A1 faces....

erm ceritere nyer panjang lagi what happened that day... but i am in no mood of writing... enjoy the pictures lah dulu.... and i'll write again..

mommy,mama, mak incik, maharani, god of cookery, THE BOSS,

i wish i were extraordinary... i wish i could be the perfect person... in this case a perfect fren, a perfect girlfren and a perfect daughter....

mommy wasnt well these few days... pity her... seems that age had taken her... but as stubborn as she could she wasnt planning to quit her faveret hobby.. kekekek welll itrs the only ways she could see the world then go ahead... anyway, i was suddenly strike with the idea if WHAT IF she's gone? whom am i gonna fight with.... i am the exact replica of kitty in brothers and sisters.. i love my mommy.. eventho both of us has different opinion on how the world should function....

hmm.... how to become a good daughter.... ( i already passed the idea of being perfect dah)
1. listens to mommy's advice.. (err.. some of which mcm tak masuk akal)
2. stay quite (mcm sama jer ngan lsiten to) whenever she has something to say... ( err same what if ... tak masuk akal)
3. layan jer her mood swing... kekeke this i can do....
4. forget about the past... (hmmm some of which i just cant let go.. but i'm trying to)
5. Love her... ( i love her with all my heart.. god knows how much i love her)

kekekek anyway.. mommy is just human... she cant be perfect either.... kekkeke i know she loves me... (despite the fact that she really like to blame for everything... kekeke even the middle east crisis tu kalau boleh put the blame on me she'll do it)... but anyway,... thats it...

I love her for being her...

jangan dititiskan air matamu
tak usah keliru, tiada menentu
ada sinar di wajahmu, ada syurga di hujung jarimu
damai sungguh hati, kau penawar di kala sunyi
ratu hati, ibu..

hentikan renungan, jauhi sayu
hilang tanpamu, bukan kau tak tahu
nakku cium, kan kupeluk lari kepadamu
sayang sungguh ibu
tak mungkin jemu, tak bisa luntur semenjak lahir lagi
jika tak pernah kunyatakan
ibu dengar ini lagu
lupakan segala sengketa lalu
maafkan diriku
memang ku tak tahu

ibu, mami, mama, umi
hingga akhir nanti
pintaku jangan kau sedih
usah gusar lagi
kasihmu abadi, didalam hati
doaku jangan kau pergi dulu, ibu..

A1

well.. i woke up again late! hiks hiks.. baby? hmmffssss lagilah...kekek send apis to sek17 .. then went to baby's place kekek abih satu sg merbau inn kena kejut.. everyone were still sleeping... gosh.... kalau bom meletup sebelah rumah tak sure diorg nih bgn.. anyway..... baby was in bad mood that morning... i accidently (ahahaha sengaja sengaja...) left my view cam, baby tertinggal hp.. ahahahaha pandang muke pun tak nak time tu... anyway... its a quite trip to SIC since the boss wasnt in he's best mood.... park the car and walk to the grandstand.... its still early, so we decide to have a morning walk around the grandstand... not much different fom last year.. (much different lah kot.. last year we sat at the corporate suite being served by planet hollywood guys and never neding supplies of drinks...) tis year kat grandstand ajer... takpe,... next year kite beli paddock bebek!!!!! kekekke okeh...
afterwards, we met with baby's famiglia... bob and su, ja's alone since izni is having exams (gud luck dear!), najmi and ayu and their family! ahahah segerombolan!!! ramai giler....
had our lunch at De'Jumpa.. kekeke baby makan nasi kukus n ayam goreng! ja makan mee goreng! bob makan mee goreng! me makan ayam ajer (huk huk bilelah diet nak abes nih!)2.30 p.m off to watch the race... hiks hiks alex on the 15th place ( wasnt doing very well tis year!)... wait for pt 2!

Misery Biz

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

[Chorus:]
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they want it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

[Chorus]
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now.
[Chorus]:
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

huwaaaa

feels like screaming at top of my lungs.. ahahaha cemana ke nak buat cemtu.. kekek anyway anyway... i dunno what i'm doing.. its when you have too many things to do and you start doing nothing... i really have to complete this study and keep on with the next one.. been too long too
loong ...
anyway... i am fully tight up with much about everything... hopefully will get a new start in january... hmmm new year resolution! to become debtless...aha! boleh ke bebek?

i need to produce some serious income here... thats where second job comes into the plot..
find a second job! become debtless... i am not paying for house rent nor electrical billss and so forth... but it seems i have this 'oh-my-god-why-do-i have-sooo-much-money-left-oh-my-need-to-get-rid-of-it' syndrome...

i just want to have a good weekend with sayang

Ibuku Angelina Jolie muahahaha!!!!

Baby? ular sawe? ye ke?

eerrr... ***disclaimer: adalah dgn ini BUKAN SAYA yang kata bebek ulau sawe atau tiada apa yang memberikan dan mempengaruhi saya utk mengatakn bebek seekor ulau sawe.. akan tetapi sumber yang tidak boleh di disclose kan disini (BOB! BOB! bebek, dia yg kata bek chu chu (*geleng2 pala) telah yang berkata demikian.
Sekian terima kasih

I am happy

I went look through this person's personal page at frenster... how time flies and yes things happened for a reason... All i can do was smile all the way browsing the page... he's happy... and i'm happy he's happy... welll now i'm relieved it was like a burden lifted up from my shoulder... i was right all along... i'm not the bad one... all you have to have is courage to make things right... It wasnt rite last time... i was right! it'll be a very big mistake if we were together
now all i can say is... 'gather up your strength and believes! and head towards your beautiful life'
to my 'bebek' thanks for coming into my life... i knew it then...

to people out there....
Love is something that not to be compromise for symphaty or just to make other people happy.
I have found mine...

i am definitely complaining!!!

a 110 ringgit for a new Mykad!! demm expensive! does these people know that nobody on earth love on queing in the government counter again and again for a Mykad!! whats worst is dat most of the people who lost their Mykad are those who are in such a predicament... anyway... i am not interested in applying for mykad ahahahahaha (stupid me!!!) in the nearest time... later lah bile mau. bawak surat beranak je (again stupid me!) sooo many entries to write... since soooo many things happening lately... will try to write later....

bebekku!

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win I'll be right here

By your side

Boy when you come to me I'm just in my head

Of how glad I am to be with you and

You just don't know how special you are to me

Can't you see we're meant to be,

If you ever doubt my love

Don't fear, I'm right here for you

My heart belongs to one and only you

I could never want another

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right hereBy your side (by your side)

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side

So now you know how I feel, baby

You have brightened up my world in every way

Share your feelings, with me baby

You can tell me anything

Keep me close to your heart, darling

You'll be close to mine

One thing that makes me happy

Is spending time with you, baby

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here By your side

anak didik musang pandan!!!

wow! memang garang... apa yang kadang-kadang buncit

kadang kadang kurus?

(jawapan: anak musang pandan!! )

abg bari's house....with baby syamil

malacca... the second day...

erm... if its not because of camelia's tantrum (err sorry cuz) the whole family will not be celebrating raya in malacca.... well everyone being supportive... and its camelia's first job...


well at no.9's everyone was seemingly very happy not to wake up early and mommy dont even bother to open the door ngeeee.... welll ... we ate... and ate and ate... whtaever leftover from raya yesterday... (and mommy kept telling uncle that... yep we are already on our way)... when the truth is.... hehehe


anyway.... off to malacca approximately 3 in the afternoon.... first stop rr seremban


apis mengidam kfc!! kesian adik aku....

t'was raining cats and dogs... gill lebat hujan.. but well the world class driver takkan give up.... arrive in malacca 2 hours after.. (btw... melaka negeri lampu isyarat!!) rase nak gile melayan lampu isyarat kat melaka tuh.... aaaaaaa..........

uncle wasnt at home when we arrived, they were at bibiks... that nite.. we went to jonker street.. mommy shopping heaven.... bestnyer bestnyer.... abis lagi duit ku... mommy ngan bestnyer... kin mama takde duit lah! ha? semlm dapat duit raye berkepuk2222,.....

aaaaaa duit ku terbang melayang.... pagi tuh....

uncle took us for breakfast at a typical malay warong!!! twas a 18SG experience!!!! i will not even go to the warong without protection (gilelah talking bout sex among old people... hilang selera !!!!) kekekek and then uncle said that these old people sume org laut... seriusly ckp kuat semcm... ngeee

tapi best lah they treat you like family! psssttt btw... they serve roti canai and masak asam ikan turi....

Hari RAye....

hari raye.... tis year raya ngan baby... kekekek dah baby pun kata tis has never happened before....
kekekeke mlm raye anyam ketupat dlm kete baby..dah tu.. apis gi carik baju raye and baby pun still tak jumpa lagi baju raye..... i have bought mine... its beige and gold kurung songket... a gold purse and a bracelet from guess kekekek (habis dah duit kat situ).... our raya eves dinner kat romas... anyway.... adakie pagi raye tak amik gambar sekali... ngahahhaha pagi rayer.... mkn pulut kuning kat dapur ngan umi!!! abah duk blakg umi citer pasal his brother and baby duk tgh2 minum sirap..... kekekekekek

kat umah lagi best mama ckp selamat hari raye then terus bummm tetido... kak ni n abg duk mamai2..... apis pun duk mamai2 kekekekek baby hisap rokok.... (kire mcm nak umenikmati rokok sungguh2 pasnih takleh nak isap dah....)

first raya was tiring..... family seremban dtg and family nek esah serang umah dat nite.... abis dah sume duit raye..... siap kene pinjam2 ngan mama pasal suit pecah dah abis.... okay.. finish part 1..... will cont later!

exhausted.....

dinner at uncle's

owkay... its that time again when THE GOD FATHER will call the klang clan to break fast togetehr... its a must.. as momma would say in her sms ' wajib hadir!!!' kekekekke

hiks this year buka puasa is held at uncle's place...well nothing much can say the dinner was fantastic...

can you spot the coffee? kekekek caffeinated society!!!!!

uncle nyer daging brocolli

kekekek picture dont show justice for this fantabulous steam marinated chicken.

dinner at hartz's

errr...... ONE WORD!!!! OVERCROWDED!!!! details will come later... as of now i will recuperate from the long queve at the restaurants... (but indeed it is still worth for money... no one can deny and the chicken wings are still the best in town!!) kekekeke

I want that cat doll at starbuck soo much!!! i may even try to plot a robbery to steal that damn cute monster!!!!! i want it!! i want it real badly!!!!! had a caramel machiatto right after the dinner at hartz... caffein is the world's cure to everything ngahahahahahah!!!!!

then me and baby, went to look around the new wing at sunway pyramid!!! gosh! it is such a sight to see... every detailing of the new wings is just perfect!!!! kekekekke i may now want to change my fav hanging spot to pyramid instead of the curve!!!! can ah baby?
kekekekek

owh... i must stop now... need to plan a doll-nap! kekekek i want it but afraid mommy wud kill me for buying more toys!!!!

i love my JOB! i love mommy!!! i love baby!!! i love FOOD!! I love starbuck! (aduh sound too superficial!! kekekeke)

mommy's turn to cook!!

Since kak noni's on a very strict diet.. she had some complication while trying to get pregnant ... Insyallah 1 day i'll get that lil muchkin to call my own nephews or nieces!! aaaa okay back to mommy's list of menu... she prepared kak noni the infamous telur tauhu (picture above) courtesy of cik leh from singapore!!! something different for a start.. then we have the usual chicken curry for abng.. he cud not get enuf of that... siakap asam-steam fish... and omg i cudnt remember the rest!!! mommy masak manyak mcm nak bg makan 10 org!!! kekekekek...

Dinner at Roma's

teheee..... t'was one of the best dinner ever!!! kekekek selepas menjadi mama delivery girl and boy that day!!! mommy nih.... hiks hiks.. glad to be in service... (cikit lagi gaduh ngan baby!!)
anyway, i didnt know that you want to be wit me even when sending food to me mommy... thats why lah i ask you to balik umah and have a proper bukak posa,...
anyway, we had our break fast at roundabout eng ann kekekekkeke 1 cup mango juice, 3 slice of jelly and 1 kebab... and we set to find our dinner place...

aha!!! tony roma's!!! kekekekke wit 1 mission in hand... to set roma's standard in our book of fave restaurants. To date Chillis and TGI has won our 1st and 2nd place, selain mamak DE, kedai ibu baby, tropic, restoran cili merah sek.9, restoran soto sek8 and Pakli's and kedai kopi (errr too many kedai kopi back then... dah malas nak gi) and mamaks all over the world!!! owh before forgettin... Hai Peng's.

ERM... searching through the menu.. we found our signature food!!! BUFFallo WinGs!!! kekekek the verdict: Chilli's:1 TR:0.5 tho we like the extra large serving!!! I had a chicken marinated with rosemary thingy.. t'was OKAY... and here comes the best part!!! Desert!.... The CHOCOLATE AVALANCHE WAS SUPERLICIOUSLYFANTASTIC!!!!!! I may want to go there again and again and again just for the desert!!! Verdict: chillis:1 TR's:1000000 TGI's: ok-ok!!!!!

lastly, like the ambience, like the food presentation, like the service(err not!!!!!!... agak lemba for the refill) but insyallah we'll sure comeback for more of that superlicious chocolate avalanche....

Why Women Worry So Much

Scientists have known that on the whole, females of all ages tend to worry more and have more intense worries than males. Women also tend to perceive more risk in situations and grow more anxious than men.

Now we know why.

Women are more likely than men to believe that past experiences accurately forecast the future, according to two new studies.

The research, involving both 3- to 6-year-olds and adults of both genders, tested the extent to which participants' thought that worry can be caused by thinking that a bad event that happened in the past could happen again in the future. (This skill, in its simplest form, is critical to social understanding as it is important to making decisions and assessing risk.)

For the first study, subjects listened to six stories that featured characters harmed by another person or animal in the story. Many days later, the character felt worried or changed their behavior when confronted with the same wrongdoer who had hurt them before. (For example, if one little boy stole a toy from another, the child might be worried when he saw that boy again and hide the new toy he was playing with.)

The second study was the same, except that the person or animal the character ran across later only looked similar to the one that had harmed them before.

At the end of each story, the participants were asked to explain why the character was worried or changed their behavior.

Females, both children and adults, were more likely to use uncertainty to explain the character's reaction, that is, they tended to explain the reaction in terms of events that might happen versus those that will happen, the researcher reported. They also tended, more than males, to predict that the characters who encountered the new character who looked similar to the wrongdoer would feel worried because they thought the new character would also do them harm.

The studies, detailed in the Sept./Oct. issue of the journal Child Development, also found that children increasingly made these kinds of past-to-future connections as they got older, which yields insight into their cognitive development.

"These results are significant because they reveal that knowledge about the impact of past-to-future thinking on emotions and behaviors develops during the preschool years," said study author Kristin Lagattuta of the University of California, Davis.