F1 part 1

What a day it was! My weekend has never been better, although I have to admit there was a friction between me and baby on Saturday.. in which I have to admit it is soul-ly my fault. I should have known by now what makes you comfortable and what not. Anyhoo, Alhamdulillah… nothing serius.. we had a fun time afterwards and I am sorry for being such a cry baby! I am sorry .. I really do…, then tibe2 kak niza call and offers us F1 tickets, we had several tickets sources for today actually.. ayu’s tickets… abang tickets (huh seb baik kak niza bg! Kekeke kalau tak! Kene pretend demam).. hiks hiks.. rezeki2… anyway,… we chose to be seated at K1 instead.. hiks hiks the one yang kak niza bagi.. (thank youssssss ;) ) anyway.. this year mmg all the tickets last2 minute… but then next year.. insyallah.. kalau nak beli.. we have to plan early …

The K1 tix!

But as for now, I will remain enjoying baby’s privilege… mashih baby!...
Okay, the thing with F1 is that it is very hot! I do live in Malaysia.. but then again.. The climate is certainly much different.. Maybe because it is such a very wide open space! Humidity makes it worst! Anyhoo.. I survived.. with sunburned and lethargy-ness due to the hot weather!

Okay, we (me,baby and najmi) reached SIC approximately at noon… First stop! Saya mau ke kedai BMW dan membeli beg idaman.. too bad this year the design wasn’t pretty enuf like last year! But I was adamant to get the bag! Tiba2! Jeng.. jeng .. jeng… ku tiada cash!!!! Urghhhh punyerlah sombong ngan baby kata nevermind I got my own cash! Hukhukhuk… *** keting keting keting.. me ran away from the BMW booth… with head down.. thinking hard, where to find an atm machine!! Kekekek *** lalu baby menghulurkan bantuan.. and he get me the bag! Mashih lagi sekali yer baby!.. (*** I’ll pay you later ekekekekekek )

my baby and his mercedes benz.. ahaks...

3,2,1! Go!!!! Hiks hiks.. and 56 laps later! Kimi raikonen won the race! But anyway it wasn’t up to my expectation! Anyway.. it wasn’t the best race! I expect soo much more! I expect there will be more action… massa over steering act was too lame .. kikiki

I LOVE MY BAG!

The gardens

TGIF! yep yep.. thank god its friday!... anyway... i wasnt planning to come to work.. but then again i feel a little bit reluctant to abandoned my WORK! hiks hiks i love my job! i love it! crazy over it!

okay.. we went to check out The Gardens @ midvalley! well verdict: 3/5 hiks hiks.
off to buy my perfumes.. i wanted to get myself a Dior Shine... but then the devil has made me buying Dior Shine and Dior Addict 2! OMG! kekeke bebek pun sgt sporting membenarkan saya membeli dua botol perfume itu!

GSC signature premier cinema was up to the expectation, and the Italiannies @ the gardens was something different than the one in the curve (i thnk! keke never been there) here's some picture... its kinda romantic place to have your dinner! hiks hiks

after dinner we went to get baby's nyer perfume lak... he chose Mont Blanc Starwalker! kekeke i like the smell.. sweet but manly! soo... two down! plenty more to go! next.. Love&Co.

anyway.. we wnet shopping at the supposed to be high-end shopping mall.. dgn memakai baju yang huduh2.. sampai org sume takmo layan! kekekeke... fun lah looking at people sometimes!

weekend! saya mau gi tgk F1 and beli bag laptop idaman! hiks hiks............ and buy the rest of the stuff for baby! susah nak pinang anak raja jembal ni!

OUR BOY!

he wets! everywhere anywhere he likes....
non-stop eating machines!
he sleeps more than the usual cats..
he sings.. in the morning, afternoon.. at nite... whenever he wants..
he demanded to be combed!
but yet.. we still love him soo dearly

dinner at MARCHe!

hiks hiks my monday morning entry!!!.. tired of going to our usual ROMA's! we had our celebration dinner yesterday! celebrating?!!! wooot!!!! *teeheeee *smile *smile *grin *grin celebrating love and life ahead! (owkay.. i may sound a wee bit more love sick pathetic phat lady for the next 6 weeks)

so.. nothing for entree.. since both of us are way too starving!.... baby had lamb shank and me treat meself with a grilled chicken breast! and we had choc mouse for desert! and couple of dinner rolls..

i saw baby's approvals on marche! he likes the place .. hiks hiks.. and i like it when he likes the place i chose! :)

well i'm off.. kekekek i have many things to write.. but then again later!!!!

abang!!

my first attempt in getting my abang to be in touch with his feminin side erkekekeke sorry baby... i can thelp it! kkekekek dia nakal sgt these few days! ahaks....

WHOA!!!!

saya takup.. agak gementar.... 8 months is way too short! cemana ke?
i cant even think of planning in 8 months!

how do people done it? how can one survive?....

Anyway, things are very well in order now! the recent event has proved that i really dunt belong to that group of people! i am back to where i belong! i have put balanced back in the world! i even beg the elders.. dunt make me befriend with this people again.. kekekekekek OMG stop it!

mommy is having a bowling game with her bos up in third floor! baby is in kemaman.. washing dishes!!! ahaks... well baby... just wait .. in 8 months these lad will definitely be washing dishes plak! ekekekek nak ke bob? mau ke mau ke? tak mau kene paksa!

in 4 months i will be aunty... in 3 months i will be defending my thesis...InsyAllah! .. and semoga business baby berkembang pesat! hiks hiks....

anyway.. picture of the day! me giving banana to horton!

