report last monday!! now... i will not be able to enjoy my weekend as much as i want it to be since i will be working editing on a report... haish!!! sgt marah di kala ini....

:p

anyway... its 2.42 in the afternoon and i am in no mood of doing any report... although my plan today is to look into some coordination and setting.. hihi...

not being able to enjoy my world cup as well.. since kena kerahan tenaga ni.. semoga semua usaha berhasil. amin.

A Letter to Malaysian Politician

Dear Malaysian Politician...

I am very disheartened by the way you people talk about money as if it means nothing. Millions of ringgit involve in jumping party? oi!! Where do you people get so much money? And what make it worst... you are talking about it with the press... and want us the people to watch in awe..... How you people DEVALUATE money!

Can you please teach me how I can make so much money… and at the same time… SPENDING ALL MY available time looking after the needs of my people (I would really love to do that)… or perhaps you have some time machine… so that you can fully utilized your 24 hours.. WORKING.. (heheheh the only legal way I know for someone to earn money) and at the same time being a so-called leader looking after your people…

Politician…. You are the MAN!!!

I look down in 20 years… and I will not be so shocked that kids will want to be a politician so that they can become millionaires.

Lastly, please do not talk about money anymore (unless you are announcing on people's project or oil rebate and you can get that money at the post office ha-ha)… when you know that your people really know how to count… we are not monkeys...Perhaps... You can demolish education... So that you can at least put a sentiment into our heads… It’s okay… POLITICIANS HAVE THE POWER to GREW MONEY ON Trees yes they do...

Yours truly

A very upset Monkey

http://www.indiantoday.net/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=4663:dap-may-enforce-rm-5-million-pact-over-quitting-of-elected-reps&catid=54:top-headline&Itemid=88

http://freemalaysiatoday.com/fmt-english/politics/pakatan-rakyat/6148-wan-azizah-pkr-leaders-offered-rm2-million-to-jump-ship

Trying on my new fairytale font… cute! but its annoying and very difficult for people to read.. ha! ha! but its cute... its like rose petal in writing.. or writing in a rose petal..

its tuesday and im running out of idea.. i have few more things to finish up.. seems that things are slowing down this month.. alhamdulillah... I just need to prepare some course material :)

i gave lectures to engineers and engineering students.. despite all the consultation work..

i was that person...

i dont really do mornings nowadays... or maybe i went to bed early in the morning and need to wake up.. the same early morning(eh what the heck?) kekek i went to sleep at 4 in the morning and wake up about 8-ish... and i will continue my i-need-5-more-minute routine.. till 9. take a shower... feed the furballs.. and went stret to work... its a tiring routine. but im okay..

its monday. i need my sleep.

I am Disowning my friends in FB..

ahahahah ok i have had enough!! im disowning them *period*... kekekek sebab hari2 tiap2 pagi.. i will like.. *hah?!! eh kenapa nak tulis ni....* and its not wrong... so im accumulating sins.. thus.. i shud lead myself away from this *&((* FB status.

I see life.. as living it... experience new things.. not by my cdt card limit, nor your desperate statement to find a guy... I know.. life is not something that easy... but of course... putting everything up onto the FB wall is certainly not healthy.

put something like... GERMANY is a beautiful country... Why do MALAYSIAN dRIVERS DROVE LIKE A MANIAC... WORK is TIRING... i have plenty of THINGS to do... kekeke and that is acceptable.. other than that. kekeke keep it!!! keep it to yourself....

:) find the true meaning of Life.... and i think you will be happy.. it is not measured by how much money you have.. but how do you spend your life looking for it in order to live... kekeke *potayto..potarto*

nak pukul world cup posers!!! sebab tak tgk bola pun comment nyer lebih. eh tu salam! ahahahahah *lam... maafkan aku*

mata lebam lebam

kekekek its those time of the year... mata lebam!

4 years ago.

4 years ago.. i havent met my hunny-boo-boo-bam-bam.. *choke*

anyway.. i was with JVC malaysia that time in the Engineering Department.

time flies.. and in 4 years,..I have moved to APS.. and this is my fourth year here... met my hubby , engaged.. and now.. we are in our first year of marriage.!!! and this shall be our 1st world cup together!!!

Happy worldcup baby!!! ahahahh we shall enjoy all the game, all the goals and whatever in between!!!

so hari ni.. we gonna make our way to cold storage and stock up on some... of this yer... hiks hiks

paying the price of procrastinating

urghhhhhhh!!!!! i hate doing all the protection coordination study!! its too many its too much for me..

padan muka. ngeeeee.

kekeke after few surveys done...

yup .. i take part on an online survey body.. and its nothing like all the tipu tipu stuff people do to get database out of you... kekekke you do surveys and they pay you as much as 25 dollar per survey... but you have to have paypal. :D i have put on the planet-pulse banner if you want to try it out. :P good luck.

hansel-dee and gretel-kin!

picture taken from: http://freshideasnutritainment.wordpress.com/2009/03/

that is definitely us.. eating our hearts out!! oh gosh!!! i just cant believe how much i gain over the weekend...

this is what we became everytime we went back to kemaman... non stop eating all the way... oh well....

back to my life... :)

i have donated both munchkins last week.. both kitten are safe with their new owner...

