much to talk about nothing!!!

hihihih nak kene buat suit ni for our halloween costume party!!!

p/s: tanking u.. abg pejal

wedding prep... wot???

i am super busy!!!

i am super duper busy these few weeks... will be blogging as usual later... anyhoo.... my brothers visited me yesterday.. i cud not ask for more!

pictures from left to right
nizar, me, man, ima (man's wifey), baby arina, mommy, adik, norul (pini's wifey), pini and bad

hiks hiks.. hope our friendship will last... 1998 - 2008

hiks hiks there goes my cats into the cage!!

due to a very terible performance and lack of enthusiasm 'poo-ing' inside their sand tray... abang, adik and the two kittens (snowie and comots) were sent to THE CAGE last two days!!

mommy nyer latest fetish!!

ini hobby baru mummy saya!! dia suke gubah bunge.. sekarang mana jer ada tempat kosong mummy saya akan letak pasu bunger!!! alahai.. hihihihi hobby ini juga agak costly!!

cinta antara kita

sejak dari dulu ku menyintaimu
kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura
ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku
yg telah membuat ku menyintai mu
sudah berapa lama diriku ini tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua kau merindu ku
sebagaimanaku rinduimu

cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji menyintamu syg….

setelah kau pergi jauh dari sisi
tiada ku cinta selain dirimu
ku ingin bersama dgnmu selamanya
walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa
mungkin kau tak mengerti maksud ku dulu
pada dirimu

kiniku kan menyinta dirimu itu
sehingga ke akhir waktu
cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia ku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji menyintamu syg….

sudah berapa lama diriku ini
tak bertemu mu

mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku sebagaimanaku rindumu

cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia ku menyinta dirimu
hanya menunggu mu menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji menyintamu syg….

cinta antara kita tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia ku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji menyintamu syg…

5 months 15 days to go!!!

alahai.. rase mcm lama lagi! tapi tgk2 kalendar kejap sgt dah... 5 months is okaylah tuh kot.. byk mende tak buat lagi...

checklist:

benda2 wajib
1. Tarikh (checked)
2. Kursus
3. ujian HIV
4. all the docs and letters (surat akuan bujang etc etc)
5. saksi
6. tok kadi

in search of my pinky cam!!

haiyaa!!! i am not going to forgive myself this time!! uhuk uhuk uhuk.. it was at the pit of my ferrary-baby.. alaaaaaaaaa... dah plan dah nak amik gambar lawa2 with pinky cam!! darn! double darn! triplet darn erkekekeke..

in search of the perfect wedding song

hmmmm ... well.. i had everything in mind.. all the plan for the wedding.. but again.. i have actually nothing.. not even a date! anyhoo.. the date issue is quite sensitive.. since i dont want to make the date decision on my own! will wait baby to get the perfect date... (but then again.. baby is not that sensitive over dates.. any dates shall be seen to be fit.. i guess)

but 1 thing for sure that we are love our song to be perfect ... hmmm let me see... our first song was Shrek's

'accidentally in love by the counting crows'.. ekekekeke it fits.. we dont see it coming.. i myself dont see it coming... the song goes like this.. see.. any girl would fall for this...

So she said what's the problem baby

What's the problem I don't know

Well maybe I'm in love (love)

Think about it every time

I think about it

Can't stop thinking 'bout it

then... it was the 'detik pertama- VE' song... yup it seal the negotiation ahaks... hiks hiks.. sweet isnt it...

Indahnya detik pertama

kau melukis warna mimpi hatiku

hanya kau yang aku tunggu-tunggu

biarkan aku bersamamu

biarkan aku terlena dalam dakapanmu

hanya kau yang selalu aku rindu

dalam tidur ku terjaga

mimpikan kasihmu bersama

kuterlena daku kembalikau pulang padaku

kehadiranmu kan membawa erti rindu

both of the songs are great and has it own special remark of it.. but then again.. for the wedding.. the song seems a wee bit less edgy! hiks hiks... hmm what else.. thing with baby is.. he really like to send me a song .. i have a collection of songs that baby gave me.. and i love 'em all... still.. i need THE most memorable song evah!.. (pinky and the brain boley ka bebek?)

lucky? i am...

Do you hear me?
I’m talking to you
Across the water, across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky,
Oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel you whisper across the sea
Keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Ooohh ooohh….