Transient Recovery Voltage

well let's see if i can write down my work in this blog... what do i do for a living?
i conduct studies.. the words manifest itself! ahaks.. what type of study do i do? I do electrical transient studies... Electrical transient is a phenomena that occurs during an instant change of a circuit condition... erm... for example.. during switching'on' and 'off' of a lightbulb.. well analogicly, when a wave hit a cliff... the water will jump higher than the initial wave hitting the cliffs! so during switching there are always a probability of overvoltage... somtimes the overvolatge could go as high as twice the initial value... thus, this phenomena creates the transient phenomena concerns over the ELECTRICAL community!

Saying that the phenomena concerns during the sudden/instant change of the circuit condition, the related duration constitutes only up to miliseconds...

so, how do i do the study? i simulate the condition... since every medium in the world can be represented by something else ( which exhibits the same nature ) .. i model the real world using a computer software --- and i construct a condition that may represent a transient state! voila!

at the end of the study... i will analyse the results.. gives recommendation.. and conclude!

my work is to study? how terible one life could be huh! ahaks... i remembered the day i drop down and cry sooo hard in glasgow.. alone.. telling myself that i had enuf of studying! i wanna go home and work! ( err btw working will require you to do less thinking... but this type of work.. hukhuk *sob! *sob!)

owkay.. enuf of complaining!!! and do your work!

panic at no9

kak noni was admitted at DEMC on tuesday! mommy was frantic over the matter! malas nak tulis panjang2 since i am too tired to think.. kkekeke here's some pictures ekekek.. semlm pun birthday AUNTY! yeppy birthday aunty!!



abg shahrul kata ... habis je masuk drip ngan air doktor.. terus masukkan air kopi n milo... dianak bg baby dlm perut rase! yeah rite! ekekekeke ... she was discharged this morning...

to baby ariq (if u r a boy) or baby sofea batrisya (if u r a girl) please be strong! we are waiting for you impatiently!
love: ur aunties n uncles

MOnday Morning in The office!

its 2 am!!! stret from JB to APS.. urrrkkkk.... btw, nik's wedding was .... beautiful,fun,chaotic,tiring+++ will write about it later.. right now! i am super tired of the travelling and driving (ehem yeah! finally he gave his trust for me to drive long distance! thank u yer baby....) and I am sorry, i have to include my never ending work during Nik's wedding.. maybe next time yerr... seb baik everyone was feeling the same.. tired and super exhausted! kalau tak sure dah jadi the best party pooper ever! hiks hiks
i am going to have some rest! 3 days of capacitor course! next week there will be a pscad course! bile lah nak abes keje? bile ? bile? ekekeekekeke (erk.. tu course .. project on going gak! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhh)nanges * air mata meleleh leleh... * lap hingus * air mata still meleleh kikikikiki

TGIF!!

I am without a doubt are super-duper-perr busy this month! (aha! so what am i doing here? hey.. havent you people learnt bout the productivity curve..... i am at the recharging state!was hoping the company would send me to some inspirational courses.. HAH! not in a million years.. motivate yourself dear as TIME is GOLD!!)..

i was blog hoping.. to the usual fav blogs of mine, kak d's, MM .. blogs yang make you appreciate life soo much! though i sometimes find myself arguing about their thoughts especially MM's...

kak d wrote about SAD! aha.. most anticipated word of the month!...

SAD....bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, depressed, desolate, despairing, despondent, disconsolate, dismal, distressed, doleful, down, forlorn, gloomy, glum, grief-stricken, heartbroken, heavy-hearted, low, lugubrious, melancholy, miserable, morbid, morose, mournful, pensive, pessimistic, regrettable, sombre, sorry, sorrowful, troubled, unhappy, wistful, woebegone..

i am without a doubt are very sad for the things had happened lately, but atleast... it makes you realise about the bigger picture and what have been left out... ahaks, i was having a discusssion with baby last two nites.. yup.. i should be 'angried' by certain people! that is without a doubt like what baby always told me.. its true! bitter but true.. .. and yes .. i have to admit it.. but that doesnt include TEBOTW rights...

.. no matter how much u knew about a person darkest secret it'll remain a secret... not because it cant be told... but no one cares if its been told! every little thing will be denied! and you'll end up looking like a very envy person! huh.. dia dengki jer tuh! ahaks .. so at the end why bother.. when at first it seems to be a very honourable things to do to a friend.. it will always ended in such a catasthrophic manner! if telling a secret to someone just to have that someone to be blamed for later in life.. then i think - this bonding-ice-breaking activity should not be excercise by a human being at all! because secrets are not meant to be tell... ahaks!

should a person feels appreciated if people come and share their feelings and thoughts?CERTAINLY NO! it'll be lifelong burden! (anyhoo there's rules and regulations to be symphaty and emphaty!)
but dont get me wrong!... when the person meant soo dearly to you.. it is such and honourable deed to do.. take me for instant! i will try to share everything with baby... and i want him to make me his pillar of strength...

owkay back to my main SAD story...Some people feel sad when they are weighed down by something in the past or present time, while others feel sad when anxious of their future. Regardless of what the source of your sadness may be, the idea is to not let it get to you.

kak d said...fill the heart with all of the opposite: feeling of gladness (syukr), joy, optimism and carefree. 'Aaidh Abdullah al-Qarni (2003)suggests keeping oneself active doing good deeds because "idleness is destructive". .. I am surely in the opposite mode of idle...

anyway, i am at my working mode back! need to settle few things for my boss to look at! maybe.. and maybe i have to come to work tomorow!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! before making my way to JB for nik's wedding! last but not least...