:) and now.. i have project spring cleaning on the way...

need to do something to the home office... :p its to stuffy in there.. with too many things.. :)

i want my office to look like this.. atleast...

Viva Palestina!

stop the occupation

okay.. this is what we are going to do! to boycott on these brands from now onwards. for more reading ..

http://www.vivapalestina-my.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=category&layout=blog&id=60&Itemid=120

no more eatin nestle's product.. no maggi, kitkat, smarties and coca cola...

dlm sibuk2 kita nak minum susu for the world milk day, kuruskan badan and all the worldly matters... please do not forget that we have our responsibility as muslim to contribute something to help our brothers and sisters.. a prayer and good doing.. is our weapon right now.

viva palestina!

between being realistic and reasonable.

hmmm i am in the mood of putting my thoughts on an entry today.

what is it about being realistic and reasonable. :) i have been married for a year now. Alhamdulillah, although it is not as a fairytale would ended... indeed the fairytale has just begun. anyway, just pray for us to be healthy physically and emotionally.

anyway, something has been bothering my mind. about being realistic and reasonable.

French government is going to ban polygamy in its territory island of Mayotte, and says it is for the equality of man and woman. now, being reasonable as it is... the french government is trying very hard to picture themselves as JUST. fair. a human-rights fighter. law upholder... all in the name of reasonable..

but dont you think it is not realistic? banning on polygamy.. while men and women continue cheating on their spouses and having affairs... so who is going to fight for that? while polygamy makes everything in order... and polygamy is not about women being enslaved by the the husband needs for sex. it is about FAIRNESS, polygamy is about being FAIR to each others right. Have they gone through all the syareeah about polygamy? i dont think soo... on the surface it sounded like unjust to women... but think! just think about scandals, affairs etc etc.. perhaps... they only rely on PRe-NUPS to save the women rights.. funny.

i hope i will not get stuck in polygamy.. its not everyone wish.

but i'll certainly blame the muslim men.. :) for having mis-used the term polygamy. :) if they really knew what is installed for them if they failed to be fair to their wives... they will not even dare to commit to polygamy without proper IMAN, knowledge and preparation. nowadays, polygamy for men is about having many wives. FULLSTOP. ahahah it does not end there!! your wife is your responsibility. the offspring of polygamy is your responsibility.. and you have to handle this responsibility well or you will need to answer to God... you will be twicer or thrice-er or quadruple-er questioned more... hihi... so think before you act. can you handle the responsibility? can you give equal love to your wives? oh btw... your wife is not a robot who functions linearly... they are dynamically chaotic... so are you sure you can make them feel ok? your feeling alone does not count...

so i think muslim men out there.. you have the responsibility to make this clear to the world.. that Islam is Fair... Islam is not about prejudice.. Islam is not about oppressing womens right...

I may not be a perfect follower. but I believe in Islam. And i believe in Allah s.w.t and Allah s.w.t. Only.

OMG!!!! OMG!!!! kekekekke

Congratulations!

Olympus Malaysia is proud to announce that you are the lucky 50th registrant for the EVOLVE special bag giveaway!

weeeeeeeee!!!!

tapi ni mcm beg lelaki je... aaaahhh whatever!!! boleh bagi kat hubby!

jUne ~ peeking into summer with some spring smell

i love to smell good! i do... :p i love wearing perfume... hiks hiks.. hari ni with the fleas-money (kekek i like lice better) - duit kutu.. yerp... kami main kutu di office... bukan mlm... kikikikik i went to buy velique and chymara.. my velique dah sampai tertonggeng tonggeng... sebab dah habes.. and the nice thing about body shop... is that... it gives you the freedom to mix and match.. hehehhe here goes my free product review on velique and chymara from the body shop. ( psssttt... i love dior addict, poison and j'adore.. they are always on top of my list and of course... YSL babydoll, and Paris ~ definitely an everlasting smell)

velique: is belong to the flowery fragrance family. The top notes - meaning the first smell when you apply this perfume is of violet leaves, bergamot, red pepper, berries, palmarosa, rose leaves.. hence a rich flowery smell!!!

on the middle notes... you can actually smell rose petals, lily of the valleys and fresh jasmine... i dunno how cyclamen smell.. but it also said that velique has the cyclamen smell in the body/middle notes.. kekek but anyway... you will get to smell the middle notes bout 10-15 minutes.

now, What makes this perfume smell great is the sandalwood

and white musk based note and also sequoia ~ redwood.... i prefer the woody based as it tend to last longer...

now... lets move to chymara - : is belong to the oriental fragrance family. The top notes - meaning the first smell when you apply this perfume is of mandarin, pineapple, berries.. definitely a fruity smell!!!

on the middle notes... : lily of the valley, rose, white lilies

the based notes of this perfume is of wood, cedar, praline, musk, amber

ans this form a very delicious smell of SPRING! hiks hiks..

combine these two.. you will have a wonder! fresh sweet smell of Love! hiks hiks

now good news is.. The body shop is on SALE. rrp of the 30ml edt is RM48, you can get it at RM33.60..

:) enjoy the fragrance people....

p/s: please pray for the pro-palestinian flotilla. thank you.