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you, I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

So I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
Ass the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here, right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be comïng home someday

Ooohh ooohhh

heheheh RAYA!! RAYA!!!

i will be quick with this one!!! SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!!!!!

anyway, baby is already in kemaman with umi and abah.. a very brief goodbye (*ahahaha tak sempat nak nangis2 tawon ni ), on friday we had buka puasa at the tropicana!! what way to finish our buka puasa galore!!!!!! will definitely went there again next year kan bek.. sgt worth it!!! sgt sgt worth it!! hiks hiks

what it feels to be engaged? errr... entah.. ahahahaha i ada baby for hari raya! that i have a different type of question this year!! ahahaha last year 'bile nak kawen?'.. this year 'bila langsungnyer?'.. i shall avoid that question if can!! miahahaha

btw, org tak tanya 'mana tunang?' org tanya 'mana didi?'

oh yeap.. semlm dapat bonus!! erekekek mashih mashih bos!!

ITS RAYA EVE!!
hehehe almost everything checked!
Pasar - checked
kuih raya - checked
masak - belum
hihihih

err... what left.. HA!!! I left my pinky cam back at the office!!! hukhuk!!!!!
takdelah gambar cantik2 sgt tawon nih!

owkay! i really have to go and isi kuih raya! and by the way! i am going to bake cheese cake!! so pray!!! PRAY!! that the cheesecake will turn out FINE!!!

will update later late at nite!!

bora ombak

oh yeaah.. we have been planning to eat at bora ombak for sometimes..and yesterday we finally made it... so a great buka puasa 2nd anny dinner with baby miahahahha..

for starters we had cekodok pisang ala cekodok umi yang comel.. terus teringat kat umi kemaman.. and colek and jelly, and ayam golek with a very tasty gravy!! kerang bakar, ikan bakar, aaaaaaaaaaaa there goes my 2 weeks diet (miahahah)

for the main course... we had nasi tomato.. and rendang daging, ayam pandan, and gulai siput sedut, .... there are 2 main course to choose! masak kampung dishes are over the world! and the nasi tomato.. we opted for nasi tomato since we can have nasi putih all the time...and they have stalls that serves sate, grilled chicken and fish

the buffet is at rm55++ with only 10% service charge.. its worth it, the food was great, the ambience is nice!!!

happy 2nd anniversary baby!

Happy Anniversary baby!

hiks hiks i think i have already told you my love sonnet the other day (day before before before yesterday)

I'm not cool.. and i am boring too..

i...

1. always listens....

2. who calls first and the last one to hang up

3. who always offer to pay

4. opens my own door

5. talk too much and shares my problem

6. cries while watching silly things over the telly

7. i dont plan things nor surprises

8. i have bad taste in fashion

9. i hate to comb my hair

10. i nag

i am not perfect baby.. but thats me.. and i think i will not change not even in hundreds years

there are many ways that i can be pretentious.. but believe me... it will not be me at all

i love you! and thanks for 2 wonderful years!

1 week to clear the nibong tebal protection report.

sigh... i am such a lazy bum!! i am hating myself at the moment!! i am toooooo lazy to do anything...

true.. very true..

its true.. when you are a whiner.. a non-stop complaining machine.. or a person who's soo loud.. their words are louder than the action.. and whats more.. u start to cheat everyone else plus yourself...

let others be... its true .. when 1 finger is pointed out to someone.. 4 will point back at you.. but then again.. snobbish+stupid+ignorance+arrogant people will always be around with the world class act!

when everyone is living their own pace.. you'll be spending condamning others.. and whats worst.. you are no less condemned by your own words...

happy ramadhan everyone... take things slowly.. enjoy your life! i am advising myself of things that are not worth doing... this year too much hatred and i think i need to rejuvenate.. cleanse my heart ... i will not be an ol' grudge! :)

hiks hiks.. i am happy tho this year! i am engaged, i will be a wife if god permits (insyallah).. mommy sihat, everyone i love sihat... adhwa... a good bonus.. completed few good project!

berbuke puasa @ no.9's

alhamdulillah... lagi sekali dapat menjalankan ibadah puasa di bulan ramadhan *petikan kata kata mama.... hiks hiks and tis year we have adhwa to celebrate with us!! wohooooo.... i just buat pengat pisang and rojak goreng!! hiks hiks yang lain mama yang masak! goreng donut umi kemaman, and buat kuih ketayap! then siap!.. makan biasa2 jer takdelah sampai 10 jenis lauk... lauk mkn mlm biasa kari ayam, sambal kerang and ikan goreng.... baby je takde semlm..