Jika bersedih

Panggillah jiwamu dengan harapan sebagai janji

Karena kebaikan bagi jiwa adalah janji

Jadikan harapanmu menjadi perisai atas serangan putus asamu

Hingga waktu akan menghapus kesedihan itu

Tutuplah dirimu terhadap orang yang sering duduk bersamamu

Karena mereka selalu iri dan mendengki

Tak usah khawatirkan akan terjadi sesuatu

Sebab itu akan membuat orang yang hidup mati sebelum kematian itu sendiri

Kesedihan itu tidak akan abadi

Seperti juga kesenangan juga tidak akan lestari

Kalau saja bukan karena hal yang memengaruhi jiwa

Pasti tak ada kehidupan yang lurus bagi orang yang terjaga

(la tahzan, DR. ‘Aidh al Qarni)

my first slideticker!

Wednesday!

its already in the mid-week... erk!!!! still too many to catch up.. was a bit lost these few months with unnecessary things.. and now, i have let all the crap behind.. just to finish my work and start on a new project!!! off to JB this weekend for nik aka gdog wedding! yeay! dah mcm yearly event plak.. asal awal tahun je kite gi jalan ke JB... anyway... anyway.. both of us have worked soo hard this week! dah baper hari tak tido mlm bebek... kekekek takpe its all worth it! sem ni dah cuti buat master! so next sem kene daftar balik dah! ekekekek sebab dah janji nak buat phd before 30 jadi kene jadik rajin lah this year! sigh! a BIG SIGH! malas melanda!!!!!! hukhuk
anyway, anyway, this month byk betul bende nk buat b... nik's wedding, langkawi, F1, shopping erkekeke.... saya mau itu beg bmw! bmw! bmw! saya mau! saya mau! n bmw lanyard! kikikikikik.... n kali nih tanya uncle klu tetibe dia nk bg paddock ticket! but have to sacrifice 90k! tidak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muerkekeke ...

its MONDAY!!!!

well... what a good way to start your monday!... PROCASTINATE! ahaks.... weekend was GREAT!.. friday was filled with love... saturday.. Great War of the MOUSTACHE! and sunday... what a day to spend and spend....(pssstt... we even went to see THE ring!! should have seen me GRINNing from ear to ear. gosh cant blame that woman in me.. diamonds gosh.. it was perfect... gosh....) anyway anyway... thanks for the flower! and the theatre! love it... want to do it again and again with you! tho i think i almost kill you! J.Co trip was disastrous! and yesterday! i went back with a full-very-the-very-guilty stomach! (pssssttt... did u notice yang.. abg pejal kata saya kuwus ahahahah) ITS CRIMSON RED!... my flower! its CRIMSON RED.. and i love it... and it still blooming well at no.9... i was about to write a very long entry today.. but guilt is here.. and i have to continue my WORK... aaaaaaaaaaa...

reaction: down on my knee... up on cloud nine!
pending item: need to see the taylor fast!
Fav. place of the month: Baskin Robbin

Coming event: Nik's wedding JB!

Bring me flowers

Bring me flowers
I haven't got a clue if you're the one
But I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Dont wanna waste this night
But I'm drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers and talk for hours
ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face, your warm embrace
ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel

Im a little scared to hold you close
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile, Im happy as a child
But Im still drowning, drowning in your love

Bring me flowers and talk for hours
ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face, your warm embrace
ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel

You'reheart gives for nothing in return
And Im just taking, taking you in
Caught up in your smile,
Im happy as a child
But Im still drowning, drowning in your love

Bring me flowers, and talk for hours
ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face, your warm embrace
ooh I like you, and ooh I like how you make me feel

what woman wants

A woman wants nothing! But merely everything… once you sign the deal.. (ehem the day you confess the four letter word) then its over!!! The four letter words constitute a binding contract between you and your other half (in this case – the-soon-to-be-most-annoying-person-in-the-whole-universe)…

It’s the unwritten law of being the THE BOYFRIEND/HUSBAND err whichever comes first...

Here it goes…

1. Thou shall not forget to repeat the FOUR letter word... And thou shall practise saying it whole heartedly since the LADY is somehow are born with sixth seventh eighth senses!!

2. Thou shall accept the fact that the Lady’s mind has its own partition to commitment… no matter how busy she was… the over-rated statement of ‘I too have other commitment--- but I never forget about ours’

3. Thou shall listens or pretend to listen in a way that the LADY will notice and accept the behaviour as you sincere gesture… again this falls under law no. 2 never underestimate the Lady’s gift... POWER TO READ SOMEONES HEAD, HEART and MOTION…

4. The Lady’s Assumptions are the real thing (soon to be or maybe)….

5 . Thou shall not say ‘I don’t need to call you every now n then.. I am at the usual place doing the same thing!’… The LADY… treats everyday as special as can be…

6. thou shall accept the fact that a conversation about a topic can last for weeks.. The LADY will try to find peace with the only answer she wants to hear… so a conversation may took place again and again… with a different point of view… voice tone or even how many times she bats her eyes during the discussion!

Well the list goes on and on… but to love a woman is an adventure of a life time…. Aha! The mood changes in split second… women epitome of schizophrenic community!

And how hard one tries to be the world coolest Girlfriend/Wife… the symptoms of being annoying is very hard to defy…. Ahaks… i love to be in love… and to loved…

he's coming back!!!

reaction: over the moon!

well 20 min to touch down!





"I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days felt like years when I'm alone"

its lonely in here...........

boohoooooo!!! sob! sob!

its gewd to be away sometimes

but not all the times...

i'll wait for you impatiently

sampai syurga...

Ku membenarkan jiwaku

Untuk mencintaimu

Ku persembahkan hidupku

Untuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu

Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu

Harapanku palsu

Dan mungkin hari yang satu

Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu

Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku

Yang terbaik untuk diriku

Hanya satu

Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku

Untuk merinduimu

Ku menghamparkan sakitku

Untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku

Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu

Sampai syurga ku cintamu

Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada

Ku berikan semua

Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu

Bahagia untuk selamanya

Biar sampai syurga

Aku menunggu cinta darimu

Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Namun aku tetap aku

Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu

Ku inginmu dampingi ku

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik

Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu

Sampai syurga ku cintamu

Hanya kamu

Stress Management

What one do when one stressed out? One bake!!!! I was really depressed yesterday…. Mana taknye… 4-0!!! Pok asing wenger ni he really2 done it yesterday… pulling his magic bunnies!!! Yep.. I was watching bunnies playing against the terrible ogre!!!! Sorry baby... Rooney does look like Shrek… ahahaha … so all I did was… go out buy all the ingredients needed.. Off to shop for sprinkles.. yada yada…Anyway, the original plan was to bake a marble cake only!!!! Then I end up with cupcakes and marble cakes... see how stressed I was yesterday….

thayunk sama baby

thank yu sayang... look what my baby bought for me in tawau!! yippee.. mintak brooch dapat brooch and gelang.. ekekek kalau mintak kerete.. mungkinkah saya akan dapat helicopter juga? erkekekekeke thanks sayang.. its my energy booster bracelet...

hate to admit.. girls and present are matchmade in heaven erkekekek shud see me yesterday.. overwhelmed ... sbb he said he got no time to look around .. then suddenly he posses with the bracelet and the brooch .. i yelped at the instant... ekekek he remembers... and i am in his mind all this while...

you never failed to amused me... the 100th day roses, the starbuck bottle... , the surprise dinner, the trips.. baby pink... and you.. tho things are not perfect sometimes and i can be such an annoying person but i never stop loving you... since i dont know when...

i love you mr crap bag! (see not sampah.. its crap bag!)

a heart wrenching blog

despite all the works that piling up for me to finish, i managed to run thru a blog suggested by a friend. A heart wrenching blog to say... it left me teary eyed. The blog is written by a lady who had just lost her husband not few months ago.. he left her on his birthday...

glimpse of her blog.. i'd like to share...

"In the last few weeks I spent with him, the amount of love he felt for me touched me deep within. He had only wanted to eat when I fed him; an act I felt most honoured in doing. Eleven years of marriage, and it was all filled with utmost satisfaction. He had promised me two things in the beginning: to gradually add on to our religious deeds together, and to stay deeply in love till the end of our lives. And Alhamdulillah, he kept to his words..." - D

"When we arrived at the hospital, Mr D sat slumped on the chair, hardly aware of his surroundings. I whispered Happy Birthday Cayang... in his ears"- D

"We had read him the quranic verses for almost an hour, when suddenly he fell quiet. I saw it coming. The angel had come, and I knew. I read the syahadah close to his ear, repeating continuously. It happened in only a few minutes, and he was then gone... I glanced at my mobile, it was 10.50pm. I kissed him and I told him, it's okay, Allah knows best." -D

definitely, my heart sank when i read thru the blog... but Allah made her special enough to go through the day without the only person she in love with... and at the moment she is a self funded PhD student living in coventry, the plan WAS that the husband would support the family while working in UK.. my prayers goes to her and all the brothers and sisters who are in such predicament.

to my baby... i am very touched on how they love each other... and the promise ... to add on to our religious deeds together and stay deeply in love till the end of our lives...
Its those thing that we always wanted eh... i thanked God for you and i am blessed. I love you till the end.

back to reality...

its already february... much things to look forward to, this year... aha! the most anticipated 'event' is coming but yet we are very uncertained for it to be 'when'.... anyway... 2008 has been good.. i have managed to work out my credits issues.. not fully but i'm working on it... hopefully i'll be debtless .. (ye ke?) hihihihii.... hmmm... work doesnt seem to loose it momentum yet... boss already confirm on the May event! yeay.. ERrr... ahaks... being somewhere out in the country doesnt mean it'll enjoyable.. since you'll be too obligated to work... hmmm thanked god i have baby to fully understand my work... (ahahaha but i bet he'll kept praying for the time that i'll be extremely busy and stop bothering him too much) ..

Arif's last day today... i am happy for him... it does matter when you can do what you wish to do...adib came back with thornton's choc offering and bloody-eyes-with-worms-pops-from-the-skull thingy.. ahahahah scares the hell out of uncle zain...

I dont know when i'll finish my master... but i really need to find my time... i need to do my phd by next year... ahaks... but you cant always have what you want.. so i'll be extremely patient...owh.... the zoo negara trip was awesome!!! hiks hiks..... its when you spent time with your baby and friends....

hmmm...... its the chinese new year eve's ... tomorow and day after tomorow.. and day after that.. i'll be spending with my momma and apish...

ooopppssss got to stop now.. baby's here....

Black n White

photo in photo

Just testing this technique i found in youtube....ehehhe....nice...

i love till the end

phuh ... kekekek penat buat.... baby!!!!

p/s: i love you

i'm so sorry

LOVE YOU 'TIL THE END
I just want to see you

When you're all alone

I just want to catch you

if I canI just want to be there

When the morning light explodes

On your face it radiates

I can't escape

I love you 'till the end

I just want to tell you nothing

You don't want to hear

All I want is for you to say

Why don't you just take me

Where I've never been before

I know you want to hear me

Catch my breath

I love you 'till the end

I just want to be there

When we're caught in the rain

I just want to see you laugh not cry

I just want to feel you

When the night puts on its cloak

I'm lost for words don't tell me

All I can sayI love you 'till the end

Panic at no.9

She's planning on escape route

i really dunno what's on her devious mind.... looking out the window...

And he's LOST

and this fella got lost!!!

Best Wedding Dance Ever

Bob masa Kecik

hahahhahaha

sayaaaang..... saya mau blackberry boleh tak?

saya yang cute miut:

Saya nak yang ini, saya nak yang ini......

baby:

jangan monyeettt......

.. satu je b.. tak mo banyak pun.. satu jerrr

Happy New Year

from Tony & Carm

good bye '7'.. hey there '8'

well... its those time when people bid farewell to another 365 days... here comes another 365days... the earth has successfully circled the sun again... days come and days gone by..... and not a single day that i love u less... hiks hiks... let's see what have we been thru all year round...

soo many things happening... this year... it was fun-tear-rage-romantic-loving filled year ahahahha i am definitely love thi syear particularly.. the part where i have made the correct choice... hiks hiks

movies movies and movies this year... from talladega nights, spiderman 3, pirates of the carribean 3, the barnyard, harry potter and the order of phoenex, the departed, shrooms, kuntilanak 2, jangan pandang belakang, muhsin, disturbia, transformers, teenage mutant ninja turtle, oceans thirteenth, hitman, i am legend, shrek the third, the simpson's movie, 300, the bourne ultimatum, die hard, the gridiron gang, epic's movie, ratatouille, ghost rider, wild hogs, pursuit of happiness, Next, the fantastic four, citer crocodile makan org but i cant remeber the title, I now pronounce you chuck and larry, rush hour three, Sinking of JApan ahahahahah,300 pounds beauty, blood diamond, Stranger than fiction, the shooter, sumolah, waris jari hantu, the invicible, national treasure the book of secrets, .... and the list go on and on...

from golfing with baby, concerts, weddings, muziums.. F1, A1, heheheh and of course i missed the nite Live n loud..

well... another year passed by... and i hope 2008 will bring more joy to both of us...

to baby.. we hve been thru soo much this year... lets cherrished every moment..!!!! thanks for the day at the beach, i love it the most... thanks for the baby moto! thanks for making things possible, thank you for being too patient...

lets make 2008 year of adventure.. ahahaha EUROCAMP!!!!! french alps? what say you?

this is the last entry for today.. 31/12/2007... haf a wonderful new year people...

susahnyer nak carik ....

well.. left APS exactly 10.10 am... heheheh the ultimate freedom.. NOTTT!!!! well just enough time to recuperate thats all...

anyway.. glad i've completed the capacitor study for transgrid... hiks hiks.... ok... where to begin.. of to pick up bebeks and campak him at his workplace... then off to the curve.. buy tickets for tonite... tho we have already watched I AM LEGEND.. courtesy of the infames anak lembu... but due to mommy's request.. i am at no position at all to refuse.. afterall.... i will not become bored to will smith aha....

ow.. btw.. bebek.. how do you like the 'TURKEY HAMSTER CHEDDAR CHEESE?' ahahah i just love you!! kekekek its just a mere joke lah sayang lawak kol 10.30 pg.... i just cant believe you would call me and ask whether the sandwiches is truly made of HAMSTER.. ahaahaha i dont have the heart to feed you with a hamster.... not now lah.. later... hmmm maybe.. under few circumstances kikikikik

got tickets for the show... 9.10 pm... anyway what is the family without a little bit of drama.... IZA's is going to celebrate new year with us... hiks hiks... hmmm i only bought 4 tickets!!!! hiks looks like someone is gonna seat somewhere nearby... the cast away.. i am very sure its going to be apis... sapa suh kata awek dia tak join sekali!!!

the tickets problem solved!!!!c11,c12,c13,c14 and E10... kekekkeke amik ko.. i've surveyed the curved and looks like there''s gonna be a massive street party.. yeay yeay .. marilah bergoyang,.... bet mr-nocturnal-i-hate-crowd are gonna love this!!!

my next task after the tix is to find baby's paku.. or screw.. or whatever it is called.. phuh letih cari paku nih... tak reti sungguh... i guess i am not thta hands on after all... kekekeke

dah jumpa screw, dah beli tiket and a tazo ice shaken tea from starbugs.. enuf to make my day

TAK CELEBRATE KE?

huh.. what kind of question is dat? why must u ask.. why arent you celebrating your birthday? as odd as it may sound.. but thats the fact.. why must after a long time.. more than a year you are pushing your luck again? ahaks.. owkay.. i know i know.. i may be tercarried away but then again....
why must u ask?

SOnnet 141...

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you make the silence.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb civic ethics
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all.

Thank you baby...

Thank you for staying in my life.
How could I have ushered you away?
Another person might have made me pay,
Needing the sweet vengeance of my grief.
Kindness is in everything you do.
You must love me very much to stay.
Often now, some moment of each day,
Unbidden, I am grateful I have you.

happy birthday Baby!!!!

You are as young as your faith, as old as your doubt, as young as your self-confidence,
as old as your fear, as young as your hope, as old as your despair.

may Allah bless you baby... and may your dreams came true... as for me.. i could not ask God for more.. as all my dreams came true..its the day He made me found you.....

happy 25th birthday sayang.. and many many more to come!

baby....

“Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.”

i love you

now I know why it is called I AM LEGEND

hiks hiks.... been working very hard extra hard to complete the capacito bank study.. anyway,
Today.. Rosidi invites the APS'er to his house for dinner.. erk AGAIN erkekekeke well.. last time was barbeque nite... and tonite dinner is compliment of mama yie... nasi kerabu... best best.. sgt best... most of the APS'er present.. after dinner nurul invite the both of us to join them to watch I Am Legend.. hik hik..
Good GOD!!! fictional as it is... entertaining and will smith has delivered it well.. again.. .. anyway, had a flat tyre on the way to the cinema.. and we were still at kinrara.. and definitely late!!! biler lah baby kelis langgar paku pun taktau lah...
anyway, went back to the office approximately 3 in the morning and started to do TRV studies...
hop to finish it by today!!! and a protection coodintion report s well! hiks hiks

hari kejadian adib!!!

cirit or die!!!

tenkiu bebek

again u never failed to feed me! ahaks thanks for the hot choc!! but i will not forget your caramel machiatto surprises!... i love you much much! i love you to bits! i love u sgt2....

(phuh penat puji... lagi 4 jerk bebek.. then i'll save your love for next year nyer note book ekeke)

I LOVE U PSYCHO SANCHEZ! I DO...

psychedelic me

what if tomorow is my wedding day...

firstly baby.... please acknowledge the big WHAT IF!!!

well... i guess i will not have the ample time like tonite if its were my wedding to morow.. so here goes...

shhesh.. cant think of a thing!!! demmit!!!

hiks hiks

Loneliness always breed in a large crowd...

off to penang yesterday for APS's family day... My second one with aps.. this year was a little different .. not that last year was that special... baby was starnger to me last time.. but enjoy his company.. and yet this year.. when i really longed for him to be with me.. i have to leave him alone with his bantal busyuk at KK...

reached penang yesterday at 5.00 pm, it was my second time visiting holiday inn.. bolehlah.. the service is perfect like usual... anyway... the one thing i look forward the most... is the DVD hunting.. 4 ringgit for a cd.. is something not to be missed.. bought meself my last season of GG and Brothers and sisters...

I have another mission last nite to get something for that budak busuk... kekekek
buat perangai yesterday.. susah betul nak calm him down.. kekekek

I'll be home tomorow sayang... wait for me.. (or wait for yur pressie! i love you forever!)

anyway.... baby.. i menang main telematch and treasure hunt.. woohooooooo kekekekeke terel lah saya... ngahahahah

' i dont really mean to brag.. but i got you where i want you now! '

Alone...but not lonely

Day 1

Baby off to Penang. Family day APS. Haih... Buat la dekat2 skit.... bleh gak nak menebalkan muka gi join.. Umi is coming this Sunday... It has been a while perut tak makan best2.. hehehe... hmmm... Brothers & Sisters, Gillmore Girls Last Season and 2 shorts(for me)... baby dah shopping.... so far..... hahahaha plus undisclosed items (mesti ade nyer yg x bgtau tu ;p)

A1 faces....

erm ceritere nyer panjang lagi what happened that day... but i am in no mood of writing... enjoy the pictures lah dulu.... and i'll write again..

mommy,mama, mak incik, maharani, god of cookery, THE BOSS,

i wish i were extraordinary... i wish i could be the perfect person... in this case a perfect fren, a perfect girlfren and a perfect daughter....

mommy wasnt well these few days... pity her... seems that age had taken her... but as stubborn as she could she wasnt planning to quit her faveret hobby.. kekekek welll itrs the only ways she could see the world then go ahead... anyway, i was suddenly strike with the idea if WHAT IF she's gone? whom am i gonna fight with.... i am the exact replica of kitty in brothers and sisters.. i love my mommy.. eventho both of us has different opinion on how the world should function....

hmm.... how to become a good daughter.... ( i already passed the idea of being perfect dah)
1. listens to mommy's advice.. (err.. some of which mcm tak masuk akal)
2. stay quite (mcm sama jer ngan lsiten to) whenever she has something to say... ( err same what if ... tak masuk akal)
3. layan jer her mood swing... kekeke this i can do....
4. forget about the past... (hmmm some of which i just cant let go.. but i'm trying to)
5. Love her... ( i love her with all my heart.. god knows how much i love her)

kekekek anyway.. mommy is just human... she cant be perfect either.... kekkeke i know she loves me... (despite the fact that she really like to blame for everything... kekeke even the middle east crisis tu kalau boleh put the blame on me she'll do it)... but anyway,... thats it...

I love her for being her...

jangan dititiskan air matamu
tak usah keliru, tiada menentu
ada sinar di wajahmu, ada syurga di hujung jarimu
damai sungguh hati, kau penawar di kala sunyi
ratu hati, ibu..

hentikan renungan, jauhi sayu
hilang tanpamu, bukan kau tak tahu
nakku cium, kan kupeluk lari kepadamu
sayang sungguh ibu
tak mungkin jemu, tak bisa luntur semenjak lahir lagi
jika tak pernah kunyatakan
ibu dengar ini lagu
lupakan segala sengketa lalu
maafkan diriku
memang ku tak tahu

ibu, mami, mama, umi
hingga akhir nanti
pintaku jangan kau sedih
usah gusar lagi
kasihmu abadi, didalam hati
doaku jangan kau pergi dulu, ibu..

A1

well.. i woke up again late! hiks hiks.. baby? hmmffssss lagilah...kekek send apis to sek17 .. then went to baby's place kekek abih satu sg merbau inn kena kejut.. everyone were still sleeping... gosh.... kalau bom meletup sebelah rumah tak sure diorg nih bgn.. anyway..... baby was in bad mood that morning... i accidently (ahahaha sengaja sengaja...) left my view cam, baby tertinggal hp.. ahahahaha pandang muke pun tak nak time tu... anyway... its a quite trip to SIC since the boss wasnt in he's best mood.... park the car and walk to the grandstand.... its still early, so we decide to have a morning walk around the grandstand... not much different fom last year.. (much different lah kot.. last year we sat at the corporate suite being served by planet hollywood guys and never neding supplies of drinks...) tis year kat grandstand ajer... takpe,... next year kite beli paddock bebek!!!!! kekekke okeh...
afterwards, we met with baby's famiglia... bob and su, ja's alone since izni is having exams (gud luck dear!), najmi and ayu and their family! ahahah segerombolan!!! ramai giler....
had our lunch at De'Jumpa.. kekeke baby makan nasi kukus n ayam goreng! ja makan mee goreng! bob makan mee goreng! me makan ayam ajer (huk huk bilelah diet nak abes nih!)2.30 p.m off to watch the race... hiks hiks alex on the 15th place ( wasnt doing very well tis year!)... wait for pt 2!

Misery Biz

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I can't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

[Chorus:]
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they want it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

[Chorus]
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now.
[Chorus]:
Whoa, I never meant to brag
But, I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But god does it feel so good,
Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
Cause god it just feels so,
It just feels so good.

huwaaaa

feels like screaming at top of my lungs.. ahahaha cemana ke nak buat cemtu.. kekek anyway anyway... i dunno what i'm doing.. its when you have too many things to do and you start doing nothing... i really have to complete this study and keep on with the next one.. been too long too
loong ...
anyway... i am fully tight up with much about everything... hopefully will get a new start in january... hmmm new year resolution! to become debtless...aha! boleh ke bebek?

i need to produce some serious income here... thats where second job comes into the plot..
find a second job! become debtless... i am not paying for house rent nor electrical billss and so forth... but it seems i have this 'oh-my-god-why-do-i have-sooo-much-money-left-oh-my-need-to-get-rid-of-it' syndrome...

i just want to have a good weekend with sayang

Ibuku Angelina Jolie muahahaha!!!!

Baby? ular sawe? ye ke?

eerrr... ***disclaimer: adalah dgn ini BUKAN SAYA yang kata bebek ulau sawe atau tiada apa yang memberikan dan mempengaruhi saya utk mengatakn bebek seekor ulau sawe.. akan tetapi sumber yang tidak boleh di disclose kan disini (BOB! BOB! bebek, dia yg kata bek chu chu (*geleng2 pala) telah yang berkata demikian.
Sekian terima kasih

I am happy

I went look through this person's personal page at frenster... how time flies and yes things happened for a reason... All i can do was smile all the way browsing the page... he's happy... and i'm happy he's happy... welll now i'm relieved it was like a burden lifted up from my shoulder... i was right all along... i'm not the bad one... all you have to have is courage to make things right... It wasnt rite last time... i was right! it'll be a very big mistake if we were together
now all i can say is... 'gather up your strength and believes! and head towards your beautiful life'
to my 'bebek' thanks for coming into my life... i knew it then...

to people out there....
Love is something that not to be compromise for symphaty or just to make other people happy.
I have found mine...

i am definitely complaining!!!

a 110 ringgit for a new Mykad!! demm expensive! does these people know that nobody on earth love on queing in the government counter again and again for a Mykad!! whats worst is dat most of the people who lost their Mykad are those who are in such a predicament... anyway... i am not interested in applying for mykad ahahahahaha (stupid me!!!) in the nearest time... later lah bile mau. bawak surat beranak je (again stupid me!) sooo many entries to write... since soooo many things happening lately... will try to write later....

bebekku!

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win I'll be right here

By your side

Boy when you come to me I'm just in my head

Of how glad I am to be with you and

You just don't know how special you are to me

Can't you see we're meant to be,

If you ever doubt my love

Don't fear, I'm right here for you

My heart belongs to one and only you

I could never want another

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right hereBy your side (by your side)

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here

By your side

So now you know how I feel, baby

You have brightened up my world in every way

Share your feelings, with me baby

You can tell me anything

Keep me close to your heart, darling

You'll be close to mine

One thing that makes me happy

Is spending time with you, baby

So if you call my name

You know my heart you claim

I'll be right here

By your side

Through thickness and through thin

You know my love you win

I'll be right here By your side

anak didik musang pandan!!!

wow! memang garang... apa yang kadang-kadang buncit

kadang kadang kurus?

(jawapan: anak musang pandan!! )

abg bari's house....with baby syamil

malacca... the second day...

erm... if its not because of camelia's tantrum (err sorry cuz) the whole family will not be celebrating raya in malacca.... well everyone being supportive... and its camelia's first job...


well at no.9's everyone was seemingly very happy not to wake up early and mommy dont even bother to open the door ngeeee.... welll ... we ate... and ate and ate... whtaever leftover from raya yesterday... (and mommy kept telling uncle that... yep we are already on our way)... when the truth is.... hehehe


anyway.... off to malacca approximately 3 in the afternoon.... first stop rr seremban


apis mengidam kfc!! kesian adik aku....

t'was raining cats and dogs... gill lebat hujan.. but well the world class driver takkan give up.... arrive in malacca 2 hours after.. (btw... melaka negeri lampu isyarat!!) rase nak gile melayan lampu isyarat kat melaka tuh.... aaaaaaa..........

uncle wasnt at home when we arrived, they were at bibiks... that nite.. we went to jonker street.. mommy shopping heaven.... bestnyer bestnyer.... abis lagi duit ku... mommy ngan bestnyer... kin mama takde duit lah! ha? semlm dapat duit raye berkepuk2222,.....

aaaaaa duit ku terbang melayang.... pagi tuh....

uncle took us for breakfast at a typical malay warong!!! twas a 18SG experience!!!! i will not even go to the warong without protection (gilelah talking bout sex among old people... hilang selera !!!!) kekekek and then uncle said that these old people sume org laut... seriusly ckp kuat semcm... ngeee

tapi best lah they treat you like family! psssttt btw... they serve roti canai and masak asam ikan turi....

Hari RAye....

hari raye.... tis year raya ngan baby... kekekek dah baby pun kata tis has never happened before....
kekekeke mlm raye anyam ketupat dlm kete baby..dah tu.. apis gi carik baju raye and baby pun still tak jumpa lagi baju raye..... i have bought mine... its beige and gold kurung songket... a gold purse and a bracelet from guess kekekek (habis dah duit kat situ).... our raya eves dinner kat romas... anyway.... adakie pagi raye tak amik gambar sekali... ngahahhaha pagi rayer.... mkn pulut kuning kat dapur ngan umi!!! abah duk blakg umi citer pasal his brother and baby duk tgh2 minum sirap..... kekekekekek

kat umah lagi best mama ckp selamat hari raye then terus bummm tetido... kak ni n abg duk mamai2..... apis pun duk mamai2 kekekekek baby hisap rokok.... (kire mcm nak umenikmati rokok sungguh2 pasnih takleh nak isap dah....)

first raya was tiring..... family seremban dtg and family nek esah serang umah dat nite.... abis dah sume duit raye..... siap kene pinjam2 ngan mama pasal suit pecah dah abis.... okay.. finish part 1..... will cont later!

exhausted.....

dinner at uncle's

owkay... its that time again when THE GOD FATHER will call the klang clan to break fast togetehr... its a must.. as momma would say in her sms ' wajib hadir!!!' kekekekke

hiks this year buka puasa is held at uncle's place...well nothing much can say the dinner was fantastic...

can you spot the coffee? kekekek caffeinated society!!!!!

uncle nyer daging brocolli

kekekek picture dont show justice for this fantabulous steam marinated chicken.

dinner at hartz's

errr...... ONE WORD!!!! OVERCROWDED!!!! details will come later... as of now i will recuperate from the long queve at the restaurants... (but indeed it is still worth for money... no one can deny and the chicken wings are still the best in town!!) kekekeke

I want that cat doll at starbuck soo much!!! i may even try to plot a robbery to steal that damn cute monster!!!!! i want it!! i want it real badly!!!!! had a caramel machiatto right after the dinner at hartz... caffein is the world's cure to everything ngahahahahahah!!!!!

then me and baby, went to look around the new wing at sunway pyramid!!! gosh! it is such a sight to see... every detailing of the new wings is just perfect!!!! kekekekke i may now want to change my fav hanging spot to pyramid instead of the curve!!!! can ah baby?
kekekekek

owh... i must stop now... need to plan a doll-nap! kekekek i want it but afraid mommy wud kill me for buying more toys!!!!

i love my JOB! i love mommy!!! i love baby!!! i love FOOD!! I love starbuck! (aduh sound too superficial!! kekekeke)

mommy's turn to cook!!

Since kak noni's on a very strict diet.. she had some complication while trying to get pregnant ... Insyallah 1 day i'll get that lil muchkin to call my own nephews or nieces!! aaaa okay back to mommy's list of menu... she prepared kak noni the infamous telur tauhu (picture above) courtesy of cik leh from singapore!!! something different for a start.. then we have the usual chicken curry for abng.. he cud not get enuf of that... siakap asam-steam fish... and omg i cudnt remember the rest!!! mommy masak manyak mcm nak bg makan 10 org!!! kekekekek...

Dinner at Roma's

teheee..... t'was one of the best dinner ever!!! kekekek selepas menjadi mama delivery girl and boy that day!!! mommy nih.... hiks hiks.. glad to be in service... (cikit lagi gaduh ngan baby!!)
anyway, i didnt know that you want to be wit me even when sending food to me mommy... thats why lah i ask you to balik umah and have a proper bukak posa,...
anyway, we had our break fast at roundabout eng ann kekekekkeke 1 cup mango juice, 3 slice of jelly and 1 kebab... and we set to find our dinner place...

aha!!! tony roma's!!! kekekekke wit 1 mission in hand... to set roma's standard in our book of fave restaurants. To date Chillis and TGI has won our 1st and 2nd place, selain mamak DE, kedai ibu baby, tropic, restoran cili merah sek.9, restoran soto sek8 and Pakli's and kedai kopi (errr too many kedai kopi back then... dah malas nak gi) and mamaks all over the world!!! owh before forgettin... Hai Peng's.

ERM... searching through the menu.. we found our signature food!!! BUFFallo WinGs!!! kekekek the verdict: Chilli's:1 TR:0.5 tho we like the extra large serving!!! I had a chicken marinated with rosemary thingy.. t'was OKAY... and here comes the best part!!! Desert!.... The CHOCOLATE AVALANCHE WAS SUPERLICIOUSLYFANTASTIC!!!!!! I may want to go there again and again and again just for the desert!!! Verdict: chillis:1 TR's:1000000 TGI's: ok-ok!!!!!

lastly, like the ambience, like the food presentation, like the service(err not!!!!!!... agak lemba for the refill) but insyallah we'll sure comeback for more of that superlicious chocolate avalanche....