8 days into the new year!

It's the 8th january 2014 folks. 

I know.. Time flies - mark 5 mode! 

I wanted to write more this year. 

I want to go to the gym. 

I want to be a better muslim.

I want to be a better daughter/wife/mother (dont we all do?)

Happy new year my dearies! 

Xoxo

Queen bee

Babies

I'm back from my 4 month holiday and so not looking forward to start working. 

Anyway, hubs is currently not well. He contracted dengue fever in malaysia n only to show symptoms when we arrived in manchester. He's feeling yuckie most of the time. Bummer. 

A small test from Allah. 

Sitting next to hubs while holding zahra n watching precious mr kaliq has grown into a beautiful toddler. Alhamdulillah. Eventho hubs sitting from a hospital bed. 

Busy i am

As Salam lebaran buat semua!!

Busy mummy i am, oh well i really didnt mean to stay this quite.. But i am struggling.. With one boy n a girl life very much revolves around them only. I do envy those supermums who are able to do soo many things and look as tho they have fulfils their babies basic needs. I found both of my children require my attention 247 and never seems to have enough of me (eceh!) so how do you cope? Going out with gf's spa time n shopping?  

Anyway, i m in malaysia now.. Spending my maternity leave and will be going back home (yes! Glasgow is my home now...)  

Will write more. Something interesting caught my eye last month. Hehehe.. 

Meanwhile.. Here she is. My moon. 

Rezeki zahra

Ok. Dah beranak! And alhamdulillah second child ni dpt rezeki susu. Dah 10 hari fully breast milk.. Rezeki nur amina zahra.

My baby is two!!

Kejap je masa berlalu.. ;)
He is two last saturday..

.. He got the sweetest smile, the biggest hug, the cutest laugh n the loudest cry..

:) he can count, abc and aliff ba ta..

Love him to bits.

Happy second birthday sayang.. Mummy loves you with all my heart.

Missing mummy

I miss my mum. Altho she always drove me crazy most of the time.. I love her with all my heart. My relationship with my mother is somewhat different.. I have my grandmother as my mother-figure.. And my mom is my mom.. More of a friend really.

She decided to lead her own life and leave us with her mother. I guess the best decision she has ever made... :)

Sometimes i knew she tried hard to become a mother.. But then again... Hihihi but i do love her very much.. My heart ache if i see she's hurt or i will be worried sick if something is wrong.. I misses her all the time..

:) i miss her today.. And hope she is doing fine at home.

Cant wait to be home!!!

Single digit weeks to go

I really dont like to talk about my pregnancy.. Its not me really.. I do enjoy being pregnant tho.. I love having the wee one kicking tossing n turning.. And the oh-so cute hiccups.

Here i am.. Counting weeks before my second child surface the earth. Oh Allah, please make her the most beautiful child ever.. Beautify her with good heart.. And let her be an obedient daughter. Amin.

Anyway.. Second pregnancy is far more tiring than the first one. Fr far more tiring because you have to do loads more.. With the wee man around. ;)

I hope kaliq can adopt well with his sister. I'm really hoping that.. ;)

Anyway. Need to sort some hospital bag thingy things...

Errr and yes i have this bag in mind.... Bahahahahhahaha