i'm back... and its ramadhan already! obama for candidacy

alhamdulillah.. selamat sampai ke malaysia... It was a very hectic trip.. from getting baju for baby adhwa, then gi cari wedding favors lagi!
owkay.. my wedding card is PERFECT.. sgt sgt cantik!!! we bought 2 design! yang agak keras mcm booklet for the dewan.. and a very classic card for home!! i love it... i do!! anyway.. i have tonnes of story to write... hiks hiks

day1
yerp.. the flight was ok, except that i still feel the intensive pain in my head, ear and jaw during touch down!! might be due to *iduntknow* but then again.. i think its all because of he sudden change of preassure! i had the same pain when i came back from langkawi! but hey.. when things are not permanent.. then i think its ok. we reached abg's palce in PLUIT... around 10 pm!.. hiks hiks .. little that we know that abg new apartemnet is located in the heart of 'MIAMI'... large mansion-like home... everywhere... people 'park' their boat outside their home.. cool kan!!
that nite abg took us to pisa i think lupa plak nama restaurant tu.. italian restaurant in the heart of jakarta! i like the live band.. and yes.. my theory is right! that all indonesian can sing!!!!

day 2 Pluit-mangga 2

we plan to go to mangga 2 today.. for the wedding favor scouting.. and we off to get few booties for adhwa. owh and baby decided to have pizza for lunch.. second day in jakarta!! i still hadnt have the chance to have some real indonesian food!!I bought some groceries that day.. hiks hiks i'm going to cook my instant nasi goreng (still no nasi uduk or nasi timbel!! *tempe* *tempe*! that nite abg had to entertain mandala coo candidate.. his friend back in malaysia.. *boleyka saya juga bekerja untuk mandala air? (*-the macet i think i can dig jakarta!! but then again.. i hate the authority... *corrupted authority)

hmmm the wedding favor costs only about rm1-rm2.00 which is very cheap!!! hiks hiks... that nite we did not go anywhere.. since it is our planning nite! tomorow we will be off to bandung and yes... we still have not decide on the mode of tranportation to choose.. *travel in style.. in the silverbird would costs us a fortune!... aaaaa.. pak tjipto suggested t take the shuttle *some sort of a van! or mpv.. which to is a big no-no... then that nite abg suggested to us to take the train instead! and he guide us to take the train from the gambir station in jakarta to bandung...

day 3 : Gambir-bandung

we took the 11.30 train *argo gede* erkekekeke comelnyer nama.. to bandung. the train executive class isnt that bad after all... ada passenger packet which include a mineral water, a sweet bun and kek lapis.. *wohoo and very spacey as well... nak melunjur tergolek etc etc.. silekan... and at the price of rp49,000.. cheapkan!!!!

model terbaru argo gede! ahahahah baby with the train tix... the 3 hour journey was fabulous... i like the landscape through my coach window.. mcm travel gi exotic places plak.. with all the green landscape everywhere..

we arrived in bandung approximate 2.21pm... it was quite a journey and we had the best nasi goreng ever *kaya dgn ajinomoto!!! miahahhahahaha

so.. we off to jalan cihampelas, and dago to shop for adhwa's item... alahai susahnyer carik baju baby! but for adhwa! anything bolehla

baby in front of parisj van java, cihampelas

day 4: bandung pasar baru

owkay!! its d day!! things to get from pasar baru is the wedding card, baju nikah, baju bertandang, baju mommy baju,kak ni, baju iza, and kain hantaran, telekung and sejadah!!! omg!! first stop is the kedai kain.. i had trouble choosing the right material for my baju nikah and i finally chose the french lace... * aaaaa my baju nikah will cost me thousand when its finished!! i am not going to brag about the french lace.. but i think its worth it.. and i worth the french lace.. and baby love it he said its perfect. I matched the french lace with tafeta.. the material use for wedding gowns! and sorry no pictures for the card and all the textiles! ahahahah nak tgk datang to the wedding!

baby got me telekung sulam bukit tinggi... owh our wedding card we chose 2 design. 1 for the dewan and 1 for kemaman/klang.. phuh... we didnt opt for printing so we bought a blank card so we got the card for 1.70 and 2.20 each. kira oklah.. we managed to save about 50% on the cards... alhamdulillah...

anyway.. yang paling best is dat i got to eat GURAMI... last time tak bleh nak makan since umi tak mkn ikan..

of to gambir that evening!!

bandung station

day 5: pluit-carrefour-mangga2-jimbaran bali

harini takde mood nak gi memana.. since we had 70Kg's of things to bring back!!! aaaaaaaa cedey cedey... so what we did.. we went to get a weighing scalefrom carrefour and plan... for next day departure. abg dah kirekan.. that we have to pay about rm700 ringgit!!! demness* oopssss tapi takpe.. my brilliant mind try to think the best way of bringing the stuff home... hiks hiks 30Kg into the cargo and the rest .. we'll bring as our handluggage.. nasib baik mende takj besar... cume berat...

that nite.. abg belanja mkn kat jimbaran bali 2.. hiks hiks.. seafood dia best sgt.. we had ketiping -*ketang, and cumi cumi and ikan .. aaaaaaa best sgt.. slurrrppppp dah meleleh air liur mengenangkan cumi cumi yang best tuh.... last day we went to shop again at mangga2.. tak serik lah ni.. but nafsu membeli dah habes... got tshirt for salam and sarung bantal nikah... penat dah tersa on our last day... our flight tomorow will be at 6.25 am....

day 6: pluit-soekarno hatta

i woke up at 3.30 in the morning! nak nangis rase thinking of all the things i'm bringing back.. we bid farewll to abg.. and we left him with anither 17kg of envelopes!!! ahahahahah sian abg.. and we are off to the bandara!! so slong jakarta.. till next time!!!

off to get few things

well.. setelah penat bekerja bertungkus-lumus-lumuih... i'm off to get few things for the wedding! hmmm alhamdulillah... the protection setting was finalised (finalised) after months of discussion... new project when i came back nnt!

owh.. and the kenduri over the weekend was great!!! alhamdulillah.. berjaya memasak dalca and ayam masak merah!! mama kata owkay sudah lulus!!!! ahaks yipppeeeeee!!!

my shoes and bag... miamiamia

soon to be mine.. but ni baru survey survey je dulu... since belum buat keputusan lagi.... hiks hiks peluh2 baby!!

testing on my new pinkycam

my work station from the eye of pinky cam!!! setelah di program oleh MonsterAdib.inc hiks hiks sgt cantek gambar yang diambil oleh pinky cam!! digabungkan dgn keupayaan memprogram peringkat ke10 MonsterAdib.Inc and my natural talent... the pictures taken were superb!!!

uncle and MonsterAdib.Inc

and the most talented with monsteradib.inc
hhehehe

hari yang agak best!

monday morning..

weekend was fun! and tiring and fun filled with activities and i a shopping treatment! miahahahah hantaran 3 down (8 more to go!!) anyway anyway! katil bilik pengantin pun dah decide.. am waiting for baby utk design the bilik! hiks hiks and for us to start on the work! many needs to be done since i took over that room! anyway anyway!

bought clarks heel for only RM50!! can u imagine that!!! and bought ummi's sandal.. and the montblanc pen and i-touch.. and i got myself a digital camera.. a pink digital camera.. which i think is a good bargain.. .. sgt cantek pinkycam ku!

anyway anyway.. i am happy... things are not perfect but alhamdulillah we got each other! and that's the most important thing! that i have my baby with me and that we have our family with us!

i am blessed... hiks hiks i am blessed with my work(loads of em), i am blessed for my family (tho they are really sometimes cud drive me mad), I am blessed for baby ( that we have a healthy relationship.. arguing is healthy!! ahahhaha but i know he loves me).. thing is.. life is not perfect... and just embrace it..

writing about blessed! ... CONGRATULATION CHONG WEI!! hiks hiks we actually need a motivator.. i guess he could have won the gold medal.. if he could overcome the nervousness!!! anyway!! i knew he could do better.. so next time (tho i am really dissapointed.. i really would like him to win.. it really can patch up this silly racial thing in malaysia!! 1 thing that can bring us malaysian togetehr.. is that.. we could embrace our differences and that we should realise that we only got each other!!)

there it was! .... smart!!!

Alhamdulillah.. the hard work pays

dah seminggu duk merungut byk kerja.. tapi bebek kata.. kene syukur buat kerja dlm aircond!! bayang org buat keje dlm panas,...

I love my job .. hate it (when i have abundance-not-going-to-finish job) but hey alhamdulillah...

anyway.. been busy for the whole week!!!! need to complete the gebeng project and i am about to succumbed to lethargy-ness.. not having the most energy to use on daily basis.. dah dry out.. cant even think much but my head keep on spinning wanting to pour down all my thoughts on the report.. and wanting to improve.. (ahahahahaha.... duk tak puas hati jer... tu g bebek selalu marah)

i cant even sleep at nite hukhuk... i kept turning and tossing... reminding that myself need to rest and let the body to re-energize.. but the feeling of not having to complete on time is killing me....

i need to go for a holiday!! i miss my bebek.... and alhamdulillah.. bebek dah siapkan kerja di kemaman... hiks hiks and he came bek in one piece tu yang penting!!!

p/s: hiks hiks.. well i have been promised to go and secure all my project payment inorder to get my Big 'B' .. i did.. and manage to secure all of 'em.. and alhamdulillah... all the hard work.. mental tortures.. back pain... pays out!!

BEBEK I AM SORRY...... PUK LA SAYA BEK... miahahaha i love you

haih... cantiknyer ....

hiks hiks .... cantiklah.... cantiknyer....

one for me and one for baby! yeay!! and this is hantaran no '2'

my baby.my heart.my soul

love spoken here....

i had a great weekend ngan baby.. altho for only a short brief of time.. but hey... baby is coming back this wednesday for good! ekekekek so what did we do on saturday? we paint ahahahah .. my baby is soo talented isnt him.. (ngelat... si comot yang nak main ngan paint sebenarnye!!) with hidung yang meleleh leleh.. (shian bebek....)

on sunday.. bebek dah start keje... haih... will write more on baby adhwa's nyer first day out... and mommies nyer lunch treat kat marche..

and presenting adhwa at 14 days!!! he is soo lovely isnt he... my baby my precious nephew!!! hiks hiks... muhammad adhwa afeef.. its 25 in french

bebek.. harvesting his chandu... miahahahahah (ahaks... well baby.. we grow the poppies someday.. and u can enjoy this moment for real... )

my morning face! ahaks.... i wish i can swim with the kois

and here i am.. never been more in love.. ekekek

taken from:icanhavecheezburger.blogspot.com

i love you!

dewan bankuet *ngeeeeee

rite.. we have two choices.. rumah atau dewan.... so here

this is the dewan bek... ok ke? yang ni they make it quite simple... tak pakai cover kusi semua.. very basic look at the dewan.. and here's the picture kalau kita pakai sarung kusi etc etc

not bad lah kut eik.

i'm sorry bek

I am sitting in my room trying to finish my switching studies! I have completed the simulation but need to fine tune the result! As I lay on my bed.. I just can’t stop helping thinking about baby… I have to admit I was being ‘difficult’.. Maybe the distance.. Or maybe the hormone is kicking in! I should have well noted that he is very tired on his day long work.. And the work took most of his energy...
Anyway.. I should not complaint.. he called me whenever he can.. And he text! And hey.. What more can you ask rite?
I am sorry baby …
We had our conversation on the wedding preparation.. guess we are not going to take all the guests outside of shah alam… the banquet hall is perfect.. but I have a heavy task.. reassuring baby that banquet hall is ok rather than having the reception in KL
My list of things to do kept changing!! Aha.. but anyway.. we have agreed on the overall theme! From my khatam to nikah and to the wedding reception!! Now all I have to do is assuring mommy that nikah and berinai besar can be done together.. and she have this disapproval on her face.. and she asked me why? Why can’t we have a separate berinai besar!!!!! .. and I think she wanted a green theme for my berinai besar.. alahai.. duk belek… bunge telur hijau! Adeh! Ahahah I dunt mind really.. she kept telling I am the last daughter.. pasni terima menantu jer.. so she wanted something extravagant.. takde lah grant.. tapi she wanted it all… sib baik lah tak mintak mandi bunge.. itupun tadi dah suh jumpa nenek tukang urut before the wedding
Omg.. today at kak noni’s, she wanted to have a kenduri before the fasting month and she wanted to have tents and etc..as tho somebody is getting married.. and its only tahlil… (aaaaaaaaaaaaaa…..) mommy!!.. and I tadi.. terpaksa lah I play role jadi daughter garang.. since kak noni dah kerut dahi.. slowly.. I said to my mom.. ‘ma.. khemah satu cukup.. tahlil je pun..’
Hiks hiks nak buek cemana… can’t live with her.. And we surely die without her.. tho sometimes she is not as young as 5 years ago when its kak noni’s wedding and that she have me all the time.. To make slave off..
List hantaran pun dah finalised! Yeay! Miahahaha me as my uncle asked for serba satu.. so all my hantaran kenalah ada baju persalinana, kasut bag,makeup… cincin ekekekek and for baby!! i have a perfect gadget prepared for him!
Hantaran should be a gift! A special thing that you want your love one to have! Its those thing that you seldomly get for yourself!! So kawen hanya sekali!! Indulge yourself

friday.. and i am a one love sick fella!

gosh babyku.. bila kamu nak pulang ke selangor.. !!!
anyhoo.. today wasnt much different .. submitted 3 reports to zaharul to check.. and currently i'm updating the transient switching studies... and i havnt even started on the line modelling to use for the impedance scan! i hate my work.. i love my work... hate it.. love it.. aaaaaaaaa

call the vet this morning to check on adik... she was given medication for the isospora and no more loose stool.. dah boleh walk steadily! alhamdulillah!! but she show some sign of jaundice..

i'm taking abang, snowy and comot to see the vet tomorow.. to get abg isosopra vaccination (hopefully just 2 dyas medicainment .. since i hate giving abang medicine.. he loathe 'em.. and the fact that he is geting bigger and fatter each passing day!) and snowy and comot will get their bcg tomorow.. ekekekeke

so if you people outhere decide to have a pet.. make sure u take full responsibility.. its not a one day job.. or only whenever feel like playing or having them.. its a life time commitment... ha..

most of the time my cats do not giving me much trouble.. its one of those days when 1 of them fell sick.. all in a day life tu jer..

and the cats misses you too lah bebek.. takde sape nak main2 layan abg bermalas malasan atas sofa!

thursday! adik masuk ward

my adik was diagnosed with toxoplasma-ish isospora gastrointestinal parasites! haih sian kat adik.. tadi dr. put her on drip! she looked very tired.. but hopefully the treatment is on time.. but dr said please bear in mind that she might not make it.. aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! i was about to cry! but i need to be brave for adik and for the fact that i need to go back to the course!

anyway! i am so sorry for adik.. i shud have taken her to the clinic yesterday! hope its not too late!

today is the last day of the pscad/emtdc course.. well hopefully they will gain much knowledge altho i have to admit.. they had some serius case of CRASH course.. sian gak tgk uncle2 tuh struggle.. but hey.. they can do it

i myself are struggling... HOW am I GONNA concentrate on MY MASTER.. whne my work has taken most of my days!! aaaaaaa....... just take today for an exmaple...

boss: you have completed the frequency scanning?
me: *smile proudly.. yup yesterday itself (see course and doing study at the same time...)
boss: how do you model the impedances...
me: what? what impedance?
boss: do you take directly from pscad translated model..
me: yeah! just like the usual!
boss: ermm i want a new want i want you to model all the long lines.. PLUS all the short lines are to be frequency dependent. and err what time is our meeting tomorow..
me: ok. 10 am. (when the truth i was yelling!! why dont you tell me earlier!! i did 30 contingency cases!! 30!!! up to n-3!) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

guess my nite will fill with modelling!! ^%*^%*^£(

cemana nak study!! HOw am i going to study... when i have too many things to do!!!!!!! sometimes i ask myself.. what are the others for? when only some of us have to work very hard for the company!! but then again.. when we work.. we should not ask such stupid question! aha.. so i guess the question will just end here...

i should be grateful i have work to do! meaning i have job! and i earn my living.. haih.. bestnyer kalau takyah kerja!!..

bek... saya nak pencen awal... hiks hiks and semoga cita cita kamu untuk saya tidak perlu bekerja full time menjadi kenyataan.. amin amin amin...

wednesday!!

*yawn* .. i feel like procrastinating! 3 days without my baby!!! hukhukhuk anyway.. i am off to kuantan on the 8th! ... then comeback on th th or 10 tgk mana rajin!

miahahahhahahaha errrr... bebek!!! i'm bored!

tuesday! and the meeting was okay

had meeting with t++ and the rest of the suppliers.. it seems that the main contractor fail to pay everyone!! and that T++ has to take the project in their own hands..!! to tell you the truth! it is very dissapointing when you are not paid for the job you'd done.. but basically.. the meeting was very promising!!! hiks hiks.. then i'm off to kuantan for 2 days measurement... (all travlling and coming back... i have to produce a report within 1 week!!) errkkk but its gonna be one of the last measurement!!!



i miss my baby sooo much!!! aaaaaaaaaa pensan! pensan!!!

monday!!! and baby.. saya rindu kamu!

another lonely days without my baby!! shucks i hate being away from him... anyway.. tu lah baby kata.. nak mencari rezeki.. and i really have to let him go! its not that he is million mile away! (errr but kemaman i surely far2 away from klang!!!) he usually will spent his evening with me.. and we'll depart after dinner everyday!! 2 weeks of lonely dinner.. nampaknyer tak makan mlm lah mcm ni... i hate eating alone..

anyways... i got something from baby so that i wouldnt fell sick again!! dah lipat elok2 dah bek.. hiks hiks...

anyway.. batuk macam tak nak jadik baik... but i will do anything i can to recover before this weekend!! hiks hiks saya mau makan deroyan!!! deroyan!!!! altho.. i have to admit.. the thought of travelling ngan kak nor and abg nik!! (bebek!!! mcm mana kalau diorg interrogate saya? how? how?)

anyway... bek... since kamu takde nih.. i take the opportunity tu survey my kasut!!! hiks hiks... owh and zuk's wedding will be on the 24th.. hopefully by then kan bek... ur job dah siap... (but if you are taking the one in KT nampaknyer.. kene plan lah kan...)

owh owh... baby dah besar.. dah 3.8kG hiks hiks (altho lagi ringan dari my fat cat.. but alhamdulillah.. tanda2 he is growing out well)... best giler dapat baby!!! hikss hiks.. i'm a proud aunty! and dah tukar nama... muhammad adhwa afeef.. (aaaaa kenapa? kenapa?.. ikram daniel was fine) tapi ye la kan.. mommy dia nak sgt nama adhwa tu... ikut korang la hiks hiks...

its FriMON

well its my FriMON-day... 3 days of monday.. well to be frank to myself.. yesterday was my sunday! ahaks got surperais from my baby! He is coming back TODAY!! yeay!! i got to see my baby.. atlast....

i am searching for class 1 surge arrester over the net!

bila engkau jauh

Sedapnya hati tidak jemu

Tak sabar bermanja

Hanya sehari tak bertemu

Macam selamanya

Rindukan tawamu

Yang menyegarkanku

Aku tersiksa dengan sendu

Bila engkau jauh

Bila terasa sentuhanmu

Aku terus sembuh

Aku bermimpi

Riang terbang

Pagi sampai senja

Cinta dihati sudah kembang untuk engkau saja

Tidur atau jagaRindu sentiasa
Sampai terbalik seluruh duniaku

Hanya satu yang kupinta

Jangan tinggalkan daku

Aku merayu oh kekasih

Belailah hatiku

Bilaku layu lagi sedih

Curahlah kasihmu

Kau dakaplah aku

Sembuhkan piluku

Jika kau rasa sepertiku

Bila aku jauh

Biarlah dua jadi satu

Bersama selalu

Hanya kau dan aku

babyku jauh nun disana!

aaaaaa... things that i hate the most next to tebotw is having my baby away!! i hate being separated this way!!! i hate that i miss him soo much.. so where is my baby? he is sumwhere in dadong.. errr cheneh.. err ulu mana mana ntah.... jadik mcm bob the builder!!... not a multi million project.. tapi alhamdulillah laa... able to keep on going!!! ... haih bila lah nak dapat project longkang dja.. miahahahahahah

so.. i misses him.. and the fever i'm having is not helping at all. Been to the office today!! with loads!! LOADS! of work piling waiting for me to clear!! yucks!!! i hate wednesday with a stint of monday!! wednesday should be fun!! fun!! its like 2 days to friday!! and here i am... feeling MONDAY....

oh i miss my baby too much!! if i could just tell him (yeah i have told him thru sms's phone calls ym... smoke signals... morse codes.. i guess he got the message!!)

COME BACK SOON!!!! I MISS U!!!

my baby pink drowned*

my first birthday gift!! it was my first love... and it was perfect.. its PINK.. it's slim.. and the most important thing is.. its from my love!! and there it was.. lying helplessly.. at the bottom of the toiletbowl...... i stood watching while trying very hard not to pee!!!!!! damnation*&(*^*..
last person whom i know that loses his phone in the same tragic manner is Ching!!! and i think i laughed at him!! urghhh now when it does happened to me... i think i knew how ching had felt... aiya!!!!

double damnation!!! i cant help but feeling miserable over the matter.. now i am a proud borrower(err.. ada ke borrower) of baby blackie..

i am so sorry baby!! thank god you are soo cool about it... tho i think he might have pinched me.. but he didnt... instead he choose today to say thats the price of not listening to his advice..aiyaaaa.. i am indeed miserable!

anyway.. finish two days course on reliability.. again... i am feeling weary (just knowing that there are papers on power system equipemnt evaluation using FORM) erk!!!!! triple damnation***

i need to keep calm now!!! i will be prepared for it.. i will... and i will try my very best!!

hiks hiks owh btw.. i think i want to do my PhD in BATH... hiks hiks

good one! hiks hiks

A British airways flight was going to Teheran from London . When it gets close to Teheran it starts having some kind of trouble. The pilot contacts the air tower at Teheran airport and asks for help:

"Teheran, this is Captain Smith, British Airways flight 000, do you read?"
"flight 000, dis iz tehran felight contorol, go ahead"
"teheran , this is flight 000, we have a problem"
"dis iz tehran , vat kind of peroblem?"
"this is flight 000, we have lost power to our engines, please advise"
"dis iz tehran , I reed you, peleez check some things for me, ok?"
"this is flight 000, go ahead"
"dis iz tehran , can you get emergency power to your engines?"
"this is flight 000, negative, no power is available"
"dis iz tehran , can you peleez bering your altitude to 20,000 feet?"
"this is flight 000, negative, our wing controls do not respond"
"dis iz tehran , can you peleez see if you can lower your veels?"
"this is flight 000, negative, landing gears are stuck"
"dis iz tehran , would you peleez repeet thez words after me"
"this is flight 000, go ahead"
"dis iz Tehran , repeat thez words peleez: Ashado ala elahailallah wa ashado an Mohammadan rasul Allah"

aaaaa..... my dream shoes

*droolll.... droolll haih.... *droolll

owkay... owkay ... i really cant get my hand off blogging!! hiks hiks... and i will keep my promises to baby!!! i will avoid writing with negative intention! well, i really need to practise listening to him now! one cannot disobey one husband right (yep in the future)?... i knoe he will not mendle in my business when he thinks its not necessary for him... but i saw him once, grew utterly tired of one incident where he was the one who stood by me! so i guess i will try to let bygone be bygone!

cantek nyer!!

i really cant help myself from writing this entry!! i just want to write about my dream shoes!...

my dream shoes are nike women air kukini... i was in love with that shoes back in year 2003 i guess... it was pink in colour with a spider-wee web .. haih... too bad i cant afford to buy those shoes back then which costs a fortune (i wont spent 400++ for a pair of shoes) .. and it was fated.. mommy bought me an esprit mary jane shoes the week earlier which costs her rm360 and she avoided my endless begging conversation for another one!!!

and today.. when i can afford to get my own air kukini.. its no more in production!!! aaaaaaaaa when money cant buy you anything huh!!! i saw an article describing my kukini... you must agree with me... its the most beautiful running shoes EVAH!!!!

snip snip

i presumed many has read the article i posted yesterday! anyway, i was hoping that atleast i cud show many to understand how to become a great leader. Tun is not perfect.. but he is a living example of a succesful, brialliant and effective leader!

kekekke.... for me... i will try to be like tun.. to understand fully on certain problem that i am not sure about before making any decision... it'll help to atleast stop me from making stupid decision! or before i go jumping here and there, shouting,... and demonstrating wrld class act - breathing heavily as tho i was suffocating.. for a problem that doesnt involve me in any way!!! i will never forget that day in my life... it will be forever told in my family for generation.. a big no-no moral story.. nuff